How do we find the strength to Win the Race even when broken and tired? At times life seems to drain us of all hope. We live in a broken world filled with division and strife. Confronted by the despair of aging bodies, illness, and financial loss; despair crashes in upon us. At times life bombards us from every side with trials and difficulties. We hold onto hope, grasping it with our last ounce of faith.
confronting defeat
Not being the most computer savvy person, I run and manage this website for you. It is my deepest desire that perhaps at least one soul might wander onto these pages to find hope or to find Christ as their Savior. So, it is; this is my labor of love for Christ. Because of the financial cost, there are moments when I pause to ask God if I am to continue. Certainly the money I spend could be sent to other ministries; perhaps, it would do more good elsewhere than here at my humble site.
Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.For consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds. Hebrews 12:1-3
MY OWN DILEMMA
For about two weeks, I have noticed some problems when I post. After multiple phone calls to technical support with no certain repair to be found. Then it was that I got the email from Google that my website had been maliciously hacked by malware. Well since I have no one’s data but my own on this site, I take no orders or donations, and my SSL certificate was up to date; I knew no one could be at harm except me. I felt sudden despair as I purchased a rather expensive site clean up and protection contract. Tired and defeated; feeling rather broken by the evil of this world; I once more asked God “Is this the mission you have for me? or should I throw in the towels and admit defeat?”
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