Do I Really Have the Heart of an Evangelist?

As I read the first few verses of Romans 9, I felt a heavy conviction within my own heart.  One that has reached deep, ripping at my soul, and awakening me from my sleep.  A restlessness deep within grows as I realize just how short I fall from having the real heart of an evangelist.  I have been pleading for God to give me a heart of love for the lost.  A heart of an evangelist that truly mourns for the lost like Paul, the apostle.  Really, I wish my heart were like my Savior’s heart; but I know that still seems such a distant hope.  So, even if my earthly heart can never fully love like Jesus; maybe it could love like a true Evangelistic heart should.

I say the truth in Christ, I lie not, my conscience also bearing me witness in the Holy Ghost… I have great heaviness and continual sorrow in my heart. For I could wish that myself were accursed from Christ for my brethren, my kinsmen according to the flesh (Romans 9:1-3). 

Do I truly have heaviness and continual sorrow in my heart for those who are lost?  Certainly, I have some or I would not do that which I do here.  For it is time and labor intensive; yet I am compelled to write even if only one soul is reached or touched.  But is mine truly the heart of an evangelist?  Perhaps, I would and have pleaded with great weeping to God for one or another of my children.  I would rip my heart out or plead to take their punishment for sin for them; but would I for anyone else. Or would I really be willing that God cast me aside eternally for them or anyone else?

The Heart of the Evangelist

Paul’s heart so yearned for his brethren he longed for their salvation with such fervor, he at times would have been willing to exchange his salvation for theirs.  Although that is impossible, for anyone who has truly come to know Jesus Christ as Savior and Lord cannot be separated from God.  Nor could one imagine a life without Him, once having tasted of the sweet fellowship one has with Christ.  Yet, Paul truly had the heart of the Evangelist for even that thought to have entered his heart.

As for me, though I love my children with that fierceness of love; what about others?  Perhaps there were moments in my life when one or another might be the focus of my love.  It was such when I was in the jail ministry.  Yet, more recently, I realize how far short I fall when it comes to loving all sinners as I should.  What if there is someone extremely near and you feel they may be drawing one of your children away from Christ?  Can you genuinely love them enough to say your heart mourns for them?  Or someone who has hurt your family, can you sorrow so for their salvation?

Paul here spoke of those who wanted him dead or jailed with such compassion.  I wish and long for the day my heart will love like Jesus does.  Or at least I wish I could comprehend how to hate sin while loving the sinner with the heart of the evangelist.  But until that day, I come before my Savior and Lord every day to pray.  I know that as I said in the last message, the Holy Spirit will not stop until I am complete.  So, I wait with patience or sometimes impatience for the transformation to be complete.

Concluding Thoughts

For right now, I continue to pray, study God’s word, and spend time alone with Him.   I lay my own burdens and sins at the foot of the cross, awaiting eagerly for the redemption of this body, while lifting my head in songs of praise to the one who saved me.  For I know the fruit of the Spirit is love, so I also know as I lean into Jesus and allow the Spirit to reign in my heart, He will teach me love and show His love through me.  He will clear away the smudges, so my heart might be like mirror to shine forth  His love through me to all those whom I meet today.  That is my earnest prayer.    What about you?

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD?

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link.  There is nothing more important than this; because   He is the way, the truth and the life.   Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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9 Provisions of the Holy Spirit for Every Believer

Romans 8 begins with No Condemnation and ends with No separation from God- EVER! Which is absolutely, utterly amazing!  But how?  Ah, that is the work of the Holy Spirit within us.  He is mentioned 18 times in these 36 verses and that is key for us to understand all that he does for us and in us.  When we recognize the power that is within us to overcome sin is the same power that raised Jesus from the dead, well why wouldn’t we shout for joy, “I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me.”  How does He strengthen us!  He does so by the work of the Holy Spirit within us and His fervent intercessory prayer for us (Hebrews 7:25).

 

  1. Sets us Free from Death’s Penalty

For the law of the life-giving Spirit[b] in Christ Jesus has set you[c] free from the law of sin and death” Romans 8:2 (NET).   He can do this because of the finished work of Christ on the cross.  He, who knew no sin, bore the penalty of our sin—erasing our debt.  “For God achieved what the law could not do because[d] it was weakened through the flesh. By sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and concerning sin, he condemned sin in the flesh, so that the righteous requirement of the law may be fulfilled in us, who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.(Romans 8:3-4 NET).

I know you might be thinking, “but what about those times that my flesh takes charge and I don’t seem to be walking according to the Spirit?”  Ah, but you see, that will become clearer as we keep moving forward.  Remember as I pointed out, Romans 8 begins with No Condemnation and ends with NO Separation, ever!  The Holy Spirit’s work not only is to bring us to a saving knowledge of Christ, but to keep us ever step of the way through our transforming sanctification.

  For I am sure of this very thing, that the one who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6 NET

  1. Provides you with a New Outlook and Focus.

For those who live according to the flesh have their outlook shaped by[e] the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit have their outlook shaped by the things of the Spirit. For the outlook[f] of the flesh is death, but the outlook of the Spirit is life and peace, because the outlook of the flesh is hostile to God, for it does not submit to the law of God, nor is it able to do so. Those, who are in the flesh, cannot please God.  (Romans 8:5-8 NET).

Without the work of the Holy Spirit drawing you, awakening your desire for God—you could never possibly decide to follow Christ.  “No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws (drags) him” (John 6:44).  The word translated draws here actually is the same word translated elsewhere, as drags him.  He drags us to the altar and sometimes He drags us through this life until we come to realize He is life, hope, peace, joy, love and our greatest treasure.

  1. Raises us up to Newness of Life

You, however, are not in[g] the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God lives in you. Now if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, this person does not belong to him. 10 But if Christ is in you, your body is dead because of sin, but[h] the Spirit is your life[i] because of righteousness. 11 Moreover if the Spirit of the one[j] who raised Jesus from the dead lives in you, the one who raised Christ[k] from the dead will also make your mortal bodies alive through his Spirit who lives in you.[l(Romans 8:9-11 NET)

Very clearly it states—if you know Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, the Holy Spirit indwells you.  If He does not, you never accepted Christ as your Savior.  Therefore, if the Holy Spirit indwells you, He utilizes the same power that raised Christ from the dead to raise your mortal bodies from death to life.  Only alive can you defeat sin.  The Holy Spirit has the power to defeat the sin in your mortal flesh.  I must cling tight to that truth if I hope to ever win over the sins of this flesh. It is not I, but the Holy Spirit that has the power and I must let Him.

  1. He seals the adoption papers for eternity.

14 For all who are led by the Spirit of God are[q] the sons of God. 15 For you did not receive the spirit of slavery leading again to fear,[r] but you received the Spirit of adoption,[s] by whom[t] we cry, “Abba,[u] Father.” 16 The Spirit himself bears witness to[v] our spirit that we are God’s children. 17 And if children, then heirs (namely, heirs of God and also fellow heirs with Christ)[w]—if indeed we suffer with him so we may also be glorified with him.(Romans 8: 14-17).

I am sealed forever as His child.  The Holy Spirit reminds me of that.  Will that mean there are at times suffering?  Yes!  It is so much easier to give in to our temptations, our anger, our selfish desires, and going along with the crowd.  It is easier to give in to sin than to live in loneliness or to deal with rejection, to forgive when someone hurts you, or for some to remain sober.  But the Holy Spirit gives us the power to march forward, even into the fiery furnace if need be to do the next right thing.

  1. The Holy Spirit instills hope

22 For we know that the whole creation groans and suffers together until now. 23 Not only this, but we ourselves also, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit,[z] groan inwardly as we eagerly await our adoption,[aa] the redemption of our bodies.[ab] 24 For in hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope, because who hopes for what he sees? 25 But if we hope for what we do not see, we eagerly wait for it with endurance.[ac] (Romans 8:22-25)

It is the Holy Spirit that reminds us, this is not our final home.  We will one day cease to battle with this sinful flesh.  One day we will have the perfect heart like that of Jesus.  Just hold on, He will complete the work He began and say.  “Well done good and faithful servant… enter into the joy of your master.” (Matt 25:21)

  1. The Holy Spirit Prays for Us

The Holy Spirit intercedes for us with the right prayer according to the Father’s perfect will.  “26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness, for we do not know how we should pray,[ad] but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with inexpressible groanings. 27 And he[ae] who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit[af] intercedes on behalf of the saints according to God’s will.  (Romans 8:26-27).  You remember those times you prayed incessantly, and it seemed God did not hear you?  Then years later you could have sung the song, “Thank God for unanswered prayers”.  Well, my guess is that the Holy Spirit had to do a lot of interceding prayers for me throughout the years.

  1. The Holy Spirit instills faith while transforming us.

 28 And we know that all things work together[ag] for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose, 29 because those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that his Son[ah] would be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters.[ai] 30 And those he predestined, he also called; and those he called, he also justified; and those he justified, he also glorified.  (Romans 8:28-30).

Everything that happens in the life of the believer is used by God to transform us into the likeness of Jesus Christ.  Often, I could look back over my life and wonder, “What if?”  What if I had made the right choice?  Or what if, I had been a better Christian or spoken wiser?  Yet, you see, God knew before He saved me everything bumbling stupid thing I would do.  And He saved me anyway.

But He never wasted a single failure of mine either.  Because ultimately, He used them each to teach me how to love Him more.  I paid at times a terrible price for my sin; but in the end God, with the work of the Holy Spirit, transformed me and continues to do so.  He teaches me every day how to lean into Jesus and allow the Holy Spirit to do His work in me.

  1. The Holy Spirit Is Our Protector in this World

31 What then shall we say about these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 Indeed, he who[aj] did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, freely give us all things? 33 Who will bring any charge against God’s elect?[ak] It is God who justifies. 34 Who is the one who will condemn? Christ[al] is the one who died (and more than that, he was raised), who is at the right hand of God, and who also is interceding for us.  (Romans 8:31-34). 

You need not worry what others may say or do against you when you are cradled in the arms of God.  Jesus Christ is always at the right hand of the Father interceding for His own.  Read John 17 and realize all that He prays on your behalf.

  1. The Holy Spirit Hold Us Secure

35 Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will trouble, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword?[am] 36 As it is written, “For your sake we encounter death all day long; we were considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”[an] 37 No, in all these things we have complete victory[ao] through him[ap] who loved us! 38 For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor heavenly rulers,[aq] nor things that are present, nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in creation will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.  (Romans 8:35-39)

In the recesses of my Bible, I wrote many years ago.  “not even I.’   Is not that the most precious of thoughts!  Through all the years, He has guided me and transformed me.  Yes, there were times He had to rip things out of my hands when I clung too tightly to them, so He could show me—He is my greatest treasure.  I have been through great trials and great sorrows; but I know that He has taken all the broken pieces and is creating a tapestry of my life to look like Jesus one day.  It is for that reason I can sing from the hymn, IN Christ Alone. “No guilt in life, no fear in death, that is the power of Christ in me.”

I will cry unto God most high; unto God that performeth all things for me. He shall send from heaven, and save me from the reproach of him that would swallow me up. Selah. God shall send forth his mercy and his truth. Psalm 57:2-3

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD?

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link.  There is nothing more important than this; because   He is the way, the truth and the life.   Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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What about this dilemma between life and death?

How does the Holy Spirit Empower the Christian’s Life?

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What about this dilemma between life and death?

There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1 NET).  Are there any sweeter words than these?  Paul, himself, had said this mortal body in which I dwell continuously desires that which is not of God.  Had he not concluded, “24 Wretched man that I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25 Thanks be[y] to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!” (Romans 7:24-25).  Can I ever possibly live this new life so freely given by God to me?  Jesus cloaked me in His righteousness.  How can I ever hope to be fully transformed from the inside out?  It is as if my new life is trapped within this old body of death from which there appears no escape, no matter how hard I try.  So, what about this dilemma between life and death?

How can I ever overcome this dilemma between life and death?  The new life  which should be vibrant, joyous that I have been so freely given by Jesus Christ should be so evident.  However, the more I know of His righteousness, the more wretched I realize my own heart is.  The more I notice the stench of death that lurks so within my heart.  Do I ever genuinely love another as Jesus did?  Or is there always a bit of my wretched pride that hampers absolutely loving anything as I should?  If that is true, then how can I or we ever overcome this wretched dilemma between life and death?  To be fully spiritually alive, I must put to death once and for all the mortal body of sin?  But how while I remain in this world within this mortal flesh?

Jesus Christ provided us a way for just that.

How to Overcome the Dilemma between life and death?

Jesus said, “I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you forever.  Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you and shall be in you…the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.” (John 14:16-18,26).

A comforter who abides with you forever.  The Spirit of Truth, abiding in you—the Holy Spirit who provides all we need to combat this dilemma between life and death.

The Holy Spirit Overcomes within us.

The disciples had to wait for day of Pentecost, after Christ’s final ascension into heaven, for the Holy Spirit’s arrival.  Until then they had Jesus with them.  Either in his walk upon the earth or in His resurrected body.   In the Old Testament the Holy Spirit would intermittently indwell great men of faith.  But now, the Holy Spirit was being dispersed to reside within every believer’s heart.

Jesus said, “Nevertheless I tell you the truth. It is to your advantage that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to you; but if I depart, I will send Him to you. And when He has come, He will convict the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment: of sin, because they do not believe in Me; 10 of righteousness, because I go to My Father and you see Me no more; 11 of judgment, because the ruler of this world is judged” (John 16: 7-11 NKJV).

And Greater Things

Furthermore, Jesus promised, “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father” (John 14:12).

How I long until this can be true!  That the works which I do will bring glory and honor to His name, not for me.  I long until my works be those which lead others to Christ.  That I might be a beacon of light to this darkened world.  Yet, I am keenly aware, I cannot on my own?  For that to happen, I need His power and His love reflecting off a mirror that no longer holds any of the smudges or reflections of my former self.

The dilemma between life and death remains.  I am a new creation in Christ Jesus.  However, I carry around with me this old corpse of death within this mortal body filled with desires which only lead to death of my witness, grief in my spirit, and distancing from the fullness of life I possess in Jesus Christ.

Romans 8: (NKJV)

 19 For the earnest expectation of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the sons of God. 20 For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected it in hope; 21 because the creation itself also will be delivered from the bondage of [f]corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God. 22 For we know that the whole creation groans and labors with birth pangs together until now. 

23 Not only that, but we also who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, eagerly waiting for the adoption, the redemption of our body. 24 For we were saved in this hope, but hope that is seen is not hope; for why does one still hope for what he sees? 25 But if we hope for what we do not see, we eagerly wait for it with perseverance.

Concluding Thoughts:

So, must this dilemma between life and death continue on?  Perhaps to some degree; however, we have hope both in this life and the next.  The Holy Spirit is there to help with our infirmities and in the next post, I want to share even greater news.  The Provisions of the Holy Spirit for every believer is what can give us victory today.  When we embrace these, we will find that the in the dilemma between life and death we face here on earth–life wins!

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD?

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link.  There is nothing more important than this; because   He is the way, the truth and the life.   Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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4 Reasons I know He is Risen and Hope Reigns

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Disclosure of Material Connection: I have not received any compensation for writing this post. I have no material connection to the brands, products, or services that I have mentioned except for my own books. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.

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4 Reasons I know He is Risen and Hope Reigns

During a time when many hearts are filled with fear caused by a tiny microbe, how can I know hope reigns eternal.  For as I paused to consider the true meaning of Easter, I realized there are 4 reasons that I know He is Risen.  And it is because Jesus Christ rose from the dead, hope reigns eternal within my heart.  Regardless of what happens today or tomorrow upon this earth or within my life, I know whom my Savior is and what is my destiny.  He rose from the dead and with the same power, I will one day rise from the dead to be with Him.  But it is not just a hope for one day, the truth is as Ephesians 2 proclaims, I am already seated with Him in heavenly places endowed with every spiritual blessing.

Like the old hymn Doug Oldham sang, “Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.”  I do not fear the coronavirus.  No, I am not behaving foolishly or being careless.  Instead I take all the precautions.  However, I am not afraid; because I know if God permits this virus to attack my mortal body, He has a plan for good for me.  I far more fear the microbial sins that attack my mind or heart because they keep me from resting fully in Him.  Doubts, bitter thoughts, a heart that does not love or sacrifice like His.  Those are the things that I would fear more.  Not for fear of losing my salvation.  Rather my fellowship with Him at times is in jeopardy.

Of a certainty, I know I have seen many parts of my sin nature slain over the years.  But the more I know Him and His righteousness, the more acutely I know how far short I fall.

4 Reasons I know He is Risen

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We Worship a Risen Lord–Part 1: Foretold in Scripture

We Worship a Risen Lord As Foretold in Scripture.

If thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation (Romans 10:9-10).

Key to the gospel message is this:  Christ died on a cross paying the price justly deserved by humanity.  Therefore, the unblemished shed His blood as an atonement for the sins of the ungodly, unrighteous who deserved death of whom we all are.  But if that was all, there would be no reason to rejoice at His death.  That is, apart from this truth! God raised Him from the dead, victorious over death, sin and hell. He returned to His throne seated at the right hand of the Father.  And because of that He can offer eternal life to all who will believe and accept Him as Lord and Savior of their life.

Foretold in Scripture

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