If I Truly Love You–a Poem of Reflection

If I Truly Love You

by Effie Darlene Barba

 

If I truly love You,  Lord, today

With all my heart and soul

What would I do, what would I say?

If You became my highest goal?

 

If all I sought was Your dear face

To know You more each day

Would I then Lord reflect Your Grace

To all who pass my way.

 

What if I loved you with all my mind?

My focus finely tuned just so

Would I then be always kind?

To those who do not know.

 

While holding fast to faith and trust

Though arrows fly so near

The whispering lies that then I must

Deflect with truth, no fear

 

And if I loved with all my might

To keep yours laws, commands

And make the choice to do what’s right

Held firm within Your Hands

 

If I could see Your thorn scarred brow

The nail scars in Your hands

The depth of love You had somehow

For one who makes demands

 

Of foolish, selfish, wants desires

Forgetting who I am

A sinner stuck within the mires

A pride filled, evil scam

 

If I could see the darkest depth

That lies within my heart

Bitter tears are what I’d wept

My Sorrows ne’er depart

 

Were it not for Grace so Grand

That looked beyond this truth

And took me gently by Your Hand

While I was in my Youth

 

It for this, Dear Lord I find

Your love reached out for me

And opened wide my then closed mind

That I though blind might see

 

The wonders of Your glorious Light

The breadth and depth of Love

So, I might then find my delight

Seated with You above

 

If I truly love You,  Lord, today

With all my heart and soul

What would I do, what would I say?

If You became my highest goal?

 

So, help me lord to die to me

Place my desires upon that cross

Until your will is all I see

And there forgetting any loss

 

I look to you my greatest King

The treasure I desire

As there before Your Throne I sing

Impassioned by a heart on fire

 

Until my greatest, brightest dream

I know is found in You alone

That trials are not what they seem

While You have made my heart Your Throne

 

I then could skip with Joy each day

To Know you’re by my side

What would I do? What would I say?

If in Your love I did abide.

Luke 7:

36 Then one of the Pharisees asked Him to eat with him. And He went to the Pharisee’s house, and sat down to eat. 37 And behold, a woman in the city who was a sinner, when she knew that Jesus sat at the table in the Pharisee’s house, brought an alabaster flask of fragrant oil, 38 and stood at His feet behind Him weeping; and she began to wash His feet with her tears, and wiped them with the hair of her head; and she kissed His feet and anointed them with the fragrant oil. 39 Now when the Pharisee who had invited Him saw this, he spoke to himself, saying, “This Man, if He were a prophet, would know who and what manner of woman this is who is touching Him, for she is a sinner.”

40 And Jesus answered and said to him, “Simon, I have something to say to you.”

So, he said, “Teacher, say it.”

41 “There was a certain creditor who had two debtors. One owed five hundred denarii, and the other fifty. 42 And when they had nothing with which to repay, he freely forgave them both. Tell Me, therefore, which of them will love him more?”

43 Simon answered and said, “I suppose the one whom he forgave more.”

And He said to him, “You have rightly judged.” 

Saving Faith Should Bring Devotional Love

44 Then He turned to the woman and said to Simon, “Do you see this woman? I entered your house; you gave Me no water for My feet, but she has washed My feet with her tears and wiped them with the hair of her head. 45 You gave Me no kiss, but this woman has not ceased to kiss My feet since the time I came in. 46 You did not anoint My head with oil, but this woman has anointed My feet with fragrant oil. 47 Therefore I say to you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven, for she loved much. But to whom little is forgiven, the same loves little.”

48 Then He said to her, “Your sins are forgiven.”

49 And those who sat at the table with Him began to say to themselves, “Who is this who even forgives sins?”

50 Then He said to the woman, “Your faith has saved you. Go in peace.”

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD?

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link.  There is nothing more important than this; because,  He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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How Can I Truly Love and Treasure God?

It has become so evidently clear to me recently, that my life would be completely transformed if only I could truly love and treasure God as I should.  Oh, I don’t mean all the trials of this world would disappear.  If anything, the trials and the tribulations most likely would increase.

However, I would be transformed to have the heart of Jesus I so long to have.  No longer would I have to battle against the blemishes of my own heart which fails me too often.  My words would be tempered by His love overflowing through me.  And my actions would be pure, if only I could truly love and treasure God with all my heart, mind, soul and strength. But how does that happen?  How can I truly love and treasure God, desiring Him above all else?  Perhaps it is only when I come to the very end of me, that I truly find Him.

But this I know! It all begins with His perfect love toward me.  That love wipes away all my fear of being judged; because, Christ paid the price for my regenerate heart with His blood, shed upon the cross as atonement for me.

 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. We love Him because He first loved us. (I John 4:18-19 NKJV)

It must begin there.  If I allow my heart to be entrapped with guilt over my failures, I am doubting Him.  That is, I question His Integrity, when I fear He cannot forgive me for what He has already forgiven.  Any doubt of His Absolute Goodness toward me, prevents my being perfected in His love. And doubt leads to sin.

Renewing the Mind

Oh, do not get me wrong, I am not saying I should brush aside my sin either.  Instead I must see it clearly, quit making excuses for it, and run head on into His arms, weeping for I have failed Him, the one I love.  If I see my sin as it truly is: one more strike of the whip cutting His body, then I must truly repent with tears. As I see my sin and my heart with all its depravity, I am even more amazed by His Grace for me.  Overwhelmed by His love toward me, my hardened heart melts. My love for Him grows exponentially.  My own desires to know Him, to be with Him, and to cherish Him passionately grows.

Then as my heart learns to treasure God, I become aware of the need to remain steadfastly in His word.  The battle moves from the heart to my mind, where I must face the day to day bombardment by Satan, my surroundings, and my own thoughts.

Do not be conformed[c] to this present world,[d] but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may test and approve[e] what is the will of God—what is good and well-pleasing and perfect. For by the grace given to me I say to every one of you not to think more highly of yourself than you ought to think, but to think with sober discernment, as God has distributed to each of you[f] a measure of faith.[g] Romans 12:2-3 NET

The Holy Spirit is there to help me discern truth from lies, if only I ask Him to.

Is Love an Emotion or a Command? Do You Treasure God?

The Lord our God, the Lord is one. 30 And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ Mark 12:29 (NKJV).

It is the first Commandment. So, it is a command; but love remains also an emotion.

Jesus also said:

37 He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me. And he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me. 38 And he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of Me. 39 He who finds his life will lose it, and he who loses his life for My sake will find it. Matthew 10: 37-39 (NKJV)

For most of us, we do not love a child based on commanding our heart to love that child (although there may be moments when we must do just that).  Yet, for the most part it is an emotion.  When you first “fall in love”, you want to be always near the other person, you cannot imagine yourself away from them.  Your heart hurts when not in their presence.  Have you ever felt that way about Jesus? Do you treasure God, cherish Him and delight to be in His presence? It must by nature be both a command of the heart and an emotion.

At times we must command our hearts and minds to do that which is right, then the emotions will follow.  Then, at other times, we are so overwhelmed by His grace, the emotions lead the way.

So it is we love Him with all our heart (emotions), our mind (determination of will) and strength (willing to fight for that love).

Do You Treasure God?

If you honestly see yourself with all the depravity of your own heart. Then you see God for who He IS- the creator of the Universe- who chose to love you enough to pay your penalty that you might be clothed in His righteousness, bathed in His love, showered in His joy, and drenched in His mercy.  How could you not treasure God above all else?  You would accept His Gift of salvation by believing in Jesus Christ, His son!  Then, you would be amazed by that very Grace He has given you.

Your heart would long to be near Him, cherish Him and would grow to treasure God above all else.  You would willingly lay aside all the ruble seeing it for what it is: flailing desires of a dead heart desiring life; but cannot find it

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD?

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link.  There is nothing more important than this; because,  He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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Can you Love God with All Your Heart?

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©Effie Darlene Barba, 2019
Disclosure of Material Connection: I have not received any compensation for writing this post. I have no material connection to the brands, products, or services that I have mentioned except for my own books. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.

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Can you Love God with All Your Heart?

 

A question I ponder often.  What would it truly look like if I could love God with all my heart, my mind and my strength?  How would my reactions to others be different?  “The Lord our God is one Lord: And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might” (Deuteronomy 6:4-5).  Yet, how?  I so long to know and to live that. Despite that being my desire, I find myself at times distracted by the things of this world.  A conflict, a response to others, a selfish thought, pain, sorrow, and my own failure of heart to love with that intensity anything.  Though I know only God can transform my heart to look like His. But how long will it take? Sometimes it feels like forever.

It would seem at times that when more of His tenderness presents itself within my heart, it too reveals another area of stoniness.  And I know that any failure to look like Jesus, is a failure of my loving Him fully as I should.  Saturday, I went to the Holy Land Experience where the play was about Simon Peter.  At the end, Peter ran forward singing a song to Jesus as he entered heaven and Jesus embraced him.  That song spoke of God’s love, mercy and grace to one undeserving sinner and I wept bitterly for that portrayed me as well.

King Josiah was one whom the Bible tells us like unto him was there no king before him, that turned to the Lord with all his heart, and with all his soul, and with all his might, according to all the law of Moses; neither after him arose there any like him” (2 Kings 23:25).

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Do You Know the Lord? For He is God Alone

Do You the Lord? For He is God Alone

 

Do you know the Lord?

For He is God alone

Creator of all Things

Who’s seated on His Throne

His Glory shining bright

With Radiant Purest White

As Spirit Father Son

The Mighty Three in One

 

As you travel on your way

Through near and distant land

When you’ve stumbled on your path

Did you feel His mighty hand?

 

As He reaches out for you

With mercy, grace, and love

Did you hear His whispering voice?

As He spoke from high above?

 

And when with broken heart

You turned your eyes to Him

Burdened by your guilt and shame

Enslaved by all your sin

 

Did you see the cross of Jesus?

Where there He paid the price

To save your soul, justice did reign

His blood, the sacrifice

 

Whom else could you desire as Lord?

To sit upon the throne

To rule your heart, your life, your will

Apart from Him Alone

 

And so, I ask you once again

To heed His call for you

Forsaking all your selfish pride

To join the chosen few

 

Rejoicing then, oh Glorious hope

Regardless of the cost

For what you’ve gained, so far exceeds

Whatever you have lost

 

This song will then forever be

Your call for all to see

God’s Grace poured down, on sinful man

Who answer this His plea!

 

Do you know the Lord?

For He is God alone

Creator of all Things

Who’s seated on His Throne

His Glory shining bright

With Radiant Purest White

As Spirit Father Son

The Mighty Three in One

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD?

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link.  There is nothing more important than this; because,  He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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What Does a Transformed Heart Look Like?

What does it take to have a transformed heart? And what would that look like?  The Children of Israel are urged throughout Deuteronomy to remember where they have been.  Moses pleads with them to remember the goodness of God in the wilderness so that they would remember the Lord, He is God and there is none other. But the sad part is, after all that they had seen, they still did not fully see God as precious, one to be treasured—hence why they kept falling so easily into idolatrous worship.  Their minds were closed.  Had they fully understood, they would have loved Him.  And how would they show that love?

Obedience honors God.  Rejoicing in Him honors God.  And loving God with all your heart, mind, and strength honors God.  But how do we get a transformed heart?  Can we do that on our own? The children of Israel could not as we see in Deuteronomy 29:26

A Hardened Heart

“You have seen all that the Lord did before your eyes in the land of Egypt, to Pharaoh and to all his servants and to all his land— the great trials which your eyes have seen, the signs, and those great wonders. Yet the Lord has not given you a heart to [a]perceive and eyes to see and ears to hear, to this very day. And I have led you forty years in the wilderness. Your clothes have not worn out on you, and your sandals have not worn out on your feet. You have not eaten bread, nor have you drunk wine or similar drink, that you may know that I am the Lord your God.  Deuteronomy 29:2-6 (NKJV)

What had it taken for these people to be prepared to go into the promised land?  They had walked through the wilderness, facing trials, difficulties, and tests.  Many had fallen along the way due to unbelief, blatant disobedience, and failure to love God as their greatest treasure.

30 The Lord your God is about to go[bl] ahead of you; he will fight for you, just as you saw him do in Egypt[bm] 31 and in the wilderness, where you saw him[bn] carrying you along like a man carries his son. This he did everywhere you went until you came to this very place.” 32 However, through all this you did not have confidence in the Lord your God, 33 who would go before you on the way to find places for you to camp, appearing in a fire at night and in a cloud by day to show you the way you ought to go.  Deuteronomy 1:30 NKJV

A Transformed Heart

Ah, but Moses continued to warn them that when they do not see God as precious, then they will fail again.  Yet, there is hope.  If when they see all these things, they turn to look for God, He will restore them.  Furthermore,

the Lord your God will circumcise your heart and the heart of your descendants, to love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul, that you may live. Deuteronomy 30:6 NKJV

Cutting away the dead flesh surrounding our hearts at times can be a very painful process.  So, God alone can give us a transformed heart, one that can love Him with all our mind, our heart, and our strength.  Yet, He knows our joy is dependent on this.  Our joy can only be full when we find our creator in all His glory as our greatest treasure.

2 Corinthians 3:17-18

14 But their minds were closed.[ac] For to this very day, the same veil remains when they hear the old covenant read.[ad] It has not been removed because only in Christ is it taken away.[ae] 15 But until this very day whenever Moses is read, a veil lies over their minds,[af] 16 but when one[ag] turns to the Lord, the veil is removed.[ah] 17 Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is present,[ai] there is freedom. 18 And we all, with unveiled faces reflecting the glory of the Lord,[aj] are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another,[ak] which is from[al] the Lord, who is the Spirit.[am2 Corinthians 3:14-18 NET

15 But even to this day, when Moses is read, a veil lies on their heart. 16 Nevertheless when one turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. 17 Now the Lord is the Spirit; and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. 18 But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as [b]by the Spirit of the Lord.  2 Corinthians 3:15-18 NKJV

And we all having been unveiled in face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image, from glory to glory, even as from the Lord, the Spirit.  2 Corinthians 3:18 Berean Literal Study Bible

Concluding thoughts

A transformed heart can only be accomplished by God.  So, what is our part? To turn to Him, to seek Him, and to rejoice in Him. And when we have a transformed heart, we see and reflect His Glory to the world.  It is never our Glory; but His that shines forth to the world around us.  When we know that, we can even rejoice in the trials and sorrows; because we know He is through them transforming us until one day, I will look like Jesus.  One day, I will have a perfect transformed heart overflowing with joy, hope, faith, love and His Glory.

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD?

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link.  There is nothing more important than this; because,  He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

PREVIOUSLY

Can You Really Know the Lord, He Is God?

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©Effie Darlene Barba, 2019
Disclosure of Material Connection: I have not received any compensation for writing this post. I have no material connection to the brands, products, or services that I have mentioned except for my own books. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.

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