FOUNTAINS OF WISDOM-A STUDY IN PROVERBS PART 45-IF I ONLY HAD THE NERVE
Proverbs 28: (NIV) The wicked flee though no one pursues,
but the righteous are as bold as a lion.
Having seen the wisdom of God through His word—being drawn ever closer to desire His mind in us and having tasted of the Grace which is ever about the work of transforming our stony self-exalting hearts into hearts that can be filled with God’s love and joy; then, what can make us bold to come before His throne? The more I know of His righteousness as displayed in His word, the more I recognize my own guilt before Him. The more I taste of His Grace, the more I recognize the utter unworthiness of my own heart. How often do I react to any situation with first trying to defend myself? How often does fear play a role in my responses? When you hear a police siren directly behind you, what is your first reaction? Or what is the first thing you feel when your boss calls you into their office-particularly if there had been a major down-sizing in the company? How do you respond when suddenly you are faced with illness or cancer? Or what if, suddenly you are faced with losing one by one those things you use to hold dear to you?
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I daresay that the more we know of God, the more we recognize our own unworthiness and our guilt before a righteous God. That feeling of guilt causes us to fear and run to hide even when nothing is pursuing beyond our own sense of guilt. How can I boldly go before God to ask of Him anything? How can I witness for Him? What if I fail?
After all, He is so majestic, righteousness, and filled with Glory that I must bow before Him in praise; even if He never gave me anything in return—even if heaven were not on the line. Is that not what is required of full repentance? Yet,
