How to Trust God in Life’s Darkest Hours Knowing Jesus is More

The load, or weight, or burden of my neighbor’s glory should be laid daily on my back, a load so heavy that only humility can carry it, and the backs of the proud will be broken CS Lewis

The message to Ezekiel in chapter 12 begins with, “you are living in the midst of a rebellious house.[a] They have eyes to see, but do not see, and ears to hear, but do not hear,[b] because they are a rebellious house.”   Is that not what we face today?  All around us we hear the clamoring of people all shouting to say that they are the only ones who know truth.  Professing to be wise, they became fools (Romans 1:22).   Ezekiel was called by God to warn the people that judgement was here.  Time had run out; but for the few who might believe, there was hope.  He had seen Jesus sitting upon His throne in a vision and that was enough for hm to do the hard things in Life’s Darkest Hours.

People had ceased to listen to God. It had not been the first time, nor the second, but perhaps the millionth time since the creation.  Lured by all the beauty and riches they had been so graciously given; they were blinded to the true riches that God held in store for them.  As such they cast Him aside, like a child playing in a sandbox never realizing the ocean is just around the corner.  But don’t we do the same? 

So, it is in Chapter 12, God tells Ezekiel to pack his bags and move them down the street.  Then he was to dig through the wall of his house to carry his things again to the street with a hood that covered his face.  This was to arouse the attention of the people.  To pique their curiosity enough that they would ask him. “Why?” 

In Life’s Darkest Hours

Are we not in a similar situation?  There is a pandemic.  Tornadoes spin across the earth with devastation in their path.  Wars and rumors of war rage globally.  Violence fills our streets.  In a time when the churches have greater opportunity to spread the gospel, who are listening?  Of those who attend church, how many are there to truly worship Jesus, giving Him the glory?  Or how many go merely to check off a box for the week, hoping the pastor or someone says something to tickle their fancy, making them feel better about who they are.  Maybe for a moment, our fear and anger will subside.

The message that Ezekiel was to tell them once he had their attention was a bleak one.  It was life’s darkest hour for them. All the extensions of time for the city of Jerusalem over.  The king will be taken to Babylon. His eyes will be gouged out.  Judgement now inevitable.  The only ray of hope was for the few who would repent and believe. 

AND US?

As we look around us, do we not also see the signs?  Unless this nation repents, there is no holding off the judgement that is coming or is already here.  And not only our nation, but the world.  So, are we listening?  Are we, in the darkest hours of life, willing to proclaim to all who will listen that Jesus is More!  He is more precious than all this stuff we are holding onto in this world.    Ezekiel knew that truth and therefore did all that God commanded him.  His desire was that  some would hear, for as many as would believe, would be saved.  The remnant represented God’s grace pressing forward to the coming of Jesus Christ.  And we, must be looking forward because one day Jesus will return to claim His throne.

Their Crimes Enumerated

Ezekiel was told of all their Sins

If you ever thought that God was or is unjustified in His wrath, read the atrocities as expressed in Ezekiel 13 through 19.  However, as you read them, note they are the same as ours.  Ezekiel lived in what would seem for him the darkest hour.  Afterall, he was already in exile.  What gave him strength for the journey? He knew Jesus was more wonderful and more precious. Whatever the cost to worship, Ezekiel knew Jesus is worth it.  He is worthy of all honor and praise.  Jesus is more righteous and glorious than we can even comprehend.  Therefore, knowing He is worthy, we are willing to give our all for Him.  Just to know Him.  Is there any price too great to pay for the precious chance of knowing Him for eternity?  Furthermore, because of that, what price is too great to pay for the salvation of one soul?

Ezekiel had to see everyone as potentially a part of the remnant.  In other words, we need to begin to see everyone we meet as potential converts for Jesus as well.  No one is outside of the possibility of being save.  For some all we can do is pray.  Yet, when the spirit calls us to speak, we speak.  Ezekiel took no pleasure in condemning even those who were walking contrary to God, and neither should we be.

Special Note

How often do we forget the debt of sin He has forgiven us?  At the same time, how often do we choose to criticize those around us.  Should we not remember the debt of sin we are forgiven daily?  And thereby pray for those whom God has placed in leadership within the church and the nation.  At minimum, we need to understand that those who are in church ministry are facing daily a barrage of attacks by Satan who wants to silence them or destroy their testimony. Would you or I be able to withstand the attack they face?  Or do we take the time to try to understand the pressure they might feel. 

Afterall Ezekiel had been told by God that he would be responsible for the people if he failed to speak when God asked him to.  I, too, at times have been guilty of this, which is why I must every moment try to be conscious of the Holy Spirits guidance.  Reading and studying God’s word.  Soaking it in.  Like an athlete we must train. 

STEPS OF TRAINING

  1.  Diet—God’s word
  2. Exercise—Put to action what we have read
  3. Rest- Trust in His word.  All that God prophesied in the Old Testament historically came true just as He said.  WE can trust the same to be in the future for us. 
  4. Pray—there never is a time He is not present, knowing where we are or what we are doing.  Yet, prayer is our connection to His heart, so we might feel His presence more.
  5. Always striving to beat our own best score—knowing in Him we have the victory.

In the darkest hours, remember Jesus is more

Ezekiel 20, God has Ezekiel remind the Elders of how patient God has been through the ages.  Repetitively, God stretched out His hands to redeem His people.  And repetitively they have turned their back on Him.  I urge you to read it.

Then, let us look at how He still marched forward.  Then the God of this universe, the creator of all came to earth as a baby.  So fragile, born to a poor family.  Laid in a manger.  Our King.  The word of God made flesh and dwelt among us.  All this so that we might have the chance to be saved. 

Therefore, in our darkest hour, our strength comes from knowing Jesus is More.  He is the only truth we need to know.  In John 14:6 Jesus said, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life.[c] No one comes to the Father except through me. 

Did not Jesus tell Pilate “You say that I am a king. For this reason, I was born, and for this reason I came into the world—to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to[dc] my voice.” And Pilate’s reply?  38 Pilate asked,[dd] “What is truth?” (John 18).   

The answer:  Jesus is truth and Jesus is more than we could ever hope for in this world. 

C.S. Lewis wrote:

“It may be possible for each to think too much of his own potential glory hereafter; it is hardly possible for him to think too often or too deeply about that of his neighbor. The load, or weight, or burden of my neighbor’s glory should be laid daily on my back, a load so heavy that only humility can carry it, and the backs of the proud will be broken. …

“It is a serious thing to live in a society of possible gods and goddesses, to remember that the dullest most uninteresting person you can talk to may one day be a creature which,if you saw it now, you would be strongly tempted to worship, or else a horror and a corruption such as you now meet, if at all, only in a nightmare. All day long we are, in some degree helping each other to one or the other of these destinations


“It is in light of these overwhelming possibilities, it is with the awe and the circumspection proper to them, that we should conduct all our dealings with one another, all friendships, all loves, all play, all politics. There are no ordinary people. You have never talked to a mere mortal. Nations, cultures, arts, civilizations — these are mortal, and their life is to ours as the life of a gnat. But it is immortals whom we joke with, work with, marry, snub and exploit. … Next to the Blessed Sacrament itself, your neighbor is the holiest object presented to your senses.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Weight of Glory

So, Therefore, in the darkest hours of life

Let us each have the longing to ask the Holy Spirit to place this burden upon our hearts as well as we go into this a New Year.  Knowing Jesus is more, let us determine to proclaim this truth to the world around us.

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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Lord It Always Was You Pursuing My Heart with Your Joy Sublime

Then to my knees, I slid from my bed
Unable to speak, I bowed low my head
Like a flash in my brain, I suddenly knew
Those moments of joy had always been You

Just as in the days of Ezekiel and throughout history.  It always was You, Lord pursuing our hearts.

  Many will try to say, no all-powerful God could stand by while all the evil we see destroys this world.  Yet, I am here to say, His patience in the face of evil is what so demonstrates His pursuing love of humanity.   You or I would have quickly cast aside and destroyed everything. Or never created any of it.  No pain, but He loved us too much. Think of this! Perfect righteousness and justice has quietly, patiently pursued all of humanity despite their laughing at Him, mocking Him and spitting Him in the face.  Oh there were times when evil grew so great, that judgement must come to save the remnant. For it would take a remnant of believers to lead to His greatest gift, Jesus Christ.   Only through Jesus’s willing sacrifice could salvation be bought for all who would believe.

God’s full essence came to dwell with us so He might be the sacrifice for my sin and for yours.  He has pursued me with an everlasting love since before I was ever born.  He is that missing piece that every heart searches for.  Joy everlasting is who He is. 

That is what Christmas is all about.  God, the Almighty, Perfectly Righteous creator of all the Universe loved you so much that He left the splendor of heaven.  He lived a life of laborious work amongst the poor and downtrodden.  Betrayed, spit upon, beaten and bruised; He died a shame filled death on the cross to pay the price for my rebellion and yours.  Yet, through it all He has pursued each of us with His everlasting love.  Wanting to lavish us with His joy, His peace, and His glory; He stands with patient open arms waiting for you to accept this gift today. 

Always was You, Lord

It is hard to imagine a love that magnificent, that overwhelming and that powerful to endure everything that He hates to accomplish all that He loves—which is to win the hearts of you and me.  Oh, Lord it truly always was you calling my name.   Born within our hearts is a desire for eternity and perfect joy; but those are not things found in this world.  Part of God’s pursuing love is that.  We long for what we cannot find in this world, that we might seek Him.   And so, I write for Him this song. 

It Always was You

A glimpse and a moment of joy so divine

I wanted to keep it and make it all mine

But it came and it went, like a butterfly’s kiss

Yet, for that brief moment, what wonder and bliss!


Then I searched and I searched to find it again

But what do I do or where to begin?

Maybe a lover, or maybe success

A kiss, a promotion, perhaps a new dress


I could travel the world only to see

That nothing could bring that joy back to me

Not more than a second or two at the most

Though I held on so tight, I had it almost


Yet, there in the darkness when I was alone

My spirit depressed, my heart did bemoan

The plight of this world, why could I not see

Where or where could joy really be


Then into the darkness I saw a shimmer of light

A star piercing through the dark of the night

Grew larger and larger until oh so bright

Joy filled my heart, such wonder, delight


Then to my knees, I slid from my bed

Unable to speak, I bowed low my head

Like a flash in my brain, I suddenly knew

Those moments of joy had always been You


You chased me, pursued me throughout all those years

Though I ran from You, choosing worries and fears

Your love it sustained me, through rivers of tears

To bring me this day full of rapturous cheers


Before the creation, you saw who I was

You loved me in spite of the pain I would cause

I ran from Your love, I thought I was right

Still, you pursued me with all of Your might


So gently you waited until I was done

Pursuing desires and then You had won

My heart and my life, they are fully Yours

Though broken and shattered, Your love-it restores


It always was You, what a fool I have been

While You patiently waited- I chased after sin

But now as I sit and gaze at Your face

Smitten by joy, Your love, and Your grace.


There’s no other place that I’d rather be

Than to sit in Your presence eternally

Safe and secure below Your precious gaze

My heart overflowing with love songs of praise

Psalm 8

O Lord, our Lord,
How excellent is Your name in all the earth,
Who have set Your glory above the heavens!

Out of the mouth of babes and nursing infants
You have [b]ordained strength,
Because of Your enemies,
That You may silence the enemy and the avenger.

When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers,
The moon and the stars, which You have ordained,
What is man that You are mindful of him,
And the son of man that You visit[c] him?
For You have made him a little lower than [d]the angels,
And You have crowned him with glory and honor.

You have made him to have dominion over the works of Your hands;
You have put all things under his feet,
All sheep and oxen—
Even the beasts of the field,
The birds of the air,
And the fish of the sea
That pass through the paths of the seas.

O Lord, our Lord,
How excellent is Your name in all the earth!

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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When All My Heart is Fully Thine

Who would we be if our heart is fully thine Lord. Oh let that be our prayer today so others may see you through us.

When All My Heart is Fully Thine

by Effie Darlene Barba

Awakened in the early morn

By cries of those so lost forlorn

Crushed further by the ones who say

They are the ones who know the way

Their lies they spread from far and wide

Deceptions built from foolish pride

Proclaiming hope and peace each day

While leading masses far astray

Unleashing wrath as sin unfurled

They further break this broken world

Out of this darkness, Lord I do pray

I need your light to guide my way

You are the truth, my one desire

So, light within my heart this fire

To reach the world, they too must know

The depth of riches You bestow

Upon a humble, trembling soul

Whose life so broken by the toll

Of all this world offered instead

That robbed their joy, left them for dead.

If only they could see Your face

So full of love, amazing grace

Then they would know You are the One 

That Gave your all.  You gave Your son

To offer them eternal life

Taking their pain, their tears and strife

You bore it all upon a cross

You took their shame and all their loss

Oh Lord help me to lay aside

Myself with all my foolish pride

Keep me from this world’s allure

Which pulls me far from what is sure

For You are all I’ll ever need

So, take this heart, though it may bleed

Remove away each dark stained bit

And build a throne where You may sit

Your spirit fill each part of me

Shine forth Your light for all to see

Jesus precious Savior, King

The only song my heart can sing

He is the truth the life the way

So, let us bow to Him today

Laying aside all other thought

To worship you my life was bought

So, Lord, I give You all of me

To worship You eternally

Your joy, your hope and strength are mine

When all my heart is fully thine

So, let me stay here on my knees

‘til You are all that my heart sees

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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What More Do You Need to Become Truly Radical for God’s Glory?

We are to be His messengers to the world. Are you willing to be radical for God’s Glory, proclaiming His Word of Truth regardless of the opposition?

The nation stood divided.  There were the northern 10 tribes of Israel and then there was Judah comprised of the tribes of Judah and Benjamin.  Beyond their battling against each other, there were the nations surrounding them.  God had been their protection and their source for everything; but, they chose to worship many idols.  With foreheads of flint, they thought they could both be of this world and do just enough to appease God.  Yet, along the way God would send His prophets to warn them.  These men were willing to sacrifice everything this world could offer to become truly radical for God’s Glory.  Ezekiel was such a man, as we will find in this study.  His faith stood amid trials we could hardly imagine enduring.  In such a time as this, we too need to become truly radical for God’s Glory.

Israel had already fallen to the Assyrians in 722 BC.  This had been after many years of God’s mercy and patience.  Yet, despite the word of God going forth to them, the people chose earthly pleasures and pagan worship over the one true God.  They maintained only a semblance of worship for God, mixed with everything else.  Yet, their hearts were cold.  They failed to see God’s Glory as something to seek after.  Nor did they remember His words.  One might think the remaining tribes would seek God after seeing the fate of their brothers from the north; but alas they did not.  God sent them Isaiah to tell them of His Son.  Jeremiah, Ezekiel, Daniel, Habakkuk, and Zephaniah all warned them of the impending judgement and wrath of God.   Still, no one listened.

Despite several God-fearing Kings leading the people back to God, they rebuilt the Pagan altars defiling the name of God

JUDAH- a nation teetering on the edge

As noted above the northern tribes were overtaken by the Assyrian Army, who would have taken Judah as well were it not for the repentance of King Manesseh.  How great is God’s Mercy!   “The LORD is slow to anger and abounding in loyal love, forgiving iniquity and transgression, but by no means clearing the guilty (those who do not turn from their wicked ways)” Numbers 14:18 NET.  King Manesseh was very evil until he was taken captive. Then after God restored him to his throne, he tore down all the pagan altars.  Even the one where he had sacrificed his own son to Molech.  When his son Amon took the throne, evil once more reigned throughout the land.  The pagan altars restored, only to be destroyed again by his grandson Josiah.

Josiah was the last God-fearing, good King of Judah before the ultimate overthrow by the Babylonian empire.  Zephaniah was the prophet during these times who foretold of the destruction of Jerusalem for its evil deeds and idolatrous worship.  Yet, he calls to the people to seek God, declaring that from this remnant, God would restore a people to Himself.  He points out that all the wrath and destruction against Judah and all the other evil nations was for one purpose—to purify the nations and that they might know the Lord. Then, for those who seek God, there was this promise.

 17 The Lord your God is in your midst;
he is a warrior who can deliver.
He takes great delight in you;[
av]
he renews you by his love;[
aw]
he shouts for joy over you.”[  Zephaniah 3

Jeremiah/Daniel/Ezekiel: Called to declare God’s Glory

Jeremiah also was God’s prophet inside of Jerusalem beginning in the years of King Josiah and all the way to the Babylonian overthrowing of Jerusalem. He gave up everything for the Lord and suffered great torture by the evil Kings and evil prophets of his day.  He remained faithful as God’s weeping prophet truly radical for God’s Glory to be known. 

Daniel was taken captive in 605 BC by Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon as a warning to Judah not to align with Egypt. 

There was a second siege of people from Jerusalem in 597BC which included Ezekiel who was taken into the countryside just south of Babylon to work the fields. 

Jeremiah did remain in Jerusalem until nearly the end when Nebuchadnezzar destroyed all of Jerusalem, burning it to the ground in 586 BC.

Now after setting the stage, let us study Ezekiel.  Do note the similarities to what we face even today in our own nation.  Ask yourself what it would take to become truly radical for God’s Glory.

Ezekiel—Truly Radical for God’s Glory

We begin in Ezekiel 1 with a detailed description as to the time and place where Ezekiel was first called into ministry.  After 5 years of captivity, as he turned 30 years old, God called him.  Being a priest, it was customary that they assume their ordained role as priest at age 30 (just as did Jesus over nearly 600 years later).  He was given a vision of God that made him truly radical for God’s Glory. 

In the thirtieth year,[a] on the fifth day of the fourth month, while I was among the exiles[b] at the Kebar River,[c] the heavens opened[d] and I saw a divine vision.[e] (On the fifth day of the month—it was the fifth year of King Jehoiachin’s exile— the Lord’s message came to the priest Ezekiel[f] the son of Buzi,[g] at the Kebar River in the land of the Babylonians.[h] The hand[i] of the Lord came on him there.)

Do you remember the moment God placed His hand on you? Oh you might say, if the Lord’s message came to me, then I would seek to do His will.  But is not His message there waiting for you every morning? You have His written word that will reveal to you all you need to know of Him. All you must do is open it to see God’s Glory revealed to you. Or look around you. The sky, the earth, and the stars at night all pointing toward His Glory. All of creation declares His glory.

Ezekiel 1: 4-24: Glory and Majesty on Display

In detail, Ezekiel attempts to describe the indescribable.  As he depicts the cherubim riding on the storm into our world, he presents them as large creatures with 4 wings, with hands, with fire and lightning coming from their bodies.

These are the cherubim of God who surround His throne and lead his chariot.  Ezekiel’s vision closely resembles that of John’s vision in Revelation 4.  Nothing like the chubby babies we draw pictures of.  Rather they are fierce and majestic creatures doing the will of God.  The spirit leads them.  But note how they are led. 

All that God has Planned Will be Accomplished

15 Then I looked,[ad] and I saw one wheel[ae] on the ground[af] beside each of the four beings. 16 The appearance of the wheels and their construction[ag] was like gleaming jasper,[ah] and all four wheels looked alike. Their structure was like a wheel within a wheel.[ai] 17 When they moved they would go in any of the four directions they faced without turning as they moved. 18 Their rims were high and awesome,[aj] and the rims of all four wheels were full of eyes all around…

20 Wherever the spirit[ak] would go, they would go,[al] and the wheels would rise up beside them because the spirit[am] of the living being was in the wheel. 21 When the living beings moved, the wheels moved, and when they stopped moving, the wheels stopped.[an] When they rose up from the ground, the wheels rose up from the ground; the wheels rose up beside them because the spirit of the living being was in the wheel.

The Wheels represented the Holy Spirit.  God’s omniscience always sees everything in every direction.  He moves ever forward to accomplish all that He has planned.  Nothing can thwart His plan.  On this truth, we can be certain. 

22 Over the heads of the living beings was something like a platform,[ao] glittering awesomely like ice,[ap] stretched out over their heads. 23 Under the platform their wings were stretched out, each toward the other. Each of the beings also had two wings covering[aq] its body. 24 When they moved, I heard the sound of their wings—it was like the sound of rushing waters, or the voice of the Sovereign One,[ar] or the tumult[as] of an army. When they stood still, they lowered their wings.

Jesus On His Throne-God’s Glory revealed

25 Then there was a voice from above the platform over their heads when they stood still.[at] 26 Above the platform over their heads was something like a sapphire shaped like a throne. High above on the throne was a form that appeared to be a man. 27 I saw an amber glow[au] like a fire enclosed all around[av] from his waist up. From his waist down I saw something that looked like fire. There was a brilliant light around it, 28 like the appearance of a rainbow in the clouds after the rain.[aw] This was the appearance of the surrounding brilliant light; it looked like the glory of the Lord. When I saw[ax] it, I threw myself face down, and I heard a voice speaking.

Some would say, if I truly saw Jesus in a vision then I could be radical for God’s glory.  But is that true?  All one must do is look around yourself and see His Glory.  He that has eyes let him see.  Or look at all He has done for you?   Therein you will see His Glory like Isaiah, Ezekiel, Daniel, and John.  You will see Him on His throne High and lifted up.  When we spiritually see His glory, we too will fall before His majesty.  Then we too will become radical for God’s Glory, declaring it to everyone we meet.  Unashamed by the gospel message. 

Furthermore, God equips us with everything we need, if only we ask Him to. 

CONCLUDING THOUGHTS- Radical for God’s Glory

Sadly, our world today reveals the same as in the days, of Noah, Sodom, and Ezekiel. Destruction, division, wars, idolatry, chaos, and violence surround us every day. This world is broken due to sin. Humanity is filled with vile selfish pride, regardless of the cost. We worship the Sun, the moon, money, sex, and power. All around us are false teachers and prophets, bidding us to believe the lies for truth. Yet, there is God. His plan moves forward in time. Soon, He will call an end to this age. Where will you stand?

Do you choose Him? He offers salvation at no cost to you, for He paid the price. The only thing is you must come to Him and seek Him, accepting His gift. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. There is no other way to God. Have we not already learned that by now? So, the question is what will you do with Jesus? And what will it take for you to become radical for His glory. He has called you to be the messenger to the world. What are you willing to do for Him and to honor His Glory?

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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Can A Useless Deserter Become the One Needed and Beloved?

Useless, deserter could be our name as well were it not for Jesus Christ who makes us God’s Beloved, Redeemed Child

            Onesimus ran from Philemon’s house in search of freedom.  As he ran, he stole from his former master.  For you see, he thought he could find freedom his own way.  He went to the great city of Rome, where many seeking to make a way for themselves had gone.  But that you see became part of the problem.  Was he homeless, downtrodden like the prodigal son?  Or had he heard his Master Philemon speak of the apostle, so he left in search of him?  Whichever the case we are not told apart from his being a useless deserter who became the one needed and beloved.  But how did that happen? 

        Philemon had come to know Christ as his Savior.  Indeed, it was his house where the Colossian church met for worship and praise.  It had been through the preaching of Paul in Ephesus that this church was birthed.  Perhaps Philemon visited Paul when he preached at Ephesus.   Again, we are not told the details of Philemon’s conversion, except that Paul did remind him of his indebtedness to Paul. A debt more precious which had been wiped clean.  As Paul wrote:   (not to mention to you that you [g]owe to me even your own self as well). Philemon 1:19.

A Useless Deserter

        10 I am appealing[x] to you concerning my child, whose spiritual father I have become[y] during my imprisonment,[z] that is, Onesimus, 11 who was formerly useless to you, but is now useful to you[aa] and me. 12 I have sent[ab] him (who is my very heart)[ac] back to you. 13 I wanted to keep him with me so that he could serve me in your place[ad] during[ae] my imprisonment for the sake of the gospel.[af] 14 However,[ag] without your consent I did not want to do anything, so that your good deed would not be out of compulsion, but from your own willingness.

        So, Paul recognized Onesimus had been useless before.  Probably Onesimus told Paul of all the stories of his life before.  How else would Paul have known of his uselessness?  Or maybe Philemon had spoken of him and wandered how as an owner could a Christian be righteousness in his treatment of slaves?  Releasing them all would leave many without homes or food.  However, it was that Paul knew of Onesimus as a useless deserter, he now appealed for Onesimus.  Not based on who he was formerly, but who he became. 

        Paul refers to him as his child.  Onesimus had found Jesus Christ, and that made all the difference in the world as to who Onesimus is.  He who was a useless deserter, now was someone needed and beloved. 

From Useless Deserter to Needed and Beloved

        We see from Paul’s introduction that he loves Philemon a lot, recognizing his heart of love. 

I thank my God always, making mention of you in my prayers, because I hear of your love and of your faith which you have toward the Lord Jesus and toward all the [d]saints (God’s people). I pray that the sharing of your faith may become effective and powerful because of your accurate knowledge of every good thing which is ours in Christ. For I have had great joy and comfort and encouragement from your love, because the hearts of the saints (God’s people) have been refreshed through you, my brother Philemon (AMP).

Paul had no doubt, but that Philemon would be gracious and forgiving toward Onesimus; but he wrote the letter to Philemon anyway.  Perhaps this was also his way of acknowledging the hurt Onesimus had caused Philemon.  A hurt that Philemon would need to overcome to forgive Onesimus. 

Transformed by grace, Onesimus became an incredible servant of Christ Jesus.  As such he poured himself out in service to Paul as well.  Paul could have just kept him there hidden; but he knew that would never do.  What was broken must be healed first. 

Onesimus had to return to the scene of his crime and seek forgiveness of Philemon.  Furthermore, Philemon needed to forgive him from his own heart of grace, not because Paul asked him to. 

Words of Wisdom, learned by grace.

Paul, gently reminded Philemon of his own human chains.  He introduced himself as “Paul, a prisoner [for the sake] of Christ Jesus (the Messiah, the Anointed)” Philemon 1 (AMP).

He then later wrote “Therefore [based on these facts], though I have enough confidence in Christ to order you to do what is appropriate, yet for love’s sake I prefer to appeal to you—since I am such a person as Paul, an old man, and now also a prisoner [for the sake] of Christ Jesus—

In other words, I know your heart and I could have just sent Onesimus back.  You would have done the right thing.  Yet, I would rather appeal to you one heart to another.  I do not command you as an apostle, rather I plead as an old man, weathered by life, and imprisoned for Christ with chains about my feet. 

You, before Christ was chained to a life devoid of God.  Remember from whence Christ saved you.  Then and only then can you truly forgive and love because He first loved us.  He forgave us of more than we could ever imagine.  On a rugged cross, He died that I might live.  My freedom He bought and that is what I must remember. 

So as Onesimus returned as a servant to Philemon, he also returned as a spiritual brother in Christ.  That transforms their relationship completely. 

Concluding thoughts:

Whom do you need to forgive?  What relationship needs to be rebuilt?  What about at work?  Do you perform your job always to its maximum ability, “heartily as unto the Lord?” 

Do you ever feel useless? Where ever you might be, or whatever it is you might be feeling, know this God is the ultimate transformer of your life. He is all that you need.

When Satan whispers in your ears that you are a useless deserter with no purpose, remember this. “There is therefore no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, to those who are called according to His purpose.” Romans 8:1. Then Romans 8 ends with the truth. “Nothing can separate from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus.” Everything in between is the Holy Spirit transforming us into the image of Christ. Every tear, every difficulty, every sorrow is allowed by His mighty hand only as He knows it can be used to transform you into the image of Christ. That is why Romans 8:28 says, “All things work together for Good to those who love Him.”

We bow humbly before His mighty hand of Grace, knowing He is our joy, our hope. He makes us His Beloved child upon whom He bestows His Glory, redeeming us to Himself.

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

If you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you to go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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