The face like an angel

Acts 6: 

8And Stephen, full of faith and power, did great wonders and miracles among the people.

9Then there arose certain of the synagogue, which is called the synagogue of the Libertines, and Cyrenians, and Alexandrians, and of them of Cilicia and of Asia, disputing with Stephen.

10And they were not able to resist the wisdom and the spirit by which he spake.

11Then they suborned men, which said, We have heard him speak blasphemous words against Moses, and against God.

12And they stirred up the people, and the elders, and the scribes, and came upon him, and caught him, and brought him to the council,

13And set up false witnesses, which said, This man ceaseth not to speak blasphemous words against this holy place, and the law:

14For we have heard him say, that this Jesus of Nazareth shall destroy this place, and shall change the customs which Moses delivered us.

15And all that sat in the council, looking stedfastly on him, saw his face as it had been the face of an angel

So often in this world we question “Why God did you allow such devastation?”  “Why should this person suffer and die?”  This a question brought so to the forefront of our minds as many have tried over the past three years to wonder why was Caylee Anthony’s death and why was she thrown into the woods wrapped in garbage bags?  This story of a little three year old riveted through the hearts of so many.  There are many such stories that happen every day and they all leave us to wonder, “why?”

The story of Stephen is just such a story.  Here was this young man full of faith and power proclaiming the name of Jesus.  His face like that of an angel.   Yet he was brought before the council.  With the boldness given him by Christ, he answered their questions with a sermon.  He told them of the story of the children of Israel from the beginning, briefly, succinctly.   He began with proclaiming who God was…Acts 7  2And he said, Men, brethren, and fathers, hearken; The God of glory appeared unto our father Abraham, when he was in Mesopotamia, before he dwelt in Charran,

He continued through the sermon detailing how God had led His people through so many times  of storms; yet, God was in control.   (Read all of Acts 7) 

Then he rebuked them for their evil deeds and their failure to recognize the Messiah who had come, just like the way they had treated evilly the prophets of old who foretold of Christ.  They had chosen to worship idols instead. 

Acts 7:

48Howbeit the most High dwelleth not in temples made with hands; as saith the prophet,

49Heaven is my throne, and earth is my footstool: what house will ye build me? saith the Lord: or what is the place of my rest?

50Hath not my hand made all these things?

51Ye stiffnecked and uncircumcised in heart and ears, ye do always resist the Holy Ghost: as your fathers did, so do ye.

52Which of the prophets have not your fathers persecuted? and they have slain them which shewed before of the coming of the Just One; of whom ye have been now the betrayers and murderers:

53Who have received the law by the disposition of angels, and have not kept it.

 

Then suddenly the crowd turned on him, this young preacher of Christ.  54When they heard these things, they were cut to the heart, and they gnashed on him with their teeth.

 

So what was the response of God to Stephen at that moment? 

55But he, being full of the Holy Ghost, looked up stedfastly into heaven, and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing on the right hand of God,

56And said, Behold, I see the heavens opened, and the Son of man standing on the right hand of God.

The crowds response was then to stone Stephen.

57Then they cried out with a loud voice, and stopped their ears, and ran upon him with one accord,

58And cast him out of the city, and stoned him: and the witnesses laid down their clothes at a young man’s feet, whose name was Saul.

59And they stoned Stephen

What was Stephen’s last words as he died? 

calling upon God, and saying, Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.

60And he kneeled down, and cried with a loud voice, Lord, lay not this sin to their charge. And when he had said this, he fell asleep.

Was not God on His throne that day?   What could possibly be His purpose? The beginning of Acts 8 gives us that clue.  

1And Saul was consenting unto his death. And at that time there was a great persecution against the church which was at Jerusalem; and they were all scattered abroad throughout the regions of Judaea and Samaria, except the apostles.

2And devout men carried Stephen to his burial, and made great lamentation over him.

How often in the following days and even his later days would he close his eyes and see this young preacher as he died pleading for his killers.  This was the first step of an awakening that would not be complete until the he confronts Christ on the road to Damascus.  Acts 9: 

1And Saul, yet breathing out threatenings and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord, went unto the high priest,

2And desired of him letters to Damascus to the synagogues, that if he found any of this way, whether they were men or women, he might bring them bound unto Jerusalem.

3And as he journeyed, he came near Damascus: and suddenly there shined round about him a light from heaven:

4And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me?

5And he said, Who art thou, Lord? And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.

6And he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do.

7And the men which journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice, but seeing no man.

8And Saul arose from the earth; and when his eyes were opened, he saw no man: but they led him by the hand, and brought him into Damascus.

9And he was three days without sight, and neither did eat nor drink.

10And there was a certain disciple at Damascus, named Ananias; and to him said the Lord in a vision, Ananias. And he said, Behold, I am here, Lord.

11And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the street which is called Straight, and enquire in the house of Judas for one called Saul, of Tarsus: for, behold, he prayeth,

12And hath seen in a vision a man named Ananias coming in, and putting his hand on him, that he might receive his sight.

13Then Ananias answered, Lord, I have heard by many of this man, how much evil he hath done to thy saints at Jerusalem:

14And here he hath authority from the chief priests to bind all that call on thy name.

15But the Lord said unto him, Go thy way: for he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel:

16For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name’s sake.

17And Ananias went his way, and entered into the house; and putting his hands on him said, Brother Saul, the Lord, even Jesus, that appeared unto thee in the way as thou camest, hath sent me, that thou mightest receive thy sight, and be filled with the Holy Ghost.

18And immediately there fell from his eyes as it had been scales: and he received sight forthwith, and arose, and was baptized.

So when Stephen died God was on His throne.  Only He knew that this would be a step in the road to Saul’s conversion to Christ and all the letters that Paul would write and all that Paul would do to the spread the Gospel of Christ.  Today when we look at the tragedies of life.  God is on His Throne.  As for Caylee, she is in God’s arms of love; just as Stephen was.  We may not understand; but we can trust the God who does.   

An excerpt from A Broken and Contrite Heart

So, the question comes within our Christian walk, “Wherein lies your passion?” Is there anything that you see as being so important that everything else pales in comparison? Some would say their spouse or their children are the most important. Some people feel success or position in life is the most important thing. Even at that, often people may think themselves passionate about something only to later find it unimportant—hence divorce, child neglect, and poor work ethics still run rampant in our society. Often in our Christian walk we are rather lackadaisical about our Christian life. We run hot and cold all too often with no true zeal or passion. We lose focus on our goal. Our Bible lays neatly tucked next to our bed and comes out only to accompany us to church on Sunday. Such a precious gift of His Word so that we might come to know Him better by reading and studying it; yet, it frequently lays unopened while we retire to watch TV in the evening or a movie. Could we say, “I count all things loss, for the Excellency of knowing HIM”? After all if TV, Family, the internet, and the phone prevent us from even opening His word would we rather say, “I count Christ loss for the Excellency of knowing and having all this stuff? What are we passionate for? We too often go to prayer and reading the Bible only when there is a crisis in life or when we want things to go a different way. We fall to our knees in prayer and weeping, “Oh, God, please change these circumstances. God where are you? Why did you let me get sick? Why did I lose my job?” But when life is going along ok; did you ever just sit down and talk to Christ Jesus, your best brother and friend? Do you ever look into the sky and just laugh because of the beauty and share that laughter with God? Have you ever gone to work and can’t wait to get home to see the next sermon in a series, hands perspiring with the anticipation? Through the day do you hear gospel love songs for God running through your head, as you joyfully go about the tasks of your day? I need to get you awake on this one. Does your heart beat with excitement when you hear a song of worship and praise?

Paul had learned that nothing, absolutely nothing was as important in life as to know Christ Jesus intimately, intensely filling ever crevice of our hearts, minds and souls. He also understood that sometimes we walk through pain or suffering so that we might share in His suffering and grow even deeper IN LOVE with this Blameless Lamb who despite being the powerful Lion of Judah, laid down His Life that we might know Him. What greater love is there than the unconditional, sacrificial love He has for us. His Glory, His Majesty compels our very heart and souls to praise Him. His overwhelming love for me reaches deep inside to transform this heart, so that I might catch a glimpse of what true, pure love is and thus be drawn ever closer to Him. Each year as I see a larger glimpse of Him, I find it so overwhelming that it fills each fiber of my being.

Most of my life I searched for human love, I begged God to give me a companion that could love me. I did marry the love of my life, but he was crippled by bipolar disease and unable to show love. Instead, he was physically and mentally abusive as he cycled through the phases of his illness. Amazingly, God taught me so much about unconditional love and the love of my heavenly Father through all those years. My husband died and I was devastated, he was my whole world (even if at times a sick world of pain and suffering). Yet, before he died he came to know Christ as his Savior and his eternity was changed- God had a perfect plan of love, whether I fully understood it or not. Many of the years of my life I sat alone and felt so desperately filled with loneliness and longing to be loved. During all that time and through bad relationships, I came to realize that never was I alone. God was there in the middle of the night when I cried myself to sleep and God was there the next morning when I would wash my face to go off for work. God was there as I talked to Him about my hopes for the day and to take away my fears while driving to work. He sometimes would awaken me with a song singing in my head at three am so I could smile, go back to sleep and know He already had the answer. I am so grateful that during all those years of loneliness, I was given the awesome opportunity to fall so deeply in love with Jesus that I could never turn back. He became the passion of my heart, as I had been the passion of His when He endured the beatings, the mockery, the pain, His Father’s momentary turning of His back, and His death on the Cross just because He loved me.

So, again I must ask you, “Wherein lies Your Passion? Is He, Jesus Christ the most important goal in your life? Are you willing to lose every other dream in order to follow Him? Will you diligently study and train so as to move ever closer to His magnificent Glory? I only hope and pray that you realize that to move ever forward in this Christian walk you need to become passionate about this one thing, as Paul the Apostle was, that everything is unimportant compared to knowing Him and pressing toward the mark for the Prize of the High Calling of our Savior. Ask Him to give you that heart of love for Him and He will. Once there, you will be able to know joy and hope no matter what the circumstances around you; because of the overflowing well of love and life inside you. The more you love God, the more love flows through you and circling back to God and back through you until that becomes an every flowing spiral upward to heaven, overflowing with rivers of living water. Let me share with you this poem and I hope you enjoy it.

A TALK WITH GOD

Oh, let me Lord delight in You

And lay all else I hold aside

For no desire could mean as much

As hear Your voice, to feel your touch

And in Your arms abide

I feel the safety of your arms

Surrounding me throughout each storm

And when the bitter winter wind

Would bid my very spirit bend

Your breath will keep me warm

Forgive me Lord, this fragile heart

Sometimes desires too much

Forgetting You are all I need

Then comes my tears, my plead

To stop and feel Your touch

I then can hear your gentle laugh

The love within Your voice

“My child I love you evermore

My gifts on you I freely pour

The best for you my choice”

Oh, Lord I want to stay right here

And sit here at Your feet

To never step away from You

And then I cannot lose my view

No chance for fear, defeat

“But child I ask then who would go

To tell the wounded broken heart

That I their lonely heart would mend

If not but you, who can I send

If you refuse to start”

Then Father, Dear, I must say yes

To go and run Your bidding do

And You will cast aside my fears

Your hand will wipe away my tears

And keep my eyes on You

I know that You go with me now

You’re ever present in my heart

I feel Your joy arise within

I feel Your wondrous strength again

Your love will ne’er depart

 

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That I may know Him

Philippians 3: 7But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ.

8Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,

9And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith:

10That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;

     What are you willing to give up that you might know him?  Do you count all things loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus?  So often it has been my weakness, my fatigue, my chronic illness that forces me to sit down for a moment to talk with God or to study His word.  Even then there lies within me a choice to be made, do I turn off the TV to spend time with Him?  More and more life draws me to be near to Him, to cherish Him above everything else.  Do we really understand the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings?  Are we really willing to be conformable unto His death and to die to all those earthly desires that would draw us aside?   He draws me so gently with His whispers of hope when the world looks hopeless.  He draws me so gently to companionship with Him when the world seems to misunderstand me and I am lost in my loneliness.  He draws me so gently with His joy to replace any sorrows.  Passionately seeking and savoring Him in all His Glory is the key to joy and life that is abundantly lived because of Him no matter what the circumstances.  Rejoice for He is near.  Rejoice in even the sufferings that draw us near to Him.  It is there that we are able to testify of Him to a world seeking solace.  Can I tell them that He is the fountain of living water, if I were never thirsty? 

God our refuge and our hope

Psalm 46

King James Version (KJV)

Psalm 46

1God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

2Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea;

3Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah.

4There is a river, the streams whereof shall make glad the city of God, the holy place of the tabernacles of the most High.

5God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: God shall help her, and that right early.

6The heathen raged, the kingdoms were moved: he uttered his voice, the earth melted.

7The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.

8Come, behold the works of the LORD, what desolations he hath made in the earth.

9He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the earth; he breaketh the bow, and cutteth the spear in sunder; he burneth the chariot in the fire.

10Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.

11The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah.

      In the news every day there are so many things that could cause our hearts to tremble if we were not aware that our Father is in control and He rules on His throne.  This does not mean, for example that no bad news can become a part of my family because of this—it does mean that no bad news that does become a part of my family was not ordained by my heavenly Father who loves me and my children with an unconditional, sacrificial love.  It does mean that a sovereign omnipotent, omniscient God has allowed that to come into my or my families life that we might come to know Him more intimately and that we might see the power of His might in the midst of whatever storm.  That through that trial we might shine forth His Glory to the world who is watching whether we know they are or not. 

            When the whirlwinds of doubt surround you, when life’s storms are pounding at very soul, and when there seems to be no answer—Be still and know that He is God.  Bask in His presence until all doubt fades away.  Remember as Christ said, John 16: “

33These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.

 

 

Whiter than Snow Expounded

I previously posted Whiter than Snow, but realized that there were some questions left unanswered in the initial posting.  Precisely when doing a bible search of those words—they presented mostly in reference to Christ; however, what was I to do with the two times that it referred to leprousy occurring as a result of sin in the lives of  Gehazi and Miriam?   Where did this idea fit within the framework of the chapter in the which my desire was to show that God takes our sin and transforms us.  “Though your sin be as scarlet it shall be white as snow.”  I prayed earnestly for God to tell explain this to me and I kept studying this portion again.  He did and that was so amazing that I must share the re-write of this section. 

Whiter Than Snow

though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be white as snow, though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.” Isaiah 1:18

Throughout my life one of those things that I have most struggled with is my own sense of failure and guilt. This becomes even more prevalent when facing a trial. What did I do this time to deserve this punishment? Guilt and self-disdain quickly become utter despair. Then that despair at times led to a paralyzing depression which blocked my ability to accomplish anything or to feel love. In the center of this disdaining despair, I found that I could not feel God’s presence; even though I know He was there. Everything appeared as though the world was crashing in around me and I was certain in that moment it must have been my fault. In those moments I became acutely aware of the fact that I would never be good enough to earn God’s love by my own efforts. Though this is a struggle I have battled with during each valley; I have learned that guilt is actually Satan’s trap. Momentarily my testimony for Christ becomes nonexistent. In fact, anger builds within as I battle against guilt and hatred of myself. In those moments I have found myself plummeting downward farther and farther. That anger results in my snapping harsh words to those around me which then drives me ever deeper into despair. So, how can I or you be released from a sense of guilt and failure? The answer is to lay it forever at the cross of Christ and remember the fact that God has already paid for that sin. There are some direct consequences of sin which may result in trials; but God is not punishing you. For example, if I were to steal; then I might be in jail or if I decide to be promiscuous; then HIV may be a direct consequence of that decision. Yet, because Christ has covered my sins from the moment I accepted Him as my Savior; He can and will make something beautiful from even my failures when I bring them to the cross. Salvation is available by Grace and Grace alone. Although God may allow the consequences of my sin to occur; He is not standing up in heaven looking down waiting to swat me with some gigantic flyswatter. Instead, He looks down with great sorrow and tears over my failure to understand that His plan for me is the best. He knows that my failures are a result of my inability to fully comprehend His love and the price He paid for me.

My struggle with guilt and self-disdain has been my greatest thorn in the flesh. Even in childhood, I worked constantly striving toward perfection in hopes to be liked by those around me. I was an overweight little girl with a speech impediment; so, I worked hard toward pleasing the teachers and being a good student. I remember an incident in first grade. There was a little boy that I admired and he had used his crayons to color inside his desk. Since I thought his desk was so pretty, I decided to color inside mine. When the teacher angrily asked me who had colored my desk, I became frightened and said, “I don’t know.” Consequently, she paddled me and made me stay in during recess to clean my desk. This should have been the end of the story; but I carried around the guilt for the act and the lie for years. The remainder of that year, my eyes faced the floor whenever I had to go up front to answer a question or talk to the teacher. Inside, I felt I was a failure; despite my graduating first grade as #1 in my class. Three years later, I remember some adult just as conversation said, “You gotten spanked at school, yet?” Then quickly my little voice said “No.” I was too ashamed to tell the truth; yet, I worried over that lie for many years to come. I somehow believed that God was going to reach down and strike me with a bolt of lightning. I have struggled with that same sense of fear and guilt throughout my life and even more so when a valley comes. Remember God’s answer to Paul regarding his thorn in the flesh? God said, “My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness” 2 Corinthians 12:9. His Grace is sufficient to cover my failures, my sins and my guilt. He has gently reminded me of this truth each step of my journey. So, if you find yourself as a Christian burdened down by guilt; please take this journey with me. If you have never accepted Christ as your Savior, then also take this journey so as to find the only way to have your sin guilt removed.

When I first began my Master’s program in late 1997, I would stay with my 104 year old Grandfather. He was essentially blind from macular degeneration and nearly deaf; yet, he lived alone and cared for himself. This patriarch of the faith spent every day in prayer and Bible study. He had special earphones and a taped Bible that he continued to study daily. I often joked that if I needed anything of God- I just needed to ask my Grandfather because I was certain he had a telephone to God, a direct hotline that never had any static. One of the times I was there he began to expound on Isaiah 1:18though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be white as snow, though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.” He would tell me, as a reminder, that after accepting Christ, one’s soul could no longer sin. The soul is made Whiter than snow. He would explain that our flesh could sin, but our soul could not sin. Our soul had been washed in the blood of Christ and would remain sinless from the moment we accepted Christ and throughout eternity.

Though I understood what this great Christian patriarch was saying, I failed to fully grasp the depth of those words or to accept the full gravity of the meanings. I understood with my intellect; yet, my own guilt would at times block this truth from my heart. The truth that we are made “whiter than snow” has such a depth of meaning and is the true expression of Grace demonstrated by God. Why do I fail to be able to claim this truth? It is in those dark hours of despair that He has led me to look once more at this truth. I began to search the scripture about “white as snow”. That review led me to find the other uses of “whiter than snow” or white as wool.” That search led me to discover that those words were used in two separate references. It was used in referring to the leprosy of Miriam, Naaman, and Ghehazi. Then it was used in reference to Christ. At first there was some question in my mind as to how could the leprosy be used and at first I thought this had to be a mistake. Yet, God never makes a mistake; therefore I researched the references a little farther and then I found within the law an answer which I hope I might convey without causing any confusion. When looking at the law regarding leprosy we find in Leviticus 13: 12And if a leprosy break out abroad in the skin, and the leprosy cover all the skin of him that hath the plague from his head even to his foot, wheresoever the priest looketh;  13Then the priest shall consider: and, behold, if the leprosy have covered all his flesh, he shall pronounce him clean that hath the plague: it is all turned white: he is clean. 14But when raw flesh appeareth in him, he shall be unclean.  15And the priest shall see the raw flesh, and pronounce him to be unclean: for the raw flesh is unclean: it is leprosy.” So, if the flesh were all covered and had become all white (covering the diseased flesh); then the leper was declared clean. This is much like our sin being covered by the blood of Christ until the flesh below the surface of the white righteousness of Christ cannot be seen again in the eyes of God.

Now let’s take a look at the scriptures about leprosy where “whiter than snow” were used.

Numbers 12

1And Miriam and Aaron spake against Moses because of the Ethiopian woman whom he had married: for he had married an Ethiopian woman.

2And they said, Hath the LORD indeed spoken only by Moses? hath he not spoken also by us? And the LORD heard it.

3(Now the man Moses was very meek, above all the men which were upon the face of the earth.)

4And the LORD spake suddenly unto Moses, and unto Aaron, and unto Miriam, Come out ye three unto the tabernacle of the congregation. And they three came out.

5And the LORD came down in the pillar of the cloud, and stood in the door of the tabernacle, and called Aaron and Miriam: and they both came forth.

6And he said, Hear now my words: If there be a prophet among you, I the LORD will make myself known unto him in a vision, and will speak unto him in a dream.

7My servant Moses is not so, who is faithful in all mine house.

8With him will I speak mouth to mouth, even apparently, and not in dark speeches; and the similitude of the LORD shall he behold: wherefore then were ye not afraid to speak against my servant Moses?

9And the anger of the LORD was kindled against them; and he departed.

10And the cloud departed from off the tabernacle; and, behold, Miriam became leprous, white as snow: and Aaron looked upon Miriam, and, behold, she was leprous.

11And Aaron said unto Moses, Alas, my lord, I beseech thee, lay not the sin upon us, wherein we have done foolishly, and wherein we have sinned.

12Let her not be as one dead, of whom the flesh is half consumed when he cometh out of his mother’s womb.

13And Moses cried unto the LORD, saying, Heal her now, O God, I beseech thee.

14And the LORD said unto Moses, If her father had but spit in her face, should she not be ashamed seven days? let her be shut out from the camp seven days, and after that let her be received in again.

15And Miriam was shut out from the camp seven days: and the people journeyed not till Miriam was brought in again”

Miriam had sinned against God; yet when she was cursed with leprosy at the same time she was covered from head to toe. She was sent to separation from the group for seven days. She was aware of her sin and her leprous flesh; yet, He covered her white as snow which by the law would declare her clean. A perfect picture of Grace in that sinful flesh was covered white as snow by God’s gracious hand. Before a person accepts the atonement for sin they must understand that they are a sinner and are in a sense “leprous with sin.” Much like leprosy which destroys one’s ability to feel pain; sin destroys overtime our ability to even feel any weight for our sins. One lie leads to bigger lies to full corruption sometimes with no remorse, etcetera.

The second example in which leprosy was used in the Bible with the words “whiter than snow” was very similar and as follows.

2 Kings 5: 20But Gehazi, the servant of Elisha the man of God, said, Behold, my master hath spared Naaman this Syrian, in not receiving at his hands that which he brought: but, as the LORD liveth, I will run after him, and take somewhat of him.

21So Gehazi followed after Naaman. And when Naaman saw him running after him, he lighted down from the chariot to meet him, and said, Is all well?

22And he said, All is well. My master hath sent me, saying, Behold, even now there be come to me from mount Ephraim two young men of the sons of the prophets: give them, I pray thee, a talent of silver, and two changes of garments.

23And Naaman said, Be content, take two talents. And he urged him, and bound two talents of silver in two bags, with two changes of garments, and laid them upon two of his servants; and they bare them before him.

24And when he came to the tower, he took them from their hand, and bestowed them in the house: and he let the men go, and they departed.

25But he went in, and stood before his master. And Elisha said unto him, Whence comest thou, Gehazi? And he said, Thy servant went no whither.

26And he said unto him, Went not mine heart with thee, when the man turned again from his chariot to meet thee? Is it a time to receive money, and to receive garments, and oliveyards, and vineyards, and sheep, and oxen, and menservants, and maidservants?

27The leprosy therefore of Naaman shall cleave unto thee, and unto thy seed for ever. And he went out from his presence a leper as white as snow.”

Again though Gehazi’s sin was displayed in the leprous flesh; God’s Grace was displayed again by covering the entire flesh as white as snow—proclaiming Gehazi clean under the law. In both cases Miriam and Gehazi, lived out their days covered with this white flesh as a constant reminder of God’s grace which can be a perfect illustration of our own exchange of our sin for Christ’s righteousness. We must ever be reminded of who we really are (leprous sinners) saved by Grace and now covered with Christ’s white robe of righteousness. Remembrance of our sins should not be as a result of “guilt” anymore; rather our clothing of righteousness should draw us ever more diligently in love to desire to display the righteousness in which we are clothed and not to demonstrate the flesh below. And we know that Gehazi was not retired from his service to God as one might note in 2 Kings 8: 4 where he is referred to as “Gehazi the servant of the man of God” That is Grace demonstrated.

The remainder of the incidences in which God has used the expression of “whiter than snow” or “white as wool” are in reference to Christ Himself.

In Daniel 7:9 it is written “And the Ancient of days did sit whose garment was white as snow and hair of his head like the pure wool.” Again in Matthew 28:3 when speaking of Jesus as he ascended from the grave “ His countenance was like lightening and his raiment white as snow, and the hair of his head like the pure wool.” Furthermore it is found in Matthew 28:3 when speaking of Jesus as he ascended from the grave “His countenance was like lightening and his raiment white as snow.” It is amazing to me that there is even a greater significance than merely Grace to save us found in these references (For the grace that saves us is already so much more than we deserve. Yet in the remainder of the references to “white as snow or in reference to wool, refers to the countenance of Christ, which represents the significance of these words, whiter than snow when referring to the believer. That though our sins are like “scarlet” when washed in the blood of Christ our souls take on “His image” and we become, as He is – sinless and blameless before God.

I also found this reference in Mark 9:3 as Peter, James and John transcended a high mountain “He was transfigured before them. And his raiment became shining, exceeding white as snow, so as no fuller on earth can white them.” Christ’s raiment was “whiter than snow” is also referred to in Revelations 1: 13-14 “ And in the midst of the candlesticks one like unto the Son of man his head and his hair were while like wool, as white as snow.”

Wow, when He says, “though your sins be as scarlet they shall be white as snow” He is referring to a transformation of our sins to being spotless like Jesus. Covered in His blood we are accounted as having perfection and become clothed with his white garment of righteousness. This is through faith and grace. Paul refers to Abraham in Romans 4:3, by saying “Abraham believed God and it was counted unto him for righteousness.” Our faith and belief are counted for righteousness. “Though your sins be as scarlet”- refers to blood guiltiness. There are some who would try to say, “But I try to live a good life-I haven’t done anything that bad.” But as is noted in Romans 3:23 “For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.” None of us through works of our own can find righteousness or wash away our sin nature- we remain red as scarlet. Only the blood of Christ can make our garments “white as snow” “But we are an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our iniquities like the wind, have taken us away.” Isaiah 63:

Now Crimson is a red colorfast dye of the scarlet worm-it is a stain very difficult to eradicate. Therefore, the symbolic removal of this stain and turning it to white as wool represents something so difficult that man could not himself remove. It is a picture of the life changing Grace of God that delivers us from our sins. Our sins a deep stain impossible to remove is made white as wool by the precious blood of Christ.

This is truly of Grace and grace alone. “For by Grace are ye saved through faith, and that not of yourselves it is the Gift of God-Not of works, lest any man should boast.” Ephesians 2:7-9 It is through faith that grace abounds unto righteousness. “even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life. 19For as by one man’s disobedience many were made sinners, so by the obedience of one shall many be made righteous.” Romans 5: 18-19

This righteousness that is accounted to each who believes in Jesus Christ by faith is not based on works. Therefore, it cannot be a source of neither pride nor guilt. Our works cannot alter it. The soul is free from all sin-past, present and future. The soul can no longer sin. “Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God.” I John 3:9. This perfection of the soul, this covering of our sins is forever due to the sacrifice of Christ. “But this man, after he had offered the one sacrifice for sins forever, sat down on the right hand of God; from henceforth expecting till his enemies be made his footstool. For by one offering he has perfected forever them that are sanctified.” Hebrews 10: 12-14

It is difficult for us to recognize the magnitude of His Grace; but truly He has taken our scarlet stains of sin and washed them whiter than snow. He has made us sons-joint heirs of His kingdom. “But when the fullness of time was come, God sent forth his Son, made of a woman, made under the law. To redeem them that were under the law, that we might receive the adoption of sons. And because ye are sons, God hath sent forth the Spirit of His Son into your hearts, crying Abba Father. Wherefore thou art no more a servant, but a son; and if a son, then an heir of God through Christ.” Galatians 4:4-7 Being covered by the blood of Christ, we are seen by the Father as “whiter than snow-like wool” just as He has described His Son. He is about the business of perfecting that transformation; yet, God always sees the finished product. “For whom He did foreknow He also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of His Son” Romans 8:29

At the point of accepting Christ as our Savior, we are forgiven of our sins. Additionally we are given Christ’s righteousness-placed in our account. Being accounted righteous means we are no longer captives of neither guilt nor sin’s hold. It has been my experience that when I get buried in my own guilt, I am more likely to keep falling into the same sin. Therefore, guilt does not release me from sin’s hold on my life. Only grace and faith can do that. Besides, guilt is a very prideful thing when confronted with scripture. It is saying, “God, Christ may have died for my sin; but my sin is too big for You to forgive.” When we are guilt-laden we are focused on our self and our sin rather than the blood of Christ. We do not become justified by wallowing in our guilt; we are justified by Christ. The truth of that sets you free from both sin and the guilt thereof. When you are condemning yourself, you are focused on you, not on God. 2 Corinthians 3: 17-18 says, “17Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. 18But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord.” So I urge you and myself to take our eyes off of our failures and look deep into the face of Christ.

Many fear to teach the truth concerning Grace. They fear that people will utilize this as a license to sin more. The truth gives too much liberty they think. Despite the inability of our soul to sin once saved- our flesh remains filled with the sin nature as is so clearly stated by Paul the apostle. “For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not, for that which I would, that do I not, what I hate that I do. If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good. Now it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. For I know that in me (that is in my flesh) dwelleth no good thing for to will is present with me, but how to perform that which is good I find not. For the good that I would I do not but the evil which I would not, that I do. I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil, is present with me. For I delight in the law of God after the inward man But I see another law in my members warring against the law of my mind and bringing me into the captivity to the law of sin which is in my members. O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin.” Romans 7: 15-25.

Our flesh, our sinful nature still sins: however the Holy Spirit which dwells in us draws us toward the likeness of Christ. “There is therefore no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death. For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and for sin condemned sin in the flesh, that the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.” Romans 8:1-4. Once we take our focus off of our guilt and ourselves to place that focus on Jesus; we actually sin less. The reason being when we are focused on Christ, we see sin for what it really is-a barrier to demonstrating the praise to Christ that would bring Him the Glory we desire to bring Him. The more we focus on Christ, the more we love Him. The more we love Him, the more we want to bring smiles to His face rather than tears of sorrow. We become compelled by love to please Him, not out of fear.

My belated husband suffered greatly from a bipolar disorder which tormented him day and night. That spilled over at times to his becoming very abusive. The early years of my marriage led me to obey him out of fear. I remained frustrated, victimized, and doomed to fail over and over. There came a moment in which the eyes of my heart began to see him clearly as this tormented soul. Suddenly, my reason for trying to please him came out of love instead of fear. I wanted to ease his discomfort. No longer was I a victim. I was now empowered to love. I know in some ways this may be a poor illustration; yet, God used those years to teach me about unconditional love. He allowed me, this imperfect human, to demonstrate unconditional love. There I began to understand God’s unconditional love for me which was greater than anything I could display. God does not have a bipolar abusive personality; but when we walk around with guilt and fear of His punishment, we are acting as though He does. Instead, He is looking at us with unconditional love which only wants the best for us.

What possibly can all this really mean to us? It means we have liberty and freedom from both guilt and worry concerning our Christian walk. It means that when I fall face down into the mud, God does not gleefully look down and rub my face in it. There in that pit of mud I may keep my head down as I pitifully cry out to God of my failure. At that very moment, God reaches down, takes my hand, and with gentle voice says as He looks through the blood of Christ; “What sin my child? I don’t see any. Come. Take my hand. We have work that needs to be done. The fields are white with harvest.” He gently pulls me up, dusts me off, kisses my cheek and off we go together. Such love and grace He displays. Remember this salvation and this walk with God is dependent on faith and faith only. We are free from the bondage of the law. Let loose the chains that weigh you down. Accept God’s full grace—knowing that once saved—your soul has been washed “whiter than snow”. Let go of your chains of guilt and worry—allow the Holy Spirit to perform His work through you. Allow God’s righteous work to be performed in your body by the Spirit. Take that deep breath of fresh air that fills your body and soul, that breath that comes from the freedom of walking in Grace. Oh, what Amazing and magnificent Grace that God hath poured forth on us.

Let us Pray

“Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for your Grace that has covered all my sins. Thank you for the sacrifice of your Son that I might be freed forever from the bondage of sin, guilt and worry—that my soul might be “whiter than snow”. My God thou art truly an awesome God, full of Mercy and Grace. Guide me with thy Spirit, direct my life. Let your righteousness Shine forth through me. Help me when I am weak and fail to claim this truth in my own life. Be my faith when I can no longer believe. Thank you for this love you have so freely given and thank you for your unconditional love even when I fail to love myself. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.