Effie Darlene Barba

Yesterday, we began to look at pain, sorrow and suffering in the Christian Life as a means of our being able to seek, savor and thus display the comforting beauty of God to a world in need of comfort.  We seek comfort, we seek beauty, and we seek to see or feel Glory.  God’s created us so that He can share His love, His joy, and His glory with us.  Yet, our finite minds though seeking that; get caught up in counterfeit love, counterfeit joy and counterfeit glory; unless the Spirit unveils the truth so that we might see the beauty of perfect righteousness, perfect love, and perfect joy as displayed on the cross when Jesus was willing to suffer and die to take the penalty for our sins.  Perfect righteousness because He knew no sin.  Perfect Love that was willing to sacrifice everything and take the full wrath that sin deserves upon Himself so as to restore a relationship with man allowing man to experience real love, real joy, and share in that beauty, that glory which was His in eternity past and future.  Perfect Joy, a joy that comes as a final product when all those who would believe are gathered around the throne of heaven with him, was willing to take the shame of the cross forever looking forward to that joy that was to come.  (much like a parent who sacrificially gives of themselves so that they might see the wonder of their children and then grandchildren as they develop into men and women of whom they are proud–though this even pales in comparison; I thought it might help some of you understand).  When Moses stood upon the mount to receive the law written in stone, he was unable to look upon God’s full glory and beauty.  A Glory so great that his own face reflected that glory and required a veil be placed.  That veil became broken when Christ died on the cross, the ultimate display of Glory and beauty wrapped into one.  Once you are able to see the display of Beauty and Glory that God would do such a thing for a world who rejected Him and sought after counterfeit beauties–how wondrously beautiful beyond our comprehension, only then can you begin to fathom His Glory displayed, His Beauty showcased as more deserving of our praise, worship, and awe than anything else we can seek after.  Look at the following verses. 

2 Corinthians 3: 7 But if the ministration of death, written and engraven in stones, was glorious, so that the children of Israel could not stedfastly behold the face of Moses for the glory of his countenance; which glory was to be done away:

8 How shall not the ministration of the spirit be rather glorious?

9 For if the ministration of condemnation be glory, much more doth the ministration of righteousness exceed in glory.

10 For even that which was made glorious had no glory in this respect, by reason of the glory that excelleth.

11 For if that which is done away was glorious, much more that which remaineth is glorious.

12 Seeing then that we have such hope, we use great plainness of speech:

13 And not as Moses, which put a veil over his face, that the children of Israel could not stedfastly look to the end of that which is abolished:

14 But their minds were blinded: for until this day remaineth the same vail untaken away in the reading of the old testament; which vail is done away in Christ.

15 But even unto this day, when Moses is read, the vail is upon their heart.

16 Nevertheless when it shall turn to the Lord, the vail shall be taken away.

17 Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.

18 But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.

Once I begin to see the Glory and Beauty of the Lord and focus my gaze upon Him, seeking Him, savoring Him; I am transformed by the work of the Spirit.  Little changes in my image, little glimpses of His Glory displayed by my actions.  Ever so tiny at first are the changes; yet, little by little I lay aside other counterfeit desires to exchange them for His.  As that happens the trivialities of this world fade into the background.  Yes, I said trivialities, because however meaningful or important your moment of suffering or moment of joy in worldly things; they pale into nothingness when you begin to see the Magnificence of His Glory.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FhvXOIVsRv4

 

This world in the which we are journeying is filled with potholes, pains, conflicts, and sorrows.  We look around us and see bleeding, suffering hearts filled with bitterness and anger.  We look within and see pains, sorrows, conflicts within our own heart.  Whispering to our minds are those words of doubt.  We wonder how is it that we have made such a mess of our lives.  We have loved God, wanted to follow Him with all our hearts; yet, that thread of doubt–those words which constantly play back that "I am a failure"  haunt our minds penetrating deep into our souls.  Whispers come pounding into our minds, ripping at our soul;  "What makes you think that God really loves you?"  We stuff them down and don’t want anyone to know they are there; because after all, who would ever believe us again.  We feel that we must never let anyone know that doubts, fears, and pains ever find a place in our hearts; because then they would wonder about our sincerity when we talk about God’s love, joy, hope and peace.  When we stop to read the epistles of Paul so filled with strength and hope, have you ever noticed His sincerity?  The depth of His pains, sorrows, tribulations which are overwhelmed and dispelled by His proclamations of Joy, Hope, and a Righteousness not of Works–but founded in Grace.  He points us to that Hope which abounds within us because of the Hope founded in Jesus Christ and His finished work on the Cross.  He ever reminds us that this life of trials and conflicts has a purpose.  If I never had doubt; how, could I help you see God’s truth when doubt comes?  If I never bore the pain of illness, then how could I help you when you are facing it?  If I did not need to daily cling with all my might to God’s promises of sufficient grace to just take that next step; then, how could I tell you that it is OK? His Grace is Sufficient.  Look closely at what Paul said to the church at Corinth. 

2 Corinthians 1: 2 Grace be to you and peace from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ.

3 Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort;

4 Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.

5 For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.

6 And whether we be afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer: or whether we be comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation.

7 And our hope of you is stedfast, knowing, that as ye are partakers of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation.

So let me tell you what I do know.  God is my strength, when I am weak.  He is my hope, when all that surrounds me seems to be caving in upon me.  He is my Joy, when this worlds counterfeit joys lay heaped in a pile, burning into ashes.  He is my righteousness, for on my own I have nothing to bring.

2 Corinthians 2: 14 Now thanks be unto God, which always causeth us to triumph in Christ, and maketh manifest the savour of his knowledge by us in every place.

But I urge you not to fail to return tomorrow for the second part of Glory to Glory, this journey which is transforming us to see, savour (like a sweet, rich morsel) the Glory of Christ so that we, ourselves, are being transformed day by day, step by step, little glory by little glory until one day we stand before our Savior.  Then we may understand, there is no pain too great for the salvation of one soul. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mmgV6mPvb0

 

How do you see God?  Do you see Him as a loving Father in whom you can trust? Or do you see Him as far and distant, frightening, always about judgement?  He paid the ultimate price so that you might share in His righteousness with all your sins paid for at the cross.  He desires to meet you right where you are.  He loves you more than you could ever imagine. 

Deuteronomy 23:

the Lord thy God turned the curse into a blessing unto thee, because the Lord thy God loved thee.

I John 4:

16 And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him.

17 Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world.

18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.

19 We love him, because he first loved us.

I hope you watch this video. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpSE3eZTCNo

Paul the Apostle very carefully and meticulously laid out the case and foundation for salvation by grace and grace only throughout the initial chapters of Romans with a summary to be stated once more in Romans 10.

Romans 10:  2 For I bear them record that they have a zeal of God, but not according to knowledge.

3 For they being ignorant of God’s righteousness, and going about to establish their own righteousness, have not submitted themselves unto the righteousness of God.

4 For Christ is the end of the law for righteousness to every one that believeth….

8 But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach;

9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

Having made the full argument for grace, he then began the dissertation for living out that grace.  Just because we have been set free from the law does not mean that we live our lives filled with sin, carelessly going about our own selfish desires awaiting the return of Christ.  That would be impossible and unheard of in Paul’s perspective.  Having experienced the grace that God has provided us and having seen His Righteousness and Glory; how could we ever be content to continue on in our own sin? 

Romans 12:

I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.

2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

He continues on to explain how that life surrendered to God should look like. That we should ever be reminded quickly when we have turned our eyes away from Christ back toward looking at ourselves. 

Romans 12: 3 For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith.

My salvation was by grace and did not come because of any merit within myself. If I remember that then my response should also be always one that showcases God’s grace to the world. 

Romans 12:

10 Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another;

11 Not slothful in business; fervent in spirit; serving the Lord;

12 Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer;

13 Distributing to the necessity of saints; given to hospitality.

14 Bless them which persecute you: bless, and curse not.

15 Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.

16 Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits.

17 Recompense to no man evil for evil. Provide things honest in the sight of all men.

18 If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men…

21 Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good.

So when you find yourself Christian in a situation that you are failing to represent the Grace that you have been given, STOP, run quickly to the throne of Grace.  Jonathan Edwards very aptly laid out the check points to our recognizing when we have begun to act out our flesh and not our new found righteous in Christ in the following quote.

“If I murmur in the least at affliction, if I am in any way uncharitable, if I revenge my own case, if I do anything purely to please myself or omit anything because it is a great denial, if I trust myself, if I take any praise for any good which Christ does by me, or if I am in any way proud, I shall act as my own and not God’s.”

― Jonathan Edwards

If you are like me and need to dissect your heart a little further to then lay your self exalting, covetous heart before the throne of Grace and give your body as a living Sacrifice to God then I recommend you go back and read an earlier blog of mind that will help you as these steps help me as well.

https://myglorytoglory.com/archives/516  Secrets to Discovering a Forgiving Heart. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-h9-uc37PAE

If you were to ask most Christians regarding the purpose for which God created them, there answer would be that "I was created to Glorify God." In fact, Jonathan Edwards wrote a dissertation called "The End For Which God Created The World".    I would agree that the end result is that God’s Glory is magnified by all of creation and that our lives should become like a mirror reflecting back God’s own glory thus again magnifying His Glory; yet, I have wondered most of my life about what could possibly be in me that could add anything to God’s glory.  The more I learned and saw of God’s Glory, the more I realized that there was nothing within me that could ever add anything to His perfect Glory.  In fact, that thought became a stumbling block for me.  The harder I tried with my own efforts, the more I would fall; until one day I fell before God with a broken spirit and contrite heart that saw my total unworthiness and inability to Glorify God.  I began to wonder if the end result of God being Glorified was indeed the purpose.  If so, I felt hopelessly a failure.  Or could it be that the purpose was different, even though the end result would be His Glory being magnified.  Pleading, I asked God to show me the purpose for which He had created me and had chosen me to be His child.  Then one day like a soothing rain, He led me to John 17.  This was the prayer that Jesus prayed on the way to the Garden of Gethsemane.  Within that prayer, I believe that I found the three purposes for which I and mankind were created.  Additionally, I realized that within those purposes I was given the key to living a Christian life that would cause me to empty myself of my own self centered desires and pride so that like a mirror reflecting and magnifying the intensity of light, my life could reflect God’s own Glory and thus magnifying it to be seen by a world lost in darkness. 

1.  God created man to share His love.  This is not an equal sharing, this is similar to my sharing my dinner with the homeless man on the corner by giving of my abundance to a pauper who had none.  The love that is known by the Triune God–God the Father’s love for the Son, the Son for the Father, the Holy Spirits love for both and theirs for Him is a love so tremendous, overflowing like a fountain spilling onto everything around them.  Therefore, God created man to share that love with them.   "that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me."   (John 17:23)   How different would your life be if you really understood the depth of God’s love for you? What would change in your life if you realized that He created you so that He could share that love with you?

2.  God created man to share His Joy.  God is a joyous God.  "these things I speak in the world, that they might have my joy fulfilled in themselves." John 17:13.  "The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing." Zephaniah 3:17.  So often, we as Christians go about our lives with solemn faces carrying our crosses until Christ’s return.  How different would your life be if you truly understood that God is a Joyous God who also created you for the purpose of sharing His Joy with you?  Again, sharing like a rich man sharing with a pauper.

3.  God created man to share His Glory.  "22 And the glory which thou gavest me I have given them;"(John 17)  There it is.  It is His Glory, not mine.  I can reflect that Glory only when I empty myself of me.  On my own, I am the pauper and He is the Glorious King.  My life’s mirror reflection of His Glory requires my laying down all my own self so that He can shine forth.  The mirror must be polished and cleared of all smudges and dirt to reflect His Glory.  That happens by His own polishing it through Sanctification as we feed on His word.  "17 Sanctify them through thy truth: thy word is truth."  (John 17)

Let me help you to understand this, by telling you this story.  I truly believe that understanding the difference between purpose and ultimate end results will transform your Christian life so that you can become a mirror (void of self) reflecting God’s Glory and magnifying it so that a world in darkness can see the light of God’s Glory.

In 2010, Mom was in rehab recovering from a knee surgery.  There began a group of burglaries in my neighborhood in which the burglars entered the homes when people were gone to work.  I put in an alarm system; but also decided to look for a large breed dog that could stand guard while I worked sometimes very long hours.  After searching through the various shelter pages, I came upon Jason a rottweiler/hound mix.  After reading his story, I went to the shelter.  The workers and the owner of the shelter tried to convince me that I should take another dog.  Jason was 8 years old and had been returned before.  I knew very little about his former life; but, they said he had been hit by a car once and when he was found  wandering the streets.  They had rescued him from the County Humane Society who was preparing to euthanize him.  He had been with them a while and though he had a few foster homes; he was always returned to them where he lived in a crate most of the time.  He had trouble getting along with other dogs and thus was exiled except for the times they took him out for runs.  After much insistence on my part, they locked up all the other dogs and brought him out.  When they handed his leash to me to take for a walk before I decided, I saw this rather anxious, eager dog that bore several scars on his face.  Did I sense an air of sadness about him, or maybe a little sense of hope as he gazed at me that day?  I took Jason home that day and over the next three years, Jason changed.  He quit digging through the trash even though I had never yelled at him for it; but he had watched me very tired cleaning it up in the evening.  He quit pulling on the leash after he saw me fall once.  He was content to just sit in my presence.  So often I wondered what stories he could tell were he to talk; but, then I realized that by everything that he did the only thing that Jason kept saying by his actions was a song, “Your grace still amazes me, your love is still a mystery, each day I fall on my knees—your grace still amazes me.”  A few weeks ago, Jason died and everyone had praised me for taking a old dog and for the care I had given him.  I guess you could say that I was glorified because of Jason; but, you see, my purpose was to give him my love and to share with him my joy and now to share with him my glory as I continue to tell his story.  How much like Jason I was before God!!  I was a scarred wandering lonely soul caged within this world of my own sin filled heart.  There were many others more brilliant, more beautiful, and more capable of displaying their own righteousness. Yet, God chose me.  He has shared His love, His Joy and His Glory with me.  Because of that, I have been transformed.  The more I see His Glorious Righteousness, the more I become emptied of my self-exalting, covetous heart until I become a mirror which reflects back His Glory to Him self.  I become content to sit in His presence and I still sing each day  “Your Grace Still Amazes Me, Your Love is still a mystery.  Each day I fall on my knees, Your Grace Still Amazes me”  The end result is that God’s glory is magnified, not because of anything I could ever do; instead because of His Love.  God’s purpose in choosing me was not His own Glory and though it is the end result of it all; His purpose was to share His love with me, to share His joy with me and to share His Glory with me. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sNClAJO2tnQ