I was talking to my daughter the other day when she said, "Why is it Mom that you and I always seem to have so many trials.  Others seem to have their life all together and we always have some mess that we are dealing with." Either a car breaks down, some disaster with the house, some tribulation stemming from work, some financial disaster, must finish all this paperwork, someone is sick, and the list goes on.  Did you ever feel that way?  Did you in the midst of all the chaos of life wonder about your faith?  Did you wonder if something is wrong with you?  After all, there are a lot of people telling you that it is your lack of faith or some sin in your life causing you to be in the place you are.  Some well meaning "Christians"  want to tell you that if your faith were strong enough you could name it and claim whatever earthly treasure you want.  Yet, if you look at Romans 5 or Acts 14, it is so not the case. 

Romans 5 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:

2 By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.

3 And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;

4 And patience, experience; and experience, hope:

5 And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.

Acts 14: 22 Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.

Oh, please do not get me wrong here.  We are not sorrowful, moaning saints carrying our cross until the day Jesus returns.  I for a long time made that mistake.  The truth is that as we grow in our faith, trials do come; yet, we rejoice even in the midst of the trial.  We begin to with expectant joyous hope await the victorious results that we know our heavenly Father is bringing. Just like when we are waiting for a wonderful, happy ending to a movie; yet, this time the movie is our life.  We are waiting to see with great hope how God is going to show His Glory by solving the problem 1 minute before midnight. That is what true faith as it grows does.  Then we become joyful in the very midst of great trials as we wait upon our Father’s showing up to display His Glory. 

2 Thessalonians 1:3 We are bound to thank God always for you, brethren, as it is meet, because that your faith groweth exceedingly, and the charity of every one of you all toward each other aboundeth;

4 So that we ourselves glory in you in the churches of God for your patience and faith in all your persecutions and tribulations that ye endure:…12 That the name of our Lord Jesus Christ may be glorified in you, and ye in him, according to the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ.

What are the results of trials when it comes to faith.

1.  Trials manifest faith and the beauty of faith.  It is through the trials that faith is demonstrated. If everything is smooth sailing, where is faith shown? It doesn’t require faith to skip along in joy when there is no trial.  Faith is faith only when you keep believing when all hope would appear gone by the rest of the world.

2.  Trials purify faith.  As you keep believing and faith sustains you through one trial until you see the finished work of God’s Glory shining forth from that trial–then your faith is stronger, hope is greater when the next trial comes.

3.  Trials bring praise, honor, and Glory to God.  As the unsaved world looks on, they take notice when a dear saint marches forward through trials with hope, peace, love, and joy as their banner.  Then suddenly while all are watching, God performs a miracle that all take notice.  Sometimes that miracle is the genuine joy displayed by the one suffering.

4.  Trials display the beauty of the sacrifice which Christ endured on our behalf and turns our hope to God alone.  Our hope is not in this world or in ourselves.  1 Peter 1:18  18 Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers;19 But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:20 Who verily was foreordained before the foundation of the world, but was manifest in these last times for you,21 Who by him do believe in God, that raised him up from the dead, and gave him glory; that your faith and hope might be in God.

5. The display of God’s Glory may be in proportion to the intensity of the trial.  That is the intensity may increase that God’s Glory might be displayed with greater beauty. 

So, dear friends, lift up your head and rejoice when trials come.  Ok, I understand, reality is that at first you may grumble and intermittently you may become wearied and grumbling thoughts come into your head.  You wonder if it is all your fault because you didn’t love God as you should.  You hate yourself for some sin you committed years ago or some weakness of faith you are clinging to.  The truth is trials come and this is your moment to remember all that God has done.  Remember, the six steps from yesterday’s note which I will place below.  Your faith will be tried, stretched and will grow tiny steps at first, inch by inch until it flourishes into a spring of hope and joy in the midst of the trial.

So, if you are facing things that would appear to be trials or obstacles; remember these principles.

1.  Remember who your Father is–He name is "Yahweh–I am" Psalm 91: 14 I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.

2.  Remember God’s promise that His plan is for your good–(Romans 8:28, Jeremiah 29:11)

3.  Remember God cradles you in His Arms as He sings over you with joy, firmly held by His love. (Zephaniah 3:17)

4.  Remember His love proven by Christ’s death on the Cross. (John 15:13, John 17)

5.  Remember who you are IN Christ–Because of the blood of Christ by faith and not by my own works, You have been saved.  Thereby, in Christ You are  redeemed (risen), blessed, beloved, chosen, child of the King-heir of royalty, imprisoned by abounding love, servant because of overwhelming gratitude, enlightened by His light, New Creation, filled with His gifted faith, and declared a Saint. (1 Corinthians)

6.  Remember that God chose you and He will equip you.

Listen to this song sung by Dennis Jernigan,  "The Point of Grace"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAYgmKFYDJA (Preview)

Has God asked you to step out in faith to go where He has asked you to go?  Do you look at the task before you seeing so many mountains that it appears to be impossible to cross them?  Do you feel injured, betrayed because the ones you trusted, respected and served accused you with a vengeance that cut through your heart like a knife blade piercing your very heart and soul?  Yes, you know that God veiled their eyes to the truth; because, He has a better plan for your life and needs you to be willing to step out in faith to embrace the future He has planned.  Much like Joseph who was betrayed for jealousy by his brothers, sold into slavery, falsely accused, imprisoned–God’s plan had led him every step and ultimately he was able to say. I wrote about Joseph’s story at length in my September 15th blog (Glory to Glory- Part 4- God’s Transforming Grace in the Life of Joseph – See more at: http://myglorytoglory.com ) Yet, in reminder, let me add this.  Joseph did ultimately understand that it had been God who allowed and even orchestrated it all so as to place Joseph where God needed him to be.  Joseph showed his understanding of this when he told his brothers, (Genesis 45:) "therefore be not grieved, nor angry with yourselves, that ye sold me hither: for God did send me before you to preserve life" (Genesis 50) "20 But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good,".  Still, as you read the story of Joseph; in his humanity he still felt pain, sorrow and tears at moments.  I recognize that perfect faith and understanding should cause me to march forward with no moments of sorrow, no moments of doubt and no moments of fear; yet, those feelings enter at times mingled with a bitter-sweetness  blended with hope.  It is a hope that comes out of knowing who my Father is and knowing that His name is the Great I am-the Creator of the Universe, the King of Kings, the owner of all the Universe.  It is a hope born out of remembering all the moments of my past and the wonderful way God had woven my life together.  Remember? In July, I told you God had fulfilled a promise made thirty three years ago and like Abraham when Isaac was laid into his arms; how could I ever doubt the wondrous grace and love of my Father.  I do not know how I am going to cross all these mountains; but, I trust my Father has it.  Then, I remember–

Isaiah 41: 9 Thou whom I have taken from the ends of the earth, and called thee from the chief men thereof, and said unto thee, Thou art my servant; I have chosen thee, and not cast thee away.10 Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness. 11 Behold, all they that were incensed against thee shall be ashamed and confounded: they shall be as nothing; and they that strive with thee shall perish.

So, if you are facing things that would appear to be trials or obstacles; remember these principles.

1.  Remember who your Father is–He name is "Yahweh–I am" Psalm 91: 14 I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.

2.  Remember God’s promise that His plan is for your good–(Romans 8:28, Jeremiah 29:11)

3.  Remember God cradles you in His Arms as He sings over you with joy, firmly held by His love. (Zephaniah 3:17)

4.  Remember His love proven by Christ’s death on the Cross. (John 15:13, John 17)

5.  Remember who you are IN Christ–Because of the blood of Christ by faith and not by my own works, I have been saved.  Thereby, in Christ I am redeemed (risen), blessed, beloved, chosen, child of the King-heir of royalty, imprisoned by abounding love, servant because of overwhelming gratitude, enlightened by His light, New Creation, filled with His gifted faith, and declared Saint. (1 Corinthians)

6.  Remember that God chose you and He will equip you.

Write these down and tuck them away in your pocket to read and be reminded each moment that doubt or fear tries to enter.  Yet, remember; God knows our frailty and understands those moments as well.  He will graciously hold you, comfort you, and guide each step.  Remember those trials you have already walked through and how He sustained you.  All of this is true, if you know Him as Your Father because you accepted His gift of Salvation.  If you don’t know that God is Your Father, then read yesterday’s blog.

I was blessed by this song sung by Dennis Jernigan that I found this morning.  I felt like God was singing this over me as I listened, so if you feel wounded today; I hope you listen to this song. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RCzzYbak9g (Preview)

Over the past few weeks, I had in the series Glory to Glory presented to you the magnificent beauty which is seen in the face of Christ; a beauty to be greatly desired.  I have presented to you that Christ is the only way to have a relationship with God; because He is the one who bore the wrath of an Almighty, All powerful, Just God who could not look upon man’s unrighteousness. Indeed in our unrighteous state unless we accept Christ as our Savior and receive His cloak of righteousness to cover us we cannot look upon the full Glory of God without being burned by it’s flames.  Exodus 24: "17 And the sight of the glory of the Lord was like devouring fire on the top of the mount"  The magnificence of God’s Glory is so great that we cannot on this earth ever fully see it; but we can see glimpses of it which draw us ever nearer. Exodus 33: "18 And he (Moses) said, I beseech thee, shew me thy glory.19 And He (God) said, I will make all my goodness pass before thee, and I will proclaim the name of the Lord before thee; and will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and will shew mercy on whom I will shew mercy.

20 And He (God) said, Thou canst not see my face: for there shall no man see me, and live.21 And the Lord said, Behold, there is a place by me, and thou shalt stand upon a rock:22 And it shall come to pass, while my glory passeth by, that I will put thee in a clift of the rock, and will cover thee with my hand while I pass by:23 And I will take away mine hand, and thou shalt see my back parts: but my face shall not be seen."  Christ came in human flesh so that we might gaze upon His face, His love, and His willingness to die in our place.  He had set aside the heavenly Glory which He knew so as to suffer and die in our place.  John 17: "O Father, glorify thou me with thine own self with the glory which I had with thee before the world was."

Some would try to say that there are many ways to Heaven and that my insistence in Christ being the only way is intolerant. Others would insist that they have lived a "good life" and therefore deserve heaven.  Some would insist that it is Christ plus works that leads to heaven and that though salvation is somehow procured through Christ it is maintained by our own strength to perform afterwards.  These statements I wish to address below. 

To the first, let me say that Christ Himself has declared, John 14: "6  I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." Mankind’s condemnation had already been in place.  The mere fact that God has not yet completely destroyed the entire human race is an act of mercy and grace.  The law had been given; but the law could not save mankind–it merely proved what a regenerate bunch we are.  That was why the sacrificial system was needed even in the old testament, pointing toward the Messiah who would pay the penalty for our sins once as the final sacrifice. Therefore, Christ came not to condemn; but to set the sinner free from the chains which bound him and to be the only propitiation for sin.  John 3: "17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.19 And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil"  There could be no other way to God but the way that He provided at a grave cost to Himself.  We can never appreciate the magnitude of Christ’s Sacrifice unless we comprehend the magnitude of God’s wrath against sin–it is like a consuming fire.  Christ bore the fullness of that wrath in my place.  There is no other means of salvation given to mankind.  Indeed, how much greater could God’s wrath burn than the rejection of His ultimate sacrifice? 

Hebrews 10: "29 Of how much sorer punishment, suppose ye, shall he be thought worthy, who hath trodden under foot the Son of God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, wherewith he was sanctified, an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace?30 For we know him that hath said, Vengeance belongeth unto me, I will recompense, saith the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his people.31 It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God."  It is His mercy that allows each sinner to live one more day, to have one more chance to accept His gift of salvation. 

And to those who believe their own works will get them into the presence of God? Romans 3: "10 For they being ignorant of God’s righteousness, and going about to establish their own righteousness, have not submitted themselves unto the righteousness of God."  The very thought of using our own "righteousness" is demonstrative of how self-exalting we really are, thinking ourselves to be glorious on the same level as our Creator.  How foolish we are if we have not seen the darkness which fills our own heart. 

For those who think it is Christ plus works, are you so proud as to believe without His indwelling power that you could ever of your own will perform anything worthy of praise?  Every act of kindness, every moment of grace demonstrated must come from Him.  Did He not say upon the cross "It is finished."?  What can I add to His completed work?  My only hope to ever demonstrate or live out His likeness is to moment by moment die to my own self and look, steadily gazing upon His face of love.  I have no righteousness, but that given to me by Him. 

Yet, if your only reason to seek salvation is to avoid God’s wrath and you do not see Him as Gloriously Beautiful; then, I fear you do not know Him.  So, what are the steps of salvation?

1. I must recognize that God is Holy and I am a sinner undeserving of Grace.

2. I must see God as Gloriously Beautiful, the greatest treasure which I seek with all my heart, mind and soul.  He being so worthy of my praise, that even if He never gave me anything, even if heaven and hell were not on the line–I would still praise Him for Who He Is, the Great I am.

3.  I believe that Jesus Christ is the son of God, part of the triune God who came to live on earth in perfect righteousness, take upon Himself the full wrath that I deserved, die on the cross, and is now sitting on His throne at the right Hand of the Father making intercession for all who come to Him believing.

4.  I must then ask Him into my heart.

Below I have included this youtube video I found with an excerpt of an incredible sermon Jonathan Edwards wrote in the 1700’s read by Max Mclean.  You can purchase the sermon in it’s entirety at http://www.listenersbible.com/products/audio-cds/jonathan-edwards-sinners-in-the-hands-of-angry-god?cPath=3 or at the i-tunes store like I did. The sermon is titled "Sinners in the Hands of An Angry God"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DlyGmerlknk (Preview)

As we have looked at the excellencies of Christ that draw us to His magnificent beauty, we have looked at the beauty of His creation (the heaven, earth and all it’s inhabitants), His righteousness, His justice, His power, His love, His grace, His joy and His wisdom.  We have seen Him glorious and worthy of our praise while at the cross He who knew no sin took upon Himself the sin of the world so that He might pay the penalty for an undeserving self-exalting, self-centered bunch such as we are.  I have presented Him as the only one who can fully satisfy our desire and search for exhilarating, awe inspiring beauty which leads to joy, hope, and love overflowing.  His love so overwhelming, His grace so amazing, and His sacrifice for me so compelling that He has drawn me out to desire and gaze upon His face.  For me, the more I know of Him; the more I recognize that it is a mystery that He could have ever chosen me.  He sought after me, He has pursued me, He wooed me and He has unveiled His glory that I might see His beauty as that which I desired most, my most precious treasure. 

2 Corinthians 4: (AMP)6 For God Who said, Let light shine out of darkness, has shone in our hearts so as [to beam forth] the Light for the illumination of the knowledge of the majesty and glory of God [as it is manifest in the Person and is revealed] in the face of Jesus Christ (the Messiah).

When I first accepted Christ, I knew only glimpses of that Glory.  I knew that I was a sinner in need of a Savior and that Christ had died to pay the price for my sin and the blood of Christ was the only way to cover my sin that I might enter into a relationship with God.  I saw a glimpse of His love and I wanted to have Him in my heart.  Then, as I asked Him to enter into my heart, He did.  Then with such patience, such tenderness, such love, and such grace He began the work of transforming me into someone who one day will be able to gaze upon the fullness of His beauty and His Glory.  His desire is to fill my heart with joy, love and glory.  Step by step, inch by inch, and glory by glory He is ever about revealing more of Himself to me that I might ever seek more of Him, savor the exquisiteness of His presence, trust Him more and fall ever deeper in love with Him.  The Holy Spirit working within me to comfort and guide me along this journey.  One day when I have completed the transformation and my work on earth is done, I will be standing before Him.  Only then will I fully appreciate and understand this journey that led me to His presence.  I will only then realize that every tear, every sorrow, every trial, every joy, every moment of faith, and every step of this journey had been orchestrated by a Loving, Almighty God to transform my heart to be able to see His Glory. The veil was torn that I might see the glimpses of that and one day see the magnitude of God.

2 Corinthians 3: 18 But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.

So I have five questions for you:

1.  Do you see Christ as so beautiful and so worthy of your praise, that even if He gave you nothing in return, you would praise Him?

2.  Have you ever come to that moment in which you have asked Him into your heart?

3.  Do you seek and savor Him with all your heart, mind and soul?

4.  Is Christ your greatest treasure?

5.  Have you ever fallen deeply, madly in love with Christ– Desiring to always be in His presence and to learn more of His magnificent beauty and Glory?

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Used by permission." (www.Lockman.org)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxiuJL6ubPo (Preview)

The Exceeding Beauty of the Glory of Christ was magnified when He died on the cross in our place.  His love shone forth His Glory as He willingly took upon Himself the sin and guilt of mankind.  He, who was God, left His throne to suffer and bare the full wrath that justice demanded for my sin.  The law, as given to Moses, was proof that there was none righteous.  Every one of us stumble at the first commandment to love the Lord our God with all our hearts and minds and souls.  Every one of us is so caught up in our own self comforts, desires, and self exalting behaviors so that we are incapable of loving God even 1/10th of what we should.  We seek after treasures that can never fill our hearts with joy everlasting.  Ohh, perhaps for a fleeting moment we think we have joy; then we shutter and cry as that treasure disintegrates into dust before us and we feel our heart break.  All that we believed was our hope is gone and we search to find true joy.  It is there where all else is stripped away that we are able to see, to seek after, to hunger for, and to savor the beauty of Christ’s face.  We are suddenly able to see the beauty of His willingness to suffer such pain for us.  While content with our little life of selfish desires we may have noted some of God’s Glory because of His righteousness as we consider the law; but, I daresay sorrow is what unveils the truth that all other joy except a relationship with God is merely fleeting, counterfeit joy.  A part of God’s glory was shown forth in the giving of the law.  His righteousness and His justice were displayed so that His Glory shone forth; yet, there was a veil, a curtain that must separate man from seeing God’s face. That veil was necessary because of our sin.  Without the veil, man could not look upon perfect righteousness without immediate judgment and death.  There was a sacrificial system in which the priest would go in and place the atoning blood of a lamb without blemish for the sins of the people.  Though this was a picture pointing toward Christ, it was never complete in itself until Christ came to bare the sins of mankind once and for all on the cross.  What great sorrow, pain, and agony He had to endure when His own very soul and spirit were ripped from Him as the Father and Holy Spirit turned and poured out the wrath that justice demanded.  He could not feel their love and comfort as His flesh suffered the shame, the guilt, and the agony of the cross where our sins laid upon His shoulders.

Matthew 27: 45 Now from the sixth hour there was darkness over all the land unto the ninth hour.

46 And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani? that is to say, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?

47 Some of them that stood there, when they heard that, said, This man calleth for Elias.

48 And straightway one of them ran, and took a sponge, and filled it with vinegar, and put it on a reed, and gave him to drink.

49 The rest said, Let be, let us see whether Elias will come to save him.

50 Jesus, when he had cried again with a loud voice, yielded up the ghost.

51 And, behold, the veil of the temple was rent in twain from the top to the bottom; and the earth did quake, and the rocks rent;

52 And the graves were opened; and many bodies of the saints which slept arose,

53 And came out of the graves after his resurrection, and went into the holy city, and appeared unto many.

54 Now when the centurion, and they that were with him, watching Jesus, saw the earthquake, and those things that were done, they feared greatly, saying, Truly this was the Son of God.

At the moment of Christ’s death the veil was torn from top to bottom.  Only now could mankind look upon a Holy God and seek the face of Christ.  The greatest travesty that ever occurred on this earth occurred so that the veil which hid God’s Glory was rent in two so that now with my sins covered by the blood of Christ and being cloaked in His righteousness; I might gaze upon the face of Christ where step by step, glory by glory I am transformed into His image so that I might share in His love, His joy, and His glory.  Not because of anything that I have done to deserve such grace; but because of Christ’s willingness to suffer His greatest sorrow for me.  So, there is a place where sorrow and joy do meet.  That place is at the foot of the cross of our Great Savior.  Then, why do I ever moan here on this earth; except, to mourn my inadequacy to see Him clearer?  If it has been pain and sorrow that has drawn me to Him, then I would gladly walk every step again so that I might seek His face.  Gazing upon His Face, falling in love with He who loved me in all my ugliness, and realizing that true, eternal Joy is found only in Him; I am able to continue on this journey toward home through whatever trials it may bring with faith, hope and love. 

Avalon sang a song "Where Joy and Sorrow" meet.  Thank you, Sarah for sending me this link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xzHfDeUFdgY (Preview)