There are seasons of time when poems form in my mind and then there are seasons when poetry seems to remain silent.  Last week’s and this week’s poems I have pulled from my archive of poems.  As I read this one, I remembered that our life’s journey as Christians has it’s seasons as well.  We have moments in which we are truly on the mountaintop of joy and we have moments when the struggles of life are lashing at our minds and bodies so as to try to steal our joy.  Those seasons of struggle are also part of God’s Sovereign Plan of love.  They are the times when we are drawn back in to focus on God—who He is and all of His promises to us.  Those are the times we fall down before Him, wounded and weary—He restores us, wraps His arms around us and reminds us that we are His beloved, blessed and redeemed Child.  The counterfeit joys we so often cling to may go up in flames before us.  Hope, Joy, Love and Peace arises from their ashes as once more we realize—God is my Love, God is my Joy, and God is my hope.  Always and Forever, I need to remember: God is My One Desire.  I do not know where you, my friends are in this journey; but, I share this with each of you and hope it reminds you—that in Christ, you have all that you need to live a life of fearless faith and awestruck joy.  He is all you really need. 

My One Desire

By Effie Darlene Barba

In the midst of the darkest, lonely night

When all my world came tumbling down

Your ray of hope a glimmering light

Reached deep within my soul

To draw me nearer to thy cross

To gaze upon thy face of love

All else, this world I count as loss

Besides thee Lord, my one desire

Body worn from all the years

Of battles fought and battles lost

Despite the life so filled with tears

I find in you my peace, my joy

In Moments filled with guilt and shame

Your Love has held me tight

Never once to point in blame

You gave for me Your life

This world so filled with pain and fear

You are my only hope

I feel your heartbeat drawing near

Held tight within your arms

Your arms provide me strength and might

To face a brand new day

And cradle me through each dark night

With hymns of wondrous praise

As I gaze back o’er the years

With all their ups and downs

I see the laughter and the tears

That pointed me to You

I thank you Lord, Your guiding hand

Has lead me all the way

This life of mine as you had planned

On mountaintops and valleys deep

To draw me nearer to thy cross

To gaze upon thy face of love

All else, this world I count as loss

Besides thee Lord, my one desire

The artist that drew the picture “A Broken and Contrite Heart” featured on my header  is Ronald Barba.  Please go to his website ( http://www.barba-art.com) for information regarding obtaining copies or to commission him to create a masterpiece for you.  Feel free to email him at Ron@Barba-Art.com to discuss any art projects.

©2015 Effie Darlene Barba

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Fearless Faith and Awestruck Joy—What happened? Did I Get it Wrong?

All too often, we humans equate prosperity and comfort as success. Particularly, within the United States; we equate happiness and success to those who have obtained prosperity.

Even, as Christians we tend to believe that “if I am pleasing God, my life is going to go smoothly and I will enjoy success as well as happiness.” I will be healthy, my family will be always safe, and there will be few bumps along the road if I can just stay in God’s will and get this Christian walk right. By following after God, if my faith is strong enough; I can avoid pain and suffering on this earth as well as look forward to heaven one day. Too often we have it all wrong,

we think that if we live a “good enough” life we should have our reward here and now. Too often we misjudge others and say, “Well, if their faith was stronger or if they lived a better life this wouldn’t have happened to them.” Mistakenly we think that if trials and tribulations come it is because of a lack of faith or a failure to do what God has commanded us. This is faulty understanding of the gospel and just not true. Christ taught us in Matthew 5 that sometimes things will go well and sometimes they will go badly. “Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. ¹² Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you….¹⁶ Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.”

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Fearless Faith and Awestruck Joy-Sealed in Righteousness by Faith and Grace

Where do we find a faith that stands fearless against the circumstances that surround us? Where is there a faith that allows us to stand for God when we are surrounded by evil? Where do we find the faith that allows us to believe God’s promises to provide a way through our darkest hour, a shelter through the storms of life, His Joy to carry us through our deepest sorrows, and His Grace to seal us in Christ as His righteous, chosen, blessed, redeemed children?

Hebrews 11 “⁷ By faith Noah, being warned of God of things not seen as yet, moved with fear, prepared an ark to the saving of his house; by the which he condemned the world, and became heir of the righteousness which is by faith.”

As time had gone by, the descendants of Cain continued to follow after their own selfish desires and intermarried with the descendants of Seth (who had been representative of those who followed after God). Less and less did anyone follow after or seek God in the world that God had created. Hero worship began as mankind grew stronger and stronger in the world-violence and corruption became their way of life.

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“And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually…. and the earth was filled with violence.” (Genesis 6:5, 11). The word of God said, that God was grieved. God is grieved by man’s sin.  God so wanted to share His love, joy and Glory; yet, man wanted no part of God’s gifts.

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Fearless Faith and Awestruck Joy—Enoch-A Journey of Hope, Faith, and Joy

Enoch was seventh generation from Adam and the great grandfather of Noah as we are told of in Genesis. We are told very little about Enoch; yet, he was included in God’s Faith Hall of Fame recorded in Hebrews 11. “⁵ By faith Enoch was translated that he should not see death; and was not found, because God had translated him: for before his translation he had this testimony, that he pleased God.” Because of faith, Enoch was “raptured” several years before the flood that would bring judgment upon the sins of this world as we see recorded in Genesis.

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Enoch had a faith that was said to “please God.” The writer of Hebrews further defines a faith that pleases God as: “⁶ he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.” Indeed, he wrote,” But without faith it is impossible to please him” (Hebrew 11:6).

What do we know about Enoch beyond this description in Hebrews 11 and what can we learn about faith from Enoch’s life? If we look at Genesis 5, we see recorded, “²¹ And Enoch lived sixty and five years, and begat Methuselah: ²² And Enoch walked with God after he begat Methuselah three hundred years, and begat sons and daughters: ²³ And all the days of Enoch were three hundred sixty and five years: ²⁴ And Enoch walked with God: and he was not; for God took him.” In these 4 verses we see symbolized the Christian walk—Salvation, Sanctification, and Glorification. When you understand these 3 stages of the Christian walk, your heart can be filled with hope, faith, and joy as you journey here.

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