A Soldier Wounded-Restored

Yesterday, so much was happening and so much I needed to accomplish; thoughts whirling through my mind as I gazed ahead at the mountains in my pathway.  There still stung within me the pain of their accusations flung deep into my heart, the sorrow of such labors forgotten, the uncertainties of the future, painful steps that must be confronted, financial uncertainties, and in the midst, one wonders–God, does any of it matter?  Have I done enough to testify of you or is it my failure that has led us here to this moment of trial?  I had been listening to Christian music all morning; but, then in the whirlwind of my mind–knowing I was going to receive an important phone call–I sat down quietly listening to God’s voice.  I listened to a song–"I Cannot Hide From You" over and over, as I remembered He knows everything about me; every time fear would grip my heart, every moment that I would doubt, and every time that I just needed to sit down and rest a moment looking into His Face of Love that I might get up, go out to do His bidding once more and face the future He has planned without any fear or doubt-knowing He knows what is best, no matter what.    

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IyaS-vy-Hs I Cannot Hide From You

The phone call came and I believe went well.  Hope rose within me; yet, my hope was not in the phone call.  My hope lay in the Creator of this Universe, who loves me and cares about every intricate detail of my life.  When I am wounded, He is there to comfort.  He never promised that we would have everything or that we would never be falsely accused; but He did promise to be with us, to guide us, to comfort us and that He would work all things together for our good.   Even Paul underwent the pain of being accused by those in Corinth that he had led to Christ and has taught.  1 Corinthians 4: 3 But with me it is a very small thing that I should be judged of you, or of man’s judgment: yea, I judge not mine own self.4 For I know nothing by myself; yet am I not hereby justified: but he that judgeth me is the Lord.

5 Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God.



Then, while going through some mail that had been tossed into a corner–I found a royalty check from books sold.  Nothing big; just a token reminder of my Father saying, "All you do for me does matter, I see it, and I love you."  I continued my work late until my body ached; but with hope.  I listened to Truth for Life’s podcast and Leading the Ways podcast while I worked.  Of course, both had sermons on exactly what I needed to hear.  I awoke with God’s joy and hope overflowing once more.  As I studied in search of message this morning I wasn’t certain what I wanted to tell you.  After reading 1 Corinthians, praying, and listening for God to speak; I then started working on a very important passage of scripture in 2 Corinthians; then I realized I needed to spend much more time in it’s development in order to proclaim its truth with clarity.  Since I still wanted to give you something, I went to my word document in search of a previously written poem.  Then I saw this poem which I don’t even know when I wrote; but, I wanted to share it with you.  Maybe you are the one I am writing for today. My prayer is that you are encouraged no matter what are the mountains you face.


A Soldier Wounded

A Soldier wounded in the fight

Oh Lord I need your strength, Your might

I need to go, a place to hide

That draws me closer to Your side

This battle lord has knocked me down

Until it’s hard to glimpse Your crown

With evil pushing all around

I dearly need Your solace found

That I might rise again to fight

With vision of the brilliant light

Of your great glory in the end

Oh  that your love I might defend

Within this world, pain doth abound

I need your word my mind surround

Until I cannot hear their voice

So I might know what is your choice

Oh Lord, I lay my sword tonight

And pray for strength tomorrow’s light

That I might stand once more for you

With Christ’s dear love my only view

So hold me tight within your arms

And keep me safe from all that harm

My tears may fall against your chest

As I recall in You I rest.

What Does God’s Covenant with Abraham Mean for You?

Have you ever considered the importance  the Old Testament promises of God and His covenant with Abraham have upon your Christian life?  You may say, well, it is important because Christ came to this world as an heir of Abraham.  But if you stop there you are not fully understanding the importance of all the promises found in the Old Testament.  Note verse 4 below.  "thou shalt be a father of many nations".  Are we, gentiles who believe in Christ as our Savior also heirs of the covenant promise God made to Abraham?

Genesis 17:

And when Abram was ninety years old and nine, the Lord appeared to Abram, and said unto him, I am the Almighty God; walk before me, and be thou perfect.(blameless)

2 And I will make my covenant between me and thee, and will multiply thee exceedingly.

3 And Abram fell on his face: and God talked with him, saying,

4 As for me, behold, my covenant is with thee, and thou shalt be a father of many nations.

5 Neither shall thy name any more be called Abram, but thy name shall be Abraham; for a father of many nations have I made thee.

6 And I will make thee exceeding fruitful, and I will make nations of thee, and kings shall come out of thee.

7 And I will establish my covenant between me and thee and thy seed after thee in their generations for an everlasting covenant, to be a God unto thee, and to thy seed after thee.

Let’s look at Romans 4 to help us understand this.  Faith was the key.  Abraham’s faith counted to him for righteousness; because, it was the looking forward to Christ’s payment for His sin. 

Romans 4:  What shall we say then that Abraham our father, as pertaining to the flesh, hath found?

2 For if Abraham were justified by works, he hath whereof to glory; but not before God.

3 For what saith the scripture? Abraham believed God, and it was counted unto him for righteousness.

4 Now to him that worketh is the reward not reckoned of grace, but of debt.

5 But to him that worketh not, but believeth on him that justifieth the ungodly, his faith is counted for righteousness.

6 Even as David also describeth the blessedness of the man, unto whom God imputeth righteousness without works,

7 Saying, Blessed are they whose iniquities are forgiven, and whose sins are covered.

8 Blessed is the man to whom the Lord will not impute sin.

9 Cometh this blessedness then upon the circumcision only, or upon the uncircumcision also? for we say that faith was reckoned to Abraham for righteousness.

10 How was it then reckoned? when he was in circumcision, or in uncircumcision? Not in circumcision, but in uncircumcision.

11 And he received the sign of circumcision, a seal of the righteousness of the faith which he had yet being uncircumcised: that he might be the father of all them that believe, though they be not circumcised; that righteousness might be imputed unto them also:

12 And the father of circumcision to them who are not of the circumcision only, but who also walk in the steps of that faith of our father Abraham, which he had being yet uncircumcised.

13 For the promise, that he should be the heir of the world, was not to Abraham, or to his seed, through the law, but through the righteousness of faith.

Circumcision became the outward sign of what God had already done in the life of Abraham through faith; that is, the righteousness of Christ was imputed to Abraham because of faith and faith alone.  Therefore, God’s covenant promises to Abraham became  a covenant to all His heirs by faith.  Look at verse 11, "that he might be the father of all them that believe…that righteousness might be imputed unto them also."    The law could not justify mankind.  The law brings only condemnation; because, no one can fulfill the full letter of the law.  Perfect Righteousness is only found in God Himself.  So what do we do?  Do we not hopelessly fall short of that righteousness?  Certainly, I cannot stand before Perfect Righteousness without being justly judged as condemned.  Still, God sent forth Christ to take upon Himself the full wrath of God’s judgement against us; therefore, my only hope of righteousness can be found by faith in Christ.  Then, He removes my sin and cloaks me with His Righteousness.  This is by faith and faith alone.  This is true of Abraham and this is true for each of us.  Therefore the promises found in the Old Testament are promises to all of Abraham’s heirs through faith.  It becomes our birthright.  The birthright to all who believe in Jesus Christ as our Savior. 

Deuteronomy 30: 5 And the Lord thy God will bring thee into the land which thy fathers possessed, and thou shalt possess it; and he will do thee good, and multiply thee above thy fathers.

6 And the Lord thy God will circumcise thine heart, and the heart of thy seed, to love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, that thou mayest live.

Our circumcision is a circumcision of the heart in which the flesh with all it’s selfish, self-centered desires are cut away by God so that you and I are able to "love the Lord thy God with all thine heart and with all thy soul, that thou mayest live".  That we may have eternal life in His presence, basking in His Glory and partakers of His fullness of love and Joy.  So, my question is do you know Christ as Your Savior, through faith?  If so, do you know what are the promises of God to you and do you see the importance of the Old Testament Promises as well?  Are you just a little more eager to read the Old Testament?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6jO7xhU_Pw

When My Foot Slippeth

Within this Christian walk there arises questions, questions regarding my own inadequacy to always "get this right" and questions regarding what is the right thing to do.  My heart is set upon Christ, my desire is to bring glory to His name; yet there are times that my best efforts fail.  Many a well meaning Christian would have us live once more under the old testament law.  So often in my own life my hope and joy further destroyed by such a Christian friend who would tell me that all my trials and sufferings are a result of my own sin.  Yet, my heart was seeking after Christ and I so desperately wanted to please Him; why, did I so miserably fail at times and could God still love me? Can there be any hope for you and for me?  Let’s look once more at what God has said. 

2 Corinthians 4:

6 For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.

7 But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us.

The treasure of the gospel of Christ is given in earthen vessels which of their own right have no beauty and are fragile, breakable.  Just clay pots with nothing special except for the life giving water which they hold within them.  Sometimes we may be broken or chipped so that the life giving water is poured out upon someone else in our pathway.  Our salvation, thank God, is not dependent upon our ability to keep the law perfectly; but is dependent upon the finished work of Christ on the cross.  That is not a license to turn our backs on God, lay down the sword as it would be and stop battling against our own sin nature; because I daresay you don’t know Him if that were the case.  We, who know Him, seek Him, and love Him desire to honor Him in all that we say or do.  They are times; however, that as David–I would want to run and hide in silence because my foot slipped and I then feel that I could never tell you how to walk this Christian walk.  If indeed I slipped; how can I teach you anything? 

Psalm 94: 17 Unless the Lord had been my help, my soul had almost dwelt in silence.

18 When I said, My foot slippeth; thy mercy, O Lord, held me up.

19 In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul.

Oh, but perhaps that is the answer and why I must keep writing and must keep speaking.  It has nothing to do with me.  God can use us broken vessels to proclaim His Glory and His might, if we surrender and allow Him to.  There is no Child so far astray; that God cannot use. That is, if you are His Child adopted through faith into His family because of Christ’s redemptive work on the cross.  Do you fall before Him in awe of His magnificent Grace, His Glory, His Righteousness, His Justice, and His love?  Do you seek Him with all your heart and your soul?  If so, keep speaking for Christ and keep putting on your armor to battle for the Joy that is only found in Him.  Cast aside all the counterfeit joy to follow after Him.  Then stop worrying and laying such guilt upon yourself. 

Psalm 103:  12 As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.

13 Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them that fear him.

14 For he knoweth our frame; he remembereth that we are dust.

Isaiah 43:  But now thus saith the Lord that created thee, O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine.

2 When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.

3 For I am the Lord thy God, the Holy One of Israel, thy Saviour

Certainly, along this journey we will be washed by the waters and purified by fire as God continues His work within us; yet, He will never let go of His Child’s hand.  That is a promise you can be certain of.  As I look back over the years of my life, I see along the road the rubbish of my own failures; yet, amazingly I have run into people who knew me then and they say I changed their life and because of something I said or did they found Christ.  How amazing is that!!! I see failure; yet, God used my life to His Glory–that the excellency of the power may be His. 

Let me end this with a song I wrote in 1987.   All of the artwork is that of Ronald Barba, my son.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LbHd6eZrgk

Living in Christ—Conclusion

As I come to the close of this series, it is my sincere hope that it has meant as much to each of you and that it has changed your life as much as it has mine.  Living in Christ is so much more than we could have ever imagined.  It begins with a human heart so bent on it’s on self centered, covetous nature and transforms us from who we are of our own volition to who we are in Christ.  It is not who I can become by pulling up my bootstraps and trying to do better.  It is not about my having anything within me that makes me worthy to be even noticed by the Creator.  So, it is this human heart becomes transformed by perfect Love into one who can see the greatest treasure as the most wondrous, glorious display of love which is God.  It is God reaching down to shine His glorious light into the darkness of our hearts.  Small glimpses of His Glory are displayed at first. The beauty of a sunset, a moment of kindness displayed, and the glimpse of love that one feels within their heart all are ways that God displays glimpses of His Glory, His Love.  All these lead us to seek after beauty, love, and joy.  Yet, God knows that the only true love, joy, hope, and beauty are found in Him. He who created man in His own image of body, soul, and spirit; knows that the only means of mankind reaching the fulfillment of these God given desires can only be found in a relationship with Himself.  For God is perfect love, perfect joy, and perfect beauty with our greatest experiences on earth being only glimpses of that joy that we will know when we stand before Him.  We cannot understand the magnitude of that unless we have felt the magnitude of despair which is ours without Him.  Knowing all this and knowing that from Adam’s first disobedience to perfect righteousness, man would reject Him, mock Him, misuse His name, and at times curse Him–He still created man.  He knew the horrific price that must be paid to redeem man from his sinful nature and His self centered, self exalting covetousness.  Christ, flesh of His flesh, equal with God and part of the trinity of God would have to bear the full wrath that justice would demand so that I might be saved from my own selfish, self exalting sin nature so that I might have the opportunity to enjoy the wonder and awe of having a relationship with my creator and to one day spend all of eternity basking in His Glory, His Beauty, His Love, and His Joy.   Why would He do all that?  His reason was His desire to pour out His boundless love and joy upon me.  I am less than a speck of sand in this Universe He created; yet, He loved me that much.  This is a gift, not because of anything that I have done or anything that I can do.  My positions in Christ are held by His Power and His love.  Because of all that Christ did in my stead:  I am His declared Saint, Blessed, Chosen, Child of God, Risen Redeemed, Enlightened, Beloved, New Creation, Heir of Royalty, Prisoner of Love, Servant of the most High God, and filled with His sustaining Faith.  All this is by Grace and not because of anything I have done.  Knowing this gives me liberty.  No more must I worry that He will stop loving me.  No more must I worry about every decision, wringing my hands and wondering if I am going to mess this up.  Knowing this truth, means I am sealed and delivered by His Grace.  Does that mean that I willfully ignore Him and live my life in my old self centered desires taking no notice of Him?  Never, for if I know all this, I am so awed and amazed that I never want to bring Him pain, sorrow or disgrace.  When I know all this, I see Him as my greatest treasure and seek His face.  When I know all this, I want Him above all else.  So each day, I place my armor and pick up my sword to battle hard that I might fight to hold onto the joy I know in Christ, despite the evil world which tries to steal that joy from me.  My desire becomes to tell everyone about how wonderful my Father is and to guide them to find Him as well. I have the greatest treasure; but my desire is to share that treasure with a world that is broken, sad and despairing.  Throughout my lifetime I will meet many people, some for a brief moment and some who will be in my life for longer.  Because of all that Christ did to love me and to seek me, my greatest desire is that somehow by how I live and by what I say; I present Him as being the most precious treasure of my life so that those who meet me might see Him and desire Him.  Because of all that He has given to me, His adopted child, my life should reflect in deed who I am in Christ and that is why Paul very careful describes in Ephesians 4-5 how that is displayed in our lives.  We are adopted into His family and should reflect our positions in all that we do because of His transforming work in our lives.  We are grounded, rooted deep within His love.  Our position held by His power and by His unconditional love sustaining us.  Isaiah 41: "9 Thou whom I have taken from the ends of the earth, and called thee from the chief men thereof, and said unto thee, Thou art my servant; I have chosen thee, and not cast thee away. 10 Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness."

Does all of this mean that we who believe in Christ as our Savior are free from pain, sorrow, and suffering on this earth.  Indeed not.  As Christians, in fact, we may suffer more than others.    Of all people we are called to be broken hearted, poor, suffering all things; as Christ did.  Sometimes we are falsely accused, beaten, trod down, ridiculed, and by worldly standards appear to be forsaken.  All the more, the importance of knowing who we are in Christ.  Romans 8 16 The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God:17 And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."  We who are in Christ know that this is not our final home.  We have His presence with us in the Holy Spirit and we know that our Joy is centered in His love and in knowing who He is.  He will never forsake us and He has a plan that will be for good, on that we can trust in the midst of any trial or storm.  For that reason, we have hope, joy, and love overflowing.  No longer can I be content with counterfeit joy, playing with mud pies when I have the vast ocean within my reach.

Regarding pain, C. S. Lewis wrote, "If the first and lowest operation of pain shatters the illusion that all is well, the second shatters the illusion that what we have, whether good or bad in itself, is our own and enough for us. Everyone has noticed how hard it is to turn our thoughts to God when everything is going well with us. We ‘have all we want’ is a terrible saying when ‘all’ does not include God. We find God an interruption. As St Augustine says somewhere, ‘God wants to give us something, but cannot, because our hands are full—there’s nowhere for Him to put it.’ Or as a friend of mine said, ‘We regard God as an airman regards his parachute; it’s there for emergencies but he hopes he’ll never have to use it.’ Now God, who has made us, knows what we are and that our happiness lies in Him. Yet we will not seek it in Him as long as he leaves us any other resort where it can even plausibly be looked for. While what we call ‘our own life’ remains agreeable we will not surrender it to Him. What then can God do in our interests but make ‘our own life’ less agreeable to us, and take away the plausible source of false happiness?"

From The Problem of Pain
Compiled in A Year with C.S. Lewis

The Problem of Pain. Copyright © 1940, C. S. Lewis Pte. Ltd. Copyright restored © 1996 by C. S. Lewis Pte. Ltd. All rights reserved. Used with permission of HarperCollins Publishers. A Year With C.S. Lewis: Daily Readings from His Classic Works. Copyright © 2003 by C. S. Lewis Pte. Ltd. All rights reserved. Used with permission of HarperCollins Publishers


So my dear readers, do you know Him?  Have you ever seen Him as so glorious that you would desire Him to be in your heart? Have you grown tired of all the counterfeit joys, counterfeit loves and seek to know what is true joy and true love as can only be found in accepting freely the gift of salvation purchased by Christ for you?  For those of you who can answer yes, then do you really know who you are in Christ?  Do you know the power of His saving grace, His sustaining grace, and His future Grace which is ever present to guide each minute of your life?  Do you know what it is to abide in His love? 

 

Listen to this beautiful song, close your eyes and let the words sink deep into your heart.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oL4fv7KyE4o

Living in Christ-Part 7- Abiding in Christ

If one looks at the definition of abiding you will find it to be: enduring, surviving, standing, durable, everlasting, eternal, unending, unchanging, and steadfast.  Does that describe your relationship with Christ?  Does it describe mine?  It certainly does describe how Christ’s abiding love has been for me; but does it describe mine?  How do we lean on Him, unchanging, unwavering in our faith, enduring all hardship or trials, eternally, everlastingly seeing Him as our greatest treasure and then abiding in His love for each step of this journey-trusting Him to guide each step and never struggling to do it our way?  How do we wait patiently for His answer, resting our heads upon His chest in silence?

John 15 “1I am the true vine, and my Father is the husbandman. 2Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit. 3Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you. 4Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me. 5I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing. 6If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned. 7If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you. 8Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples. 9As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love. 10If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments, and abide in his love.11These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.

            The branch of its own has no energy, no fruit bearing, and no life.  It must rely on the vine to provide life and to develop the fruit.  A branch that is not connected to the vine cannot produce any fruit and will wither and die.  Christ so amazingly chose the grapevine to demonstrate the Christians growth toward fruit bearing.  Grapevines tend to be unruly and send forth shoots in many unwanted directions if not carefully managed by the husbandman.  We, so often, are much like the branches of a grapevine.  We take the energy provided us by the vine and willfully shoot off in many directions of our own.  Sometimes we are hurried to become fruit bearing and want to do this for Him; yet, we take off in our own direction and our own strength.  Like, the two year old child who defiantly stands and says; “I do it myself” while spilling the entire carton of milk onto the floor and counter.   We then cry and throw a temper tantrum because we didn’t get it right.  We are angry and pouting when we need to be trained, groomed, and pruned.

            He reminds us that we are cleansed by the word.  Our salvation did not come from our struggling to become more.  We were not able to work our way into the vine of our own doing.  We had to be grafted into the vine by God.  It was not our labor that paid the price for our salvation.  We are cleansed by the Word, that Word being Christ Himself.  John 1: “1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. ..12But as many as received Him, to them gave He power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: 13Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God. 14And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.”   My Salvation, my justification did not come of my own works; so, how is it that I now want to produce fruit from my own works.   In order to rest in and abide in His Salvation, I must remember this.  The only part in my Salvation that came from me was my faith to believe that He is God who is worthy of all my praise and to be Glorified for all eternity.  Even that I could not have done had God not removed the veils from my eyes that I might glimpse at His Glory and desire it, seek it, cherish it as a treasure above all other treasures.

Then how do we ever learn to abide in the vine.  Is it a hopeless dream that I will ever become a fruit laden branch for God?  Can this regenerate, willful branch ever learn to be fully submitted to Him and quit trying to prove itself by trying to do the work for God?  Will I ever reach that point that I do not weep over the pruning when God so wisely removes those desires I am clinging so tightly to; in order that I might wholeheartedly seek the only true treasure which is God, Alone.  He must continually cut away those counterfeit joys in order that I might seek and savor the only true joy which I can find in Him. Ever so gently He has provided me with glimpses of His Joy and His Glory; knowing that the magnitude of His Wondrous Glory, Love and Joy are too great for this human heart to fully comprehend. Yet, I have felt His Joy just enough to know I want and desire it with all of my heart and soul.  I have seen just enough of His Glory to know that I hunger and thirst after Him as the greatest treasure.  Still there are moments when life with all its trials, sorrows and demands seem to blur my vision.  The depth of sorrow that comes is even greater in those moments because I have tasted of His Joy and His Glory.  I hunger and thirst after Him.   Like David in Psalm 27: 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. ..8When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.”

            As we come to realize that His beauty, His Glory is greater to be desired than anything we have ever imagined; we seek Him and savor Him.  We begin prizing Him, cherishing Him, loving Him above any other treasure; yet, this does not mean that our sorrow is completely gone while we are yet in this world.  We are never beyond the battle on this earth against negativity even within our own hearts.  We do however battle for joy in the midst of all this sorrow.  We may be broken heartedly clinging tight to that joy which we now have seen glimpses of and hold very tightly to it; because nothing else on this earth can ever compare to it. 

2 Corinthians 6:  4 in all things approving ourselves as the ministers of God, in much patience, in afflictions, in necessities, in distresses, 5In stripes, in imprisonments, in tumults, in labours, in watchings, in fastings; 6By pureness, by knowledge, by long suffering, by kindness, by the Holy Ghost, by love unfeigned, 7By the word of truth, by the power of God, by the armour of righteousness on the right hand and on the left, 8By honour and dishonour, by evil report and good report: as deceivers, and yet true; 9As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed; 10As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things.

When Moses asked in Exodus 33 to be able to see God in all His Glory; God responded that no man could see the full Glory of God and live.  So He hid Moses in the cleft of the mountain and passed by so that Moses could only glimpse at God; but could not see His full Glory because it was more than man could stand.  When Moses came down from the mountain, His face shone so brightly that the people awed.  Oh, that I might see just enough of His Glory that His light might shine forth to a darkened world!  2 Corinthians 3: “18But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.”  Dimly, through a glass, I see the Glory of the Lord; while the Holy Spirit transforms me into that image from glory to glory—step by step-little glories to add to more little glories until one day I will mirror Him and reflect His Glory back to Him.

            So, abiding in Him is learning to rest in His Arms knowing that one day I will stand before Him and all Glory will be known.  I can trust that every time He prunes me that He does so with Love so that I may bear more fruit which Glorifies Him more; magnifying His Beauty ever more within my heart.  As I through contrition, praise, faith and obedience abide within His arms of Love; I bear more fruit.  That fruit Glorifies Him more, magnifies His Beauty and thus brings more joy and hope in my heart as I gaze upon His ever increasing, breath taking Beauty. To Abide in Him, we lay down everything to trust Him—no matter what.  Though my heart’s greatest desire is to be standing before His throne; I do not want to go without an abundance of fruit to lie before His feet.  For that reason, I must abide in Him by trusting Him with all my Heart and Soul.  When storm clouds crowd around me I must continue to battle for joy in Christ even while here upon this earth. I must revel in the moments that He does allow those glimpses of Overwhelming Joy and to see His great Glory before me.  I must hold tight to Future Grace which will continue to sustain me into eternity.  Trust, my soul in Him; rest my heart within His love, and forever let me seek His face with each step of this my life until my dying breath.   

            Abiding is trusting my heavenly Father is omnipotent and that He will not allow anything into my life that is not for my edification and for my ultimate joy.  He only removes those things which get in the way of my seeing Him.  Abiding is trusting my heavenly Father is omniscient and that He sees me as the Glorified, Justified, Perfect final product that He is molding.  Like the artist envisions the final portrait as he steadily adds, erases, covers and transforms the canvas into his final completed work; God also sees the completion of His work in me.   Abiding is trusting in the truth that my Heavenly Father loves me.  Abiding is trusting that He is able to speak and stop whatever storm may have arisen; yet, in love has chosen not to—so that I might be blessed and He might be glorified.  Abiding is casting aside all this pride which desires to show God that I can do it myself and realizing that I can only do it when He does it through me.   Abiding is acknowledging the truth that He is on His throne and rules over the just and the unjust.  Abiding is clinging to hope in Future Grace as He has provided.  Abiding is letting go of Counterfeit treasures that I might obtain the Greatest Treasure which is God.  Abiding is knowing that God gave His greatest treasure (His Son) that He might suffer, die and be risen so that a regenerate, guilty heart might be declared righteous and thus be able to share in the Beauty, Love, and Joy that is found in the Triune God.   Abiding is knowing that 2 Corinthians 4:” 6For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. 7But we have this treasure (the gospel) in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us.”  And abiding understands that in this world, we may have tribulations; but our joy flows only as we allow the life sustaining nutrients of the vine to flow forth through us.  2 Corinthians 4: “8We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; 9Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; 10Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body. 11For we which live are always delivered unto death for Jesus’ sake, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our mortal flesh.”   as taken from my book Ultimate Inspiration God’s Plan of Love

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