As we saw yesterday, Christ said that "these things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.  What things you might ask?  Please, I need to know what things that I might in the midst of this worlds sorrows cling to a hope for joy, you might plead.  So let’s look at what Christ had just said.

15 I am the true vine, and my Father is the husbandman.

2 Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit.

3 Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you.

4 Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me.

5 I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing.

6 If a man abide not in me, he is cast forth as a branch, and is withered; and men gather them, and cast them into the fire, and they are burned.

7 If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.

8 Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples.

9 As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love.

10 If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments, and abide in his love.

11 These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.

He had declared that He was the vine and we the branches.  The only life giving, joy flowing, energy filling source is found through Him.  We cannot bare the fruits of the Spirit (love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, and faith Galatians 5:22) unless we first have the life-flowing sap of the vine in us.  Christ is that means by which we may be grafted into the vine. A vine; however, that is not pruned does not bear fruit.  If not tended by the husbandman (God), the branches would grow wildly with hundreds of shoots going off in wild directions.  Those shoots do not bear fruit.  Sounds a lot like us and our desires running into a thousand directions with little true purpose; ahh, but such is the human race. 

Then how do we ever learn to abide in the vine.  Is it a hopeless dream that I will ever become a fruit laden branch for God?  Can this regenerate, willful branch ever learn to be fully submitted to Him and quit trying to prove itself by trying to do the work for God?  Will I ever reach that point that I do not weep over the pruning when God so wisely removes those desires I am clinging so tightly to; in order that I might wholeheartedly seek the only true treasure which is God, Alone.  He must continually cut away those counterfeit joys in order that I might seek and savor the only true joy which I can find in Him. Ever so gently He has provided me with glimpses of His Joy and His Glory; knowing that the magnitude of His Wondrous Glory, Love and Joy are too great for this human heart to fully comprehend. Yet, I have felt His Joy just enough to know I want and desire it with all of my heart and soul.  I have seen just enough of His Glory to know that I hunger and thirst after Him as the greatest treasure.  Still there are moments when life with all its trials, sorrows and demands seem to blur my vision.  The depth of sorrow that comes is even greater in those moments because I have tasted of His Joy and His Glory.  I hunger and thirst after Him.   Like David in Psalm 27: ⁴One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. ..⁸When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.”

            As we come to realize that His beauty, His Glory is greater to be desired than anything we have ever imagined; we seek Him and savor Him.  We begin prizing Him, cherishing Him, loving Him above any other treasure; yet, this does not mean that our sorrow is completely gone while we are yet in this world.  We are never beyond the battle on this earth against negativity even within our own hearts.  We do however battle for joy in the midst of all this sorrow.  We may be broken heartedly clinging tight to that joy which we now have seen glimpses of and hold very tightly to it; because nothing else on this earth can ever compare to it.   (Excerpt from Ultimate Inspiration-God’s Plan of Love)

When we see Him as our greatest treasure and have glimpsed at His Glory as that which we desire most; then we can see beyond the pain that we might feel at this moment to glance at the portrait that God is weaving within our lives- a portrait of His Son.  Only He can see the upper side and only He knows how all the threads when woven together will portray His Glory and His Son to a world is such dire need of Him.  We too often look at the moment and forget to focus on the "big picture" which only God can see.  I can trust Him with each detail.  Only then can I say as did Paul the Apostle in 2 Corinthians 6: "⁴ in all things approving ourselves as the ministers of God, in much patience, in afflictions, in necessities, in distresses, ⁵In stripes, in imprisonments, in tumults, in labours, in watchings, in fastings; ⁶By pureness, by knowledge, by long suffering, by kindness, by the Holy Ghost, by love unfeigned, ⁷By the word of truth, by the power of God, by the armour of righteousness on the right hand and on the left, ⁸By honour and dishonour, by evil report and good report: as deceivers, and yet true; ⁹As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed; ¹⁰As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things."

Oh, that we will never lose heart fighting for Joy in Christ, no matter how the hurricane winds of sorrow, pain, and guilt surround us each day in this world.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygx4Qe27lBw

Tomorrow we will look a little deeper into Abiding.

“Fits of depression come over the most of us. Cheerful as we may be, we must at intervals be cast down. The strong are not always vigorous, the wise not always ready, the brave not always courageous, and the joyous not always happy.

There may be here and there men of iron to whom wear and tear work no perceptible detriment, but surely the rust frets even these; and as for ordinary men, the Lord knows and makes them to know that they are but dust.

Knowing by most painful experience what deep depression of spirit means, being visited therewith at seasons by no means few or far between, “  Charles Spurgeon    "When a Preacher is downcast"

If God’s Purpose for my creation was to share with this pauper His Love, His Joy, and His Glory; then, why would I ever feel downcast?  Is that an ever pressing reminder of my own failure of faith? We pray; yet, there are times when God says wait–yet we wonder how long?  We see the world around us filled with evil and despair, while we cling so tightly to that thread of hope.  People in despair without jobs while the very cost of living increases daily.  Our salaries diminish, our costs increase and we are pressed against a wall wondering "Why?"  I have faithfully tithed all these years, did I expect prosperity in return?  Still, He has provided each day the needs of that day.  Where do we go when the sorrows and weights of this world seem to creep in to steal our joy in Christ?  Is there any purpose in those moments?  How do we fight for joy in the midst of our life?

We are certainly not alone in our questions.  Look at Paul the Apostle who faced trials from every side, imprisonments, beatings, hunger, and great sorrow at times. 

2 Corinthians 7:

5 For, when we were come into Macedonia, our flesh had no rest, but we were troubled on every side; without were fightings, within were fears.

Then look at David, who was haunted by his own failures with there resultant consequences.

Psalm 90: 8 Thou hast set our iniquities before thee, our secret sins in the light of thy countenance.

9 For all our days are passed away in thy wrath: we spend our years as a tale that is told.

10 The days of our years are threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away.

11 Who knoweth the power of thine anger? even according to thy fear, so is thy wrath.

12 So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.

13 Return, O Lord, how long? and let it repent thee concerning thy servants.

14 O satisfy us early with thy mercy; that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.

15 Make us glad according to the days wherein thou hast afflicted us, and the years wherein we have seen evil.

16 Let thy work appear unto thy servants, and thy glory unto their children.

17 And let the beauty of the Lord our God be upon us: and establish thou the work of our hands upon us; yea, the work of our hands establish thou it.

So what do we do?  Do we just sit in our sorrow and carry our cross with downcast eyes until the day we die?  NO, We fight for our Joy in Christ; laying aside all those counterfeit joys which we formerly desired.  We stand on faith and grace; knowing that God has the perfect plan for our life.  Paul wrote the question and the answer to the church at Philippe.

Phillipians 1: 

21 For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.

22 But if I live in the flesh, this is the fruit of my labour: yet what I shall choose I wot not.

23 For I am in a strait betwixt two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ; which is far better:

24 Nevertheless to abide in the flesh is more needful for you.

25 And having this confidence, I know that I shall abide and continue with you all for your furtherance and joy of faith;

26 That your rejoicing may be more abundant in Jesus Christ for me by my coming to you again.

Paul desired to leave the worries and trials of this world behind to be with Christ.  The burdens were heavy; however, he knew he had a job to do.  He was to teach the people how to grow in the "Joy of Faith"  Our lives are bought with a grave price.  How can I teach you to walk through trials, if I never faced a trial myself?  How can I boldly say, you must fight to cling tight to the Joy that is found in Christ when the hurricanes of this world swirl about you?

Let’s briefly look at what Christ promised in John 15.

John 15: 9 As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love.

10 If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments, and abide in his love.

11 These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6p0fH8TDL5I

Tomorrow we will look deeper into the "these things" Christ referred to so that you might stand and your joy might be full

We began yesterday to explore the elements of Restoration for a Heart shattered by Sin.  We explored David’s story and began to look at the first four elements which in some ways are our part; yet, without God shining His light deep into our hearts we might go on obvious to our own plight.  We would continue to plunge downward into an eternity separated from the only true source of Joy, Love, Hope, and Glory which is God Him self.  For those of us whose eternity is secure in Christ, I can guarantee that your spirit and soul are in the most miserable of places whenever sin stands between you and full fellowship with God.  (If you can happily live in sin, then look very deep into your heart to find out whether you have ever accepted Christ as your Savior) Let’s continue on to look at the Elements of Restoration for which we will turn to Peter’s denial and Peter’s restoration.  

Luke 22: 60 And Peter said, Man, I know not what thou sayest. And immediately, while he yet spake, the cock crew.

61 And the Lord turned, and looked upon Peter. And Peter remembered the word of the Lord, how he had said unto him, Before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice.

62 And Peter went out, and wept bitterly.

Peter’s spirit at that point was broken—whatever concept of himself he had before this denial was suddenly crushed into the realization that he even being warned could not stand a single night without betraying His Lord and Savior. This the same Peter who had so boldly declared that Christ was the Son of God, the same one who walked on the water, and only a few hours prior declared that he was willing to go to prison or death with Christ.  A few hours later here he was having denied his Lord 3 times.   Imagine the scene of a rugged fisherman sobbing bitterly from his broken spirit, broken and contrite heart.   How could that have happened?  Had he not been warned by Christ himself?  Couldn’t he have done better than that?  After all, he had walked side by side with Jesus.  His was the same brokenness, same questions, same declarations of “never could I betray you, Lord” as mine before any of my failures.  I have the Holy Spirit and the gospel with me.  I have walked with Christ for 50 years. I, like Peter, have no excuses that can be rationalized within my own life and heart.  He was devastated by that glimpse of Jesus who in the midst of being beaten and accused took a moment to glimpse over at this His disciple with eyes of compassion and love.  Though He had warned Peter, He knew the depth of brokenness this would create in the heart of this His follower.  (excerpt from A Broken and Contrite Heart).

Element #5:  The Intercessory Prayer of Christ.  God is the Master Weaver and has a plan for Your Life that all Things will work together to transform each child that accepts Him into the likeness of His Son.  Sometimes that means He allows Satan to sift you.  God could say No; which is what I always wondered about.  Why God, did you not stop me?  Ahh, but without free will, stumbles and even falls; would I learn to walk with Him because of love, devotion, and desire to become like Him? Could this covetous, self exalting heart ever truly love God if it were never shattered by it’s own sin–learning to hate sin with the passion that God hates it?  Yet, even when God allows Satan to sift you, Christ is seated at the right hand of God making intercession for you just as He did for Peter. (Luke 22: 31-32)

Element #6: The Compassionate Love of Christ.  In the most painful moment, while enduring the beatings of the soldiers; Christ turned to compassionate look upon Peter.  This was not an “I told you so” look.  It was, “Peter, I love you; I do this for you and later you will understand.  Remember I prayed for you.  How many times has Christ looked down from heaven and even wept tears for me because I did not understand; yet, compassionately, gently He looked upon me.

Element #7: The Intervening work of Christ on the Cross and His Resurrection.  That was why we see in Mark 16; "6 And he saith unto them, Be not affrighted: Ye seek Jesus of Nazareth, which was crucified: he is risen; he is not here: behold the place where they laid him.7 But go your way, tell his disciples and Peter that he goeth before you into Galilee: there shall ye see him, as he said unto you."  It was as if Christ was already saying, now run, tell Peter that His redemption, His forgiveness has been bought by my death and I have overcome the sin which hath beset you.  Good news Peter, I conquered your sin; once and for ever. 

Element #8: God’s call to Service.  As Peter, we may say that all is good and well with His intercessory prayer and His finished plan of Redemption; but still, I have failed so badly that God could never use me.  Note, Peter went back to fishing fish, not men as Christ had called Him to do.  He returned to where it had all begun, and Christ met him there once more to call him to service.  Christ was waiting on the shore with food to feed their physical hunger and then he asked Peter to go for a walk.  Imagine the scene.

So they begin this walk, Peter hardly able to contain himself with the thoughts most likely running through his mind.  It was the first time they were alone and Christ wanted to talk to him.  Then came the piercing questions in a series of three; just like the denial had been a series of three so too the restoring questions are a series of three.  Peter prior to the incident was so confident that he loved Christ better than the other disciples and that he would go to prison or death because of his love for Christ.  Yet, Peter, came to realize that his own love was not perfect; instead he needed to rest on the assurance that Christ’s love was all sufficient.  So it is that Christ asked Peter “Simon, son of Jonah, lovest thou me?”  Note that Christ once more is calling Peter by his human name and not the spiritual name he had been given.  Another point of great interest is the word “lovest”,  In the latin languages, there are various distinctly different words that refer to love.  One type of love is “agape” love.  This is an unconditional, never failing, God like love.   The other word for love that is used in these verses is phileo love (this refers to a general brother-like love) and would be considered a good type of love; but certainly, with limitations and flaws.  It is more like an affection rather than a steady burning, unconditional love.  Therefore, the conversation went something like this.  Christ said, “Simon, do you love me with a burning, unconditional agape love?”  Peter’s response is “yeah Lord, I love you with an affectionate, brother like Phileo love.” Christ commands Peter to feed his sheep.  Remember once more this is the same Peter who had previously swore his love to be greater than anyone’s and now he hesitates in his own description of his love for Christ, doubting the depth and sincerity of it.  . So, Christ again asks Peter, “Simon, do you love me with a burning, unconditional agape love?”  Peter’s response again is “yeah Lord, I love you with an affectionate, brother like Phileo love” Christ commands Peter once more to feed his sheep, as demonstration of that love and devotion—He is calling Peter into service again.  Then on the third question, Christ asks; “Simon, do you love with an affectionate, brother like love?”  What a grievous question.  Peter must have quickly thought as I have at times thought, “Lord is my ability to love you so flawed that I cannot even attempt to demonstrate it, does it not even show?”  Yet, very humbly, Peter now replies:  “Lord, you know all things, look into my heart Lord and You will not need to ask such a question.”   Once more the Lord calls Peter into service with “Feed my sheep”  (Excerpts from A Broken and Contrite Heart)

Peter had come to realize that he, himself was nothing and had nothing to boast of except for Jesus Christ.  He came to realize that in the power of his own love, he would fail. His self-righteous spirit was broken completely.  His heart had been broken for Christ and now restored was a humble heart that recognized that unless it is Christ’s love and work through him, there was no work at all.  Now with all self pride stripped away, Peter was ready to become the preacher he needed to be.  He found his own central core of hope in future grace set firm in Jesus Christ and Christ Alone-“the hope for Glory”  (Excerpts from a Broken and Contrite Heart)

So dear child, if you have found yourself at that point; as Peter, as David, and as I have in my life; where you believe that God could never use you again, let me assure you He can.  My prayer for you is the same as Paul wrote in

Ephesians 3:

17 That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love,

18 May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height;

19 And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.

Love Divine

by

Effie Darlene Barba

He comes to me when night is still

I hear his gentle, loving voice

He whispers words or sometimes songs

To help me choose which choice

I feel the warmth of His embrace

When darkness, sorrow fills the air

I feel such comfort, safety there

So far from Satan’s lair

So many years I searched to find

A human love, true friend for me

Yet, were there one, oh could I hear

His voice, such clarity

If I were left to choose which path

Is better, higher here to trod

And knew this much as now I know

I surely would choose God

You see, what I had thought was loss

Through tears and pain I now can see

He had a plan, a perfect plan

Of love and joy for me

Though sorrow, pain may be the way

He draws me close and holds me near

I know that He has felt each pain

And cried with me each tear

And though at times I was untrue

His love, His strength His hope is mine

What wondrous joy delight I know

Such gracious love divine

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The Christian life is a journey that begins when we accept Christ as our Savior.  We are at the point of salvation declared righteous before the mighty, Just God having had all the penalty for our sins paid for at the Cross by Jesus who took upon Himself the full wrath that Justice and righteousness demanded.  I truly wish that I could tell you that since that day, I have always lived out that righteousness; but that would be a lie–and therefore a sin in itself.  I have been so richly blessed by God through His revelations of Him self to me; I wish I could say that for a certainty I will not fail Him today.  Yet, I have learned that I can have no confidence in my self to perform.  Each time I believe the sifting and refining work is nearing completion; another blemish is revealed. David loved God, followed after God and was called "A man after the heart of God"  Yet, in a period of time when everything seemed to be going so well, sin crept in.  He was now King as God had promised.  There in all his God Given success, he became complacent, much like we do after some victory over some sin in our own lives.  How quickly we forget our own frailty.

And so, 2 Samuel 11:1 at the time when kings go forth to battle, … David tarried still at Jerusalem.

2 And it came to pass in an evening tide, that David arose from off his bed, and walked upon the roof of the king’s house: and from the roof he saw a woman washing herself; and the woman was very beautiful to look upon.

Thus began the desire, the fulfillment of the desire and the elaborate cover up (as though he could hide His sin from God).  Don’t become self righteousness here and think, "Well, I would never …"  I am certain if you look within, you have.  In fact, if you think that you are too "Godly to ever do such a thing"; you are about to.  David had thought he hid his sin well, covered it over; but he was about to realize that he had not dealt with it before God nor within His own heart.  Nathan then goes before the King.

2 Samuel 12: 

And the Lord sent Nathan unto David. And he came unto him, and said unto him, There were two men in one city; the one rich, and the other poor.

2 The rich man had exceeding many flocks and herds:

3 But the poor man had nothing, save one little ewe lamb, which he had bought and nourished up: and it grew up together with him, and with his children; it did eat of his own meat, and drank of his own cup, and lay in his bosom, and was unto him as a daughter.

4 And there came a traveller unto the rich man, and he spared to take of his own flock and of his own herd, to dress for the wayfaring man that was come unto him; but took the poor man’s lamb, and dressed it for the man that was come to him.

5 And David’s anger was greatly kindled against the man; and he said to Nathan, As the Lord liveth, the man that hath done this thing shall surely die:

6 And he shall restore the lamb fourfold, because he did this thing, and because he had no pity.

7 And Nathan said to David, Thou art the man.

For David, the weight of his sin came crashing down upon him at that moment.  Have you ever been there?  I know I have.  One of those times was when I crying with frustration to God I had asked Him, "Why must you always break my heart?"  Somehow in my broken theology at the time, I had believed that God would provide me with a companion to love me–"the desire of my heart". That belief had led me down many paths which often led me to compromise.  After being widowed in 1994, I was crushed.  My husbands first declaration of his love for me came only 24 hours before his death (before that his own fears had caused him to always say, "I married you because you are a good woman, not for love".)  Still, I believed because I had been faithful to God; God would now provide someone.  (Note, "I had been faithful"—again, marred theology because "I" have nothing without grace to be faithful with".  So back to what happened many years later in 2005, as I cried out to God, "Why must you always break my heart?"   As my angry sobbing began to quiet, I heard the gentlest of voices as God whispered back, "Oh, Child, do you not see? It has been you who broke my heart.  Do you not realize that I am the companion and the love you seek after?  Do you not know that I love you beyond anything that you could ever imagine?  Why do you not see that I am standing here with everything that you need–desiring to lavish you with my hope, my joy, my love and my glory?  At that moment, my heart shattered with the weight of my own sin.  That is what lead to the writing of my book, "A Broken and Contrite Heart".  Once we reach this point of utter brokenness, we change forever how we see God and ourselves.  Like an epiphany.

Jonathan Edwards said this so well,

The more a true saint loves God with a truly gracious love, the more he desires to love Him, and the more miserable he is at his lack of love to Him. The more he hates sin, the more he desires to hate it. The more he mourns for sin, the more he longs to mourn for it. The more his heart is broken for sin, the more he prays that it may be far more broken. The more he hungers and thirsts after God, the more he faints and fails in seeking after God. Forgetting those things that are behind, he reaches forth to those things that are before. He ever presses toward the far-off mark. 
Jonathan Edwards
The Works of Jonathan Edwards

So, we need to look at the elements of restoration that takes place in the heart shattered by sin so as to truly serve; for one cannot stay in that shattered state and accomplish the work God has intended for you.   If we wallow in our guilt, we remain focused on our self; yet, we need to get our eyes off of our self and focus on the Amazing Grace which is God.  Most of the elements are God’s doing; but it must begin with these. 

Element #1. Recognizing who God is.  He is the Sovereign King of the Universe, Perfect Righteousness, Perfect Justice and Creator of All of Heaven and Earth who chose to pay the penalty of our sin at grave cost to himself so as to provide a way for sinful, self centered man to have a relationship with Him. He desires to share His wealth of Love, Joy, and Glory with our pauperized hearts–despite our being paupers because of our own foolishness. Psalm 51: 1, 8, 12)

Element #2. Recognizing and Acknowledging Our own sin.  Whether that be a Christian or an unbeliever, there can be no restoration until we recognize the sin and it’s affect upon our relationship with God.  This is greater than just lip service, this is that brokenness that comes from recognizing our utter unworthiness of His Grace.  (Psalm 51:  3,4, 5)

Element #3:  A Desire to be restored and to  seek after God with all our Heart and Soul.  Seeing Him as our Greatest Treasure.  (Psalm 51: 2, 9-11, 14)

Element #4:  A Desire to worship and serve God with all our being.  (Psalm 51: 13, 14-17)

Tomorrow, we will look at the elements of restoration God Brings in Response.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPXAju9z7Cs  Broken and Spilled Out.

 

Psalm 51: Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions.

2 Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin.

3 For I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever before me.

4 Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest.

5 Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.

6 Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom.

7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.

8 Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice.

9 Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities.

10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.

11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.

12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.

13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.

14 Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my salvation: and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness.

15 O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise.

16 For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering.

17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.

This Christian walk and this journey leads us through paths that are strewn with obstacles, pains, trials, valleys and moments of great joy.  How else would God be able to transform us into people who can truly see His love, His joy, and His Glory.  We are always so caught up in our self, our counterfeit joys and our own desire for self Glory; that it would take a lot of remodeling to ever change these lumps of clay into something beautiful for His kingdom or into hearts capable of seeking and savoring the most precious gifts He desires to give.  God often allows Satan to "sift us" as He allowed Him to sift Job, David, Peter, and I daresay all of the great men and women of God.  Unless our hearts become broken and Contrite, there will never be enough room within them to be filled with God’s love.  So, step by step, glory by glory, we are being transformed into His image.

Psalm 16: 

7 I will bless the Lord, who hath given me counsel: my reins also instruct me in the night seasons.

8 I have set the Lord always before me: because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved.

9 Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope.

10 For thou wilt not leave my soul in hell; neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see corruption.

11 Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.

Keep looking to Jesus.  He has promised to complete the work in me.  So God, keep chiseling; because at the end of all your work I will know how to bask in Your Glory, bathe in Your Love, and Overflow with Your Joy.

What cause have they who have an interest in Christ, to glory in their Redeemer! They are often beset with many evils, and many mighty enemies surround them on every side, with open mouths ready to devour them. But they need not fear any of them. They may glory in Christ, the rock of their salvation, who appears so gloriously above them all. They may triumph over Satan, over this evil world, over guilt, and over death. For as their Redeemer is mighty, and is so exalted above all evil, so shall they also be exalted in him, They are now, in a sense, so exalted. For nothing can hurt them. Christ carries them, as on eagle’s wings, high out of the reach of all evils, so that they cannot come near them, to do them any real harm. 
Jonathan Edwards
The Works of Jonathan Edwards

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