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God Uses Our Suffering to Deliver the World Joy.  How?

Suffering. Not what I want to deal with in this life.  Our minds, bodies, and emotions cry out to say “No, way! Don’t sign me up for that.”  But what if you knew your suffering would be the catalyst to your child finding joy above measure?  Or life itself?  How much are you willing to suffer for them?  If you knew your suffering was the catalyst to changing the world, what then?  How many people’s lives are enough to make you willing to suffer yourself?  Are you willing to endure suffering for a time if you could save another’s life?  How can we consider that God uses our suffering to deliver the world to joy.  Does my suffering have a purpose within God’s Sovereign grace toward me?  Is not suffering the story throughout the Bible?  Including.  Is that not the story of Jesus Christ, God’s Own Son? 

From the moment of the fall of mankind in the garden of Eden, suffering has been a part of this world.  That is the promise.  Yet, without that having been allowed, how was it that Adam and Eve did not even realize their blessings.  Until they were gone.  Can you know joy if there is never any sorrow?  How would you recognize it?  C.S. Lewis says he was surprised by joy.  A fleeting glimpse of something he did not have here in his life on earth as a child.  Those fleeting glimpses of a sensation of true joy led him to Christ.  There was a time when he was haunted by the fact true joy could exist but eluded him.  He searched everywhere until there it was.  He found it when he realized it was a relationship with Jesus Christ that gave full joy.     

God Uses Our Suffering to lead us to Christ

Just like C.S. Lewis, look back at your life.  If you always had everything perfect, would you have considered Christ?  Unless you recognize you need Him, why would you seek Him?  Oh, there are some so awe-inspired by the magnificence of the beauty and intricacy of this world, they recognize there must be a creator.  No possible way, everything was so magnificently fit together otherwise.  The wonder of it all!  Yet, we would not ever seek a Savior unless we are confronted with our own need.  Could I know the wonder of a cool drink of water, unless I have experienced a parched, dry mouth?  Can I know light having never experienced darkness? Darkness is the absence of light. 

God is perfect righteousness, goodness, love, and joy.  The absence of God’s divine presence within the spirit of humanity is a disconnect from the energy source of light, joy, hope, and goodness.  Unless we are born again of the spirit, we cannot know life in its fullness. 

In His kindness, God provides a common grace. This common grace allows lost souls to experience flickers of love, joy, hope, and goodness. These flickers are to draw them to Him.  We see those acts of kindness contrasting that with the evil, suffering, and sorrow surrounding us.  This is to open our eyes that we might desire Him. 

But what about once we know Him?  Why are Christians called to suffer?  Because as we walk through suffering, we become more like Christ.  Then, as we display more of Him to the world around us they come to accept Him as Savior.  Particularly, when people see us endure suffering with a deep steadfast, abiding joy within us as our faith grows.  But let us look at some prime examples of how this from scripture.

Paul – Expounds on how God uses our suffering

But whatever things were gain to me, these things I have counted as loss because of Christ. More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them mere rubbish, so that I may gain Christ, and may be found in Him, not having a righteousness of my own derived from the Law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which comes from God on the basis of faith, that I may know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death; if somehow I may attain to the resurrection from the dead.  Philippians 3: 7-11 NASB

What led to Paul letting go of all else to see that Jesus was worth more than anything else?  It had been through the pain and suffering he faced that helped him to realize this.  The pain and suffering brought him to recognize that serving Jesus was the only true joy and purpose of this life.  In this he saw how by being joined with the suffering of Christ, his heart and soul were being transformed by the Holy Spirit.

How God Uses Suffering:  a glimpse into my heart.

I have not suffered like Paul. Yet my suffering helped me to see God.   A glimpse of His Glory.  I did not understand His unconditional love until He transformed this human heart into one which could love one person so much.  God gave me an unconditional love for Pete.  Forgiveness was deeply built in.  Although humanly impossible.  But GOD!  That was the first inkling of understanding God’s love for me.  But that love cannot leave one to wallow in their sin; but lifts them out.  Whatever it takes.

Therefore, God knowing I so desperately wanted to find a human to fill the holes in my broken heart and soul.    Well, He gently guided me at first.  Reminding me to avoid situations where I would fail.  Then, He allowed Satan to buffet me.  Or perhaps it was my own Achilles heel that I continuously confronted throughout the years.  A weakness that reminded me continually of my own inability to do this on my own.  Ultimately, surgery after surgery and illness upon illness led me to this broken body that does not even desire to look again for romance or love.  Now my focus is on Him  Now I really and truly feel overwhelmingly loved in Him alone.  My heart leaps with a joy I could have never known before.  No longer am I searching.  Therefore, my broken body is a blessing overflowing from God’s hand of grace.

Furthermore, He constantly reminds me of my failures.  My hurtful ill spoken words. My pride.  And those moments of fear or anxiety, revealing faith failures.  Yet, those do work to keep me humble.  Much like Peter, when he denied Christ.  Only then was he humbled enough to really listen and to be willing to die for Christ.  So, now let us look at Peter.

Peter’s Sorrow and how God Uses Our Suffering

Peter suffered many trials in his life; but I daresay his greatest sorrow was the night he betrayed Christ 3 times.  Even the resurrection, as wondrous as it was, did not remove the sensation of failure, depression, and defeat with himself.  He returned to fishing believing it was the only thing he could do.  How could Jesus use Him now? Yet, Jesus came to him and recommissioned him three times in a single conversation on the shore where they had first met.  The question, “Peter, do you love me?”  A question he had to confront in his own heart.  He thought he loved Christ, but his own pride stood in the way before his failure.  However, now confronted with the question of love, he realized that to truly love Jesus meant he would lay aside everything for Him. 

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His abundant mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled and that does not fade away, reserved in heaven for you, who are kept by the power of God through faith for salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.

In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials, that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ, whom having not seen you love. Though now you do not see Him, yet believing, you rejoice with joy inexpressible and full of glory, receiving the end of your faith—the salvation of your souls. I Peter 1: 3-9  NKJV

How God Uses Our Suffering to Save Others—Jonah

Well, Jonah is a prime example of self determination leading to deep suffering himself.  But all he experienced God uses to save the sailors on the ship and the people of Nineveh for a season.  This despite Jonah’s attempt to run from God and his anger against God for saving “such an evil people”

In their day the Ninevites were the evilest people of all.  Pagan worship, cruel tortures such as burying people up to their head in the sand waiting for the sun to slowly kill them, and cruel slavery.  They hated the nation of Israel.  So God sends Jonah alone with a message that God will bring judgement on them.  Jonah decided then it was a good idea to go the opposite direction to run from God.  He jumped on a boat.

 Well, that boat was filled with idol worshipping sailors.  A storm came and they prayed very hard to each of their gods to no avail.  They told Jonah to pray; but, he said the storm is because of my God and my rebellion toward His command.  They were even less willing to throw Jonah overboard as he suggested.  Ultimately, they did.  And the storm stopped.  They suddenly went from worshipping their idols to worshipping the One True God. 

He got swallowed by a big fish God prepared and sent.  After repenting, he was spit up on shore.  Went on to Nineveh.  But the story went ahead of him.  So, when he walked into Nineveh, the people had heard of and were frightened of God.  So, they repented from the King down to the lowest person. They fasted and prayed.  Even fasted their animals in hopes God would save them.  He did. 

So, God Uses our Suffering even of a Disobedient Servant?

Therefore, God saved a huge city of people who turned to worship Him.  This despite the anger of Jonah to see it.  For at least one generation, the people worshipped God.  Then, centuries later the Assyrians with Nineveh their capital attacked Israel.  The next generation forgot God; but, a group were saved due to God using the suffering of a reluctant prophet. 

Imagine being the one who must write your story.  “I ran from God.  Then  had to go anyway, reluctantly determined to watch the enemy destroyed.  Only God saved them.  I was boiling mad at His grace; but, He told me of His love for these people who were ignorant.  Oh, shoot!  I am the ignorant fool He saved and sent to save them.

 Wait, that is my story as well.  He uses even my bumbling stupidity at times to lead someone else to a saving knowledge of Himself.  Even my worst can be transformed into good for the kingdom when I turn back to Him and repent.  How often have I prayed, “God please forgive me and fix this mess I have created.  And can you shut my mouth next time before I mess up?” But sometimes I think He lets me, so I am reminded only He has the power to save.  It is His power, His mercy, and His absolute grace that saved me as well.

Now every year the book of Jonah is read on the day of atonement.  It presents the divine mercy of God and the possibility of atonement when one repents and turns to Him.   

How God uses our suffering to bless others as well.

Paul tells us in II Corinthians that he was undergoing severe suffering at the time and just prior to writing this letter to the Corinthian Church.  He wrote this.

For we do not want you to be unaware, brothers and sisters, of our affliction which occurred in Asia, that we were burdened excessively, beyond our strength, so that we despaired even of life. Indeed, we had the sentence of death within ourselves so that we would not trust in ourselves, but in God who raises the dead, who rescued us from so great a danger of death, and will rescue us, He on whom we have set our hope. And He will yet deliver us,if you also join in helping us through your prayers, so that thanks may be given by many persons in our behalf for the favor granted to us through the prayers of many.  II Corinthians 1:8-11 NASB

Because of All That

Did you get that?  Paul is saying the extreme suffering he was facing led the church to pray.  Then as God worked in their praying hearts, their faith increased.  Their hope, blessings, and joy were multiplied due to the suffering Paul went through.  That is why he wrote just before this to the same crowd.

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction so that we will be able to comfort those who are in  any affliction with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. For just as the sufferings of Christ are ours in abundance, so also our comfort is abundant through Christ. But if we are afflicted, it is for your comfort and salvation; or if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which is effective in the patient enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer;  and our hope for you is firmly grounded, knowing that as you are partners in our sufferings, so also you are in our comfort.  II Corinthians 13-7  NASB

My mother loved God with all her heart.  Yet she suffered severely with bipolar disorder.  Despite this she lived to be 89. Often she wondered why God didn’t take her home.  I wondered why He did not heal her.  Then years later I realized.  Her disease led me to understand bipolar.  It allowed me to remain married to Pedro Barba, II for all those years. Miraculously, one day he found Christ as his savior before he died.  Therefore, is there any suffering to great to endure for the salvation of one soul?  Christ did not think so. 

An entire lifetime here is a blink of an eye compared to eternity.  We do not know all the miraculous workings of God behind the scenes.  But we do know He is working.  And one day it will be revealed to us.  Then we will understand.  Until then let us rejoice in Him. Knowing God uses our suffering for His Divine, always good purpose. 

Concluding thought and poem

So quickly we cast aside someone who fails to live up to our expectations.  Yet, we need to step back. Remember God loves His called, redeemed children.  He may chasten them.  But He never lets go.  I wrote this poem once upon a time for someone struggling with their own failure. Society rejected them as well. I, too, was rejected by the church at 18. No mercy to ask what had happened. They believed the worst; instead of finding the truth. Even more so because I had prior to this been what was considered the shining example. Yet, they did not see the pride within that needed to be sifted. Therefore they failed to reach out a hand of grace; because they felt more righteous condemning me.

God’s grace continued on to transform me in His grace and mercy. That church soon did not exist, having split apart from within.

In Christ, I am God’s own Beloved

Accused, Condemned in eyes of men

Rejected, hated for my sin

No one stopped to see my heart

Cast aside some broken part

That no one cared to see inside

The scars and sorrows that abide

A heart so filled with hopes and dreams

Of meadows green and crystal streams

Lay shattered, broken cast away

With nothing good or kind to say

Chorus

Then God’s Dear Grace that loved me so

Looked deep within and bid to know

Each crevice of my heart and soul

Each broken piece to then make whole

In Christ I am set free from sin

My guilt and shame all taken in

And bore upon that rugged cross

My strength to stand though all else loss

My sins all covered by His blood

In Christ, I am God’s own Beloved

How quickly men’s own selfish pride

Does cast away and cast aside

A fallen one—a broken heart

Who needs your hand to help them start?

Christ had come to heal the lame

To lift their guilt and take their shame

He called the sinners to His side

To know His love-in Him abide

So why do we not give our hand

To help a fallen one to stand

So, prideful man with heart so small

Be careful lest you too shall fall

Chorus

For it was God’s dear Grace that loved me so

Looked deep within and bid to know

Each crevice of my heart and soul

Each broken piece to then make whole

In Christ I am set free from sin

My guilt and shame all taken in

And bore upon that rugged cross

My strength to stand though all else loss

My sins all covered by His blood

In Christ, I am God’s own Beloved

Effie Darlene Barba

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

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How to Trust God as Our Guide in Life and in Death 

One of the greatest modern hymns is “In Christ Alone” written by Stuart Townend and Keith Getty in 2001.  Verse 4 begins, “No guilt in life, no fear in death—this is the pow’r of Christ in me.”  Those words bring tears to my eyes each time I hear them.  How could it be: when I remember who I am?  Each step of the way, I must lay aside my own self to focus on Him.  For only through the power of Christ in me can I say, “no guilt in life.”   I cannot imagine my life without the power God through the Holy Spirit provides me.  And this only  because of the redemptive work of Jesus Christ. Sustaining me as my guide in Life and in Death.  Oh, yes and no fear in death for He is the one to guide me there as well.  What an amazing thought!  

David wrote: 

He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Psalm 23; 3-4 KJV 

He guides me in paths of righteousness for HIS Name’s Sake, His Glory.  I need to never forget that.  I am the benefactor of His Grace, His Love, His Provision, His Joy, and His Ultimate Sacrifice to save me.  Yet, the paths of righteousness through which He guides me are to shine His Glory through me to a dying world in need of Him.  It is HIS Righteousness He desires to shine through me as He does and allows whatever it takes to transform my heart into one like His.  

Our Guide in Life and in Death—God Desires True Worship 

The children of Israel protested to God, saying: “Have you not seen how we are fasting and serving you?” 

Wherefore have we fasted, say they, and thou seest not? wherefore have we afflicted our soul, and thou takest no knowledge?  Isaiah 58: 3 KJV 

So much like each of us.  We want to think that we are seeking Him when in truth even that we can only do when we surround ourselves completely to His will and guidance.  As this song written by Aaron Keys says: 

“Not what my hands have done can save my guilty soul 

Not what my toiling flesh has borne can make my spirit whole 

Not what I feel or do can give me peace with God 

Not all my prayers and sighs and tears can bear my awful load 

These guilty hands are raised, filthy rags are all I bring 

And I have come to hide beneath your wings 

These holy hands are raised, Washed in the fountain of your grace 

And now I wear your righteousness 

Thy work alone oh Christ can ease this weight of sin 

Thy blood alone, oh Lamb of God, can give me peace within 

Thy Love to me, oh God, not mine oh Lord to Thee 

Can rid me of this dark unrest and set my Spirit free”  1 

1 Keyes, Aaron: “Not What My Hands Have Done”.  https://www.letras.com/aaron-keyes/1264536/  Accessed 6/8/2025  

I Need His Guide in Life and Death Transforming me 

Only He can transform my heart to worship Him fully.  I need Him to Guide me in life and death.  Without that I am lost.  But the truth is He is there within me.  He has been there ever since the day I accepted Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior.  Oh, so many times I, like the Israelites wanted to say, “I do all this for you.”   But the truth is, that is when I get caught in my pride.  Was it not pride that was the downfall of Satan?  And did not Eve sin due to her pride and desire to be like God?  Adam blatantly disobeyed God after Eve was deceived, wanting to fix things his own way.  Yet, when I fall into self-pride. His rod of correction is the comfort to bring me back into the tenderness of His love. Restoring my joy in Him.   

Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke? Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?  Isaiah 58:6-7 KJV 

When reaching out to help others, never forget thine own flesh which is weak.  How easy it is to look at others and think we are better than they? Or to think, God could never forgive them.  That is when I must remember, He forgave me—wretch that I am without Him.  The darkest recesses of my heart, He saw and loved me. while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us Romans 5:8. 

What Does He Promise When We Allow Him to Guide in Life and Death? 

 Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily and thy righteousness shall go before thee. The glory of the Lord shall be thy reward. 

  Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity;  And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:  And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not. Isaiah 58:8-11 KJV 

Oh, that He be ever before me and behind me, surrounding my every thought, word, and deed!  That is my prayer every day.  Let His Word so penetrate my mind, taking captive ever thought.   

For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;)Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;  And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled. 2 Corinthians 10: 3-6 KJV 

Let God Be My Guide in Life and Death 

And when I come to die, Give me Jesus2

 2Afro-American Hymn, public domain  https://hymnary.org/text/in_the_morning_when_i_rise_in_the_morn 

That is my cry as well.  Let me be able to say, as Paul—”I have finished the race” God has promised to guide me in death as well as life.  On that I am assured.  We do not know when He will call us home.  Nor if I will remain until the rapture; but, I do know He will be my guide in life and death.  Not because of anything I have done; but, because of the miraculous saving Grace purchased on the cross by Jesus Christ.   

We look around us and cry out, “Come, Lord Jesus”.  Yet, He is not slow in His response.  He will come at His perfect time.  Until then, let us be faithful.  My prayer in life or death to shine forth His love, His grace, and His glory.  For that I must die to self and let Him shine through me.  And when He calls me home, I pray my death be such as to proclaim His name to all around me.  That I be faithful to the end.  That I trust into His hands. 

Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy, To the only wise God our Saviour, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen.  Jude1:24-25 

No matter what tomorrow brings, this I know as did Habakkuk 

Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The Lord God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds’ feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places.  Habakkuk 3:17-19 

So, How Do We Trust God to Guide in Life and Death? 

  1.  Trust Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior.  Repent of your sin, believing He is the Son of God who died and rose again to pay the price for your sin. 
  1. Read His Word—devour it as one starved sits down to a meal. 
  1. Pray to Him—daily, alone and throughout the day.  Let Him be the constant companion your mind reaches out to.  The brain thinks continually—usually talking nonsense to one’s self. Why not spend that time talking with Him.  He is there waiting to hear your voice.  If nothing else to say, sing songs of praise to Him in your heart and mind.   
  1. Surrender to His Will—Knowing that He IS Omnipotent, Omniscient. The All Wise God who has promised only to reward those who diligently seek Him. Hebrews 11:6 defines faith.  without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.   
  1. Never forget ALL THINGS work together for good for those who know Him and are called according to His purpose.  Why?  Because even what we think are bad, He is using to transform us one glory at a time into the likeness of Jesus Christ.  WHATEVER IT TAKES, I want a heart like His.  we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. 

For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.  Romans 8:28-30 

All of this begins with #1.  Once you realize the truth of what He has done for you, His Love so overwhelming results in you loving Him so much you want to be with Him and to do His will.  Knowing He will guide in life and death, so that you might know and experience His love, His joy, and His eternal life.   

I Am in Christ, All I Am Not Alone 

Oh, Father dear, help me to know  

The truth of who I am  

In Christ, You did on me bestow  

All that I need down here below  

That by my life I then might show  

Your Spirits flame set bright Aglow  

By Jesus Christ, the precious lamb  

That You would take my wretched heart  

So, broken by my sin  

And through your Grace you did impart  

Your righteousness to ne’er depart  

Because in Christ, a brand-new start  

That as your child, your dear sweetheart  

Your spirit dwells within  

Endowing me with all Your power  

The same that rose Christ from the dead  

By Grace through faith, on me did shower  

The strength to stand firm like a tower  

And from life’s fears to never cower  

Because in Christ You did empower  

Me to walk wherever led 

So as in Christ I lean into  

Abiding in His arms  

I come to know that which You knew  

My heart transformed by You  

You alone will see me through  

Each day by grace my heart renew  

While learning of Your charms  

I am Your Blessed, Beloved Child  

Redeemed by Grace Alone  

You looked upon my heart so wild  

Who by this world had been beguiled!  

Upon this broken one you smiled  

With Patience, Mercy Oh so mild  

You chose me as Your own  

So, Help me Lord to comprehend  

The depth and breadth of love divine  

This broken heart, you chose to mend  

Before the world to then defend  

That I might find in You a friend  

Although, my Lord on knee I bend  

To give you all I thought was mine  

So, take my heart and use it Lord  

However, you desire  

That I might then with one accord  

Submit my will while marching toward  

Your presence as my one reward  

With truth my only sword  

Your Love my impassioned fire  

I am in Christ, all I was not  

Before He called my name  

For in my sin, I dare not rot  

As would have been the Devil’s plot  

For Christ did die, my freedom bought  

And then by grace my heart He sought  

How could I ever be the same? 

With God my guide in life and death, then as Paul let me say, 

According to my earnest expectation and my hope, that in nothing I shall be ashamed, but that with all boldness, as always, so now also Christ shall be magnified in my body, whether it be by life, or by death.For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain. But if I live in the flesh, this is the fruit of my labour: yet what I shall choose I wot not. For I am in a strait betwixt two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ; which is far better:  Nevertheless to abide in the flesh is more needful for you. And having this confidence, I know that I shall abide and continue with you all for your furtherance and joy of faith; That your rejoicing may be more abundant in Jesus Christ for me by my coming to you again.  Philippians 1: 20-26 KJV 

That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height;  And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God. Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen.  Ephesians 3:16-21 

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

Therefore if you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you today. Go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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How to Sincerely Trust God when Sorrow Fills Your Heart 

Jesus had just told His apostles that He was going away.  He knew their hearts were filled with great sorrow.  They did not fully understand.  Besides, their minds could not comprehend nor hear the full truth of the matter.  So, He told them.  “When I leave the Comforter will come. He will teach you all you need to know.”  So, what about you when sorrow fills your heart?  What are you to do?  Or I?  There is sorrow all around us and within.  We look at the world, the wars, the bitterness, and the pain.  Deep inside our hearts are filled with great, grievous sorrow.  Yet, the Bible tells us to rejoice in Jesus Christ.  How? When all around and within we see pain.  When sorrow fills Your Heart, what are you supposed to do?  How do you sincerely trust God when all you see, and feel is sorrow? 

In Psalm 39, David determined to keep silent.  After all, if he spoke all of what he felt it could be seen as a lack of faith.  Indeed, it could bring dishonor to God.  He certainly did not want that.  God might see it as sin.  Furthermore, those who heard his wails of sorrow and grief would be convinced God had failed David.  Therefore, God could not be trusted. Or so they would think.  For that reason, he kept silent. 

I said, “I will guard my ways, 

Lest I sin with my tongue; 

I will restrain my mouth with a muzzle, 

While the wicked are before me.” 

I was mute with silence, 

I held my peace even from good;  Psalm 39:1-2 (NKJV) 

So, when sorrow fills your heart, are you to just keep it bottled up within to avoid sin? Let us see what happened next for David. 

When Sorrow Fills Your Heart and You Are Silent 

my sorrow was stirred up. 

My heart was hot within me; 

While I was musing, the fire burned. 

Then I spoke with my tongue: 

 “Lord, make me to know my end, 

And what is the measure of my days, 

That I may know how frail I am. 

Indeed, You have made my days as handbreadths, 

And my age is as nothing before You; 

Certainly every man at his best state is but vapor. Selah  Psalm 39:2-5 NKJV 

Holding it all in when sorrow fills your heart is not good either.  It grew within David until he fully despaired of life.  Just please tell me when I am going to die.  Have you ever been there?  I have.  “Lord, I am tired.  It has been a long journey.  Are you taking me home?”  That was my cry when facing grave illness and sorrow.  Where was I to find the faith to sincerely trust God amid all the pain and sorrow of life?  How do you step forward? 

Well, first as David did, you take it to God.  You cannot hide your sorrow from He who created you and loves you.  When sorrow fills your heart pour out your heart to Him.   

Second, When Sorrow fills Your heart confess all your sins.  

Those sins that are known and those that are unknown.  Ask forgiveness.  Often, in ignorance we have marched on in life not recognizing the acts of pride and arrogance driving our own lives.  We tend to overlook our own failures.  While clearly seeing the failures of others.  How often has it been a lack of faith that drove us to despair?  David next recognized that whatever came into his life came from God.  Therefore, it may have been God’s hand of correction reaching forth. 

And now, Lord, what do I wait for? 

My hope is in You. 

Deliver me from all my transgressions; 

Do not make me the reproach of the foolish. 

I was mute, I did not open my mouth, 

Because it was You who did it.    

Psalm 39: 7-9 (NKJV) 

Remove thy stroke away from me: I am consumed by the blow of thine hand. Psalm 39:10 KJV 

With rebukes You punish a person for wrongdoing; 

You consume like a moth what is precious to him; 

Certainly all mankind is mere breath! Selah 

 “Hear my prayer, Lord, and listen to my cry for help; 

Do not be silent to my tears; 

For I am a stranger with You, 

One who lives abroad, like all my fathers. Psalm 39:11-12 NASB 

O spare me, that I may recover strength, before I go hence, and be no more. Psalm 39:13 KVJ 

What began as a bitter complaint against God for the depths of His sorrow, now became a plea for greater understanding.  The plea of David transformed into his recognizing his own transgression leading to a separation from the full depth of God’s spirit.  When we are in full communion with Him, sorrow cannot fully consume us.  Instead, we recognize that underneath it all is God’s Sovereign Hand guiding us every step of the way.   

When Sorrow Fills Your Heart, Wait 

Psalm 40 follows up when Psalm 39 ended.   

I waited patiently for the Lord; 

And He reached down to me and heard my cry. 

He brought me up out of the pit of destruction, out of the mud; 

And He set my feet on a rock, making my footsteps firm. 

He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God; 

Many will see and fear 

And will trust in the Lord. 

 How blessed is the man who has made the Lord his trust, 

And has not turned to the [c]proud, nor to those who become involved in falsehood. 

Many, Lord my God, are the wonders which You have done, 

And Your thoughts toward us; 

There is no one to compare with You. 

If I would declare and speak of them, 

They would be too numerous to count.  Psalm 40:1-5 

Study His Word, When Sorrow Fills Your Heart 

David also knew that relief came in studying His word.  And then, instead of silence preach His word to all of whom you meet.  Sing of His wonder.  To do that you must hide His word in your heart.   

Then I said, “Behold, I have come; 

It is written of me in the scroll of the book. 

I delight to do Your will, my God; 

Your Law is within my heart.” 

 I have proclaimed good news of righteousness in the great congregation; 

Behold, I will not restrain my lips, 

Lord, You know. 

I have not hidden Your righteousness within my heart; 

I have spoken of Your faithfulness and Your salvation; 

I have not concealed Your mercy and Your truth from the great congregation. 

You, Lord, will not withhold Your compassion from me; 

Your mercy and Your truth will continually watch over me.  Psalm 40:7-11 NASB 

Does that mean all the original circumstances go away?  

 No!  But how you see them changes.   

For evils beyond number have surrounded me; 

My guilty deeds have overtaken me, so that I am not able to see; 

They are more numerous than the hairs of my head, 

And my heart has failed me. 

 Be pleased, Lord, to rescue me; 

Hurry, Lord, to help me. 

May those be ashamed and humiliated together 

Who seek my life to destroy it; 

May those be turned back and dishonored 

Who delight in my hurt. 

May those be appalled because of their shame 

Who say to me, “Aha, aha!” 

May all who seek You rejoice and be glad in You; 

May those who love Your salvation continually say, 

“The Lord be exalted!” But I am afflicted and needy; 

May the Lord be mindful of me. 

You are my help and my savior; 

Do not delay, my God.  Psalm 40:12-17  NASB 

Now, in humility David sees that God is His answer and hope.  He is his Savior and his help when overwhelmed with sorrow.  He is your hope also when Sorrow fills Your Heart.   

When Sorrow Fills Your Heart Seek God as the Fountain of Living Water 

Just as you seek for a cool refreshing drink of water in a dry and thirsty land, seek the fountain of living water.  Jesus is that fountain.   

As the deer pants for the water brooks, 

So my soul pants for You, God. 

My soul thirsts for God, for the living God; 

When shall I come and appear before God? 

My tears have been my food day and night, 

While they say to me all day long, “Where is your God?” 

I remember these things and pour out my soul within me. 

For I used to go over with the multitude and walk them to the house of God, 

With a voice of joy and thanksgiving, a multitude celebrating a festival. 

Why are in despair, my soul? 

And why are you restless within me? 

Wait for God, for I will again praise Him 

For the help of His presence, my God.  Psalm 42:1-5 NASB 

Yes, the sorrows of this world, leave us parched.  But He is the fresh brook of living water we need.  Preach it to yourself every day.    Remember the depth of grace you have been given.  I must remember that in truth, I do not deserve the joy He gives me.  Instead, I deserve the wrath He took for me on the cross.   All I have has been an act of His grace toward me.  So, what have I to worry and fret about?  His light will guide me.  

Send out Your light and Your truth, they shall lead me; 

They shall bring me to Your holy hill 

And to Your dwelling places. 

Then I will go to the altar of God, 

To God my exceeding joy; 

And I will praise You on the lyre, God, my God.  Psalm 43: 3-4 NASB 

He is my joy. 

So, to recap, when sorrow fills your heart: 

  1. Do not moan and groan to the world.  Nor go about with a sour face. And do not go about with a fake smile either. 
  1. Call upon God who is your joy.  Set aside time alone with Him. 
  1. Tell Him all you feel and ask He open your eyes to know His way 
  1. Read the word of God, seek His will 
  1. Ask for forgiveness of your known sin and knowledge of your unknown sin before Him.  He will reveal to you all you need to restore your joy in Him. 
  1. Preach the truth to yourself and others.  Use your past sorrows to tell others of His faithfulness through it all. 
  1. Seek Him as a deer searching for fresh water in a dry and parched land.  He will provide all you need.  Only He can give you true joy.   

If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you. 

 Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples. 

 As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love. 

  If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments and abide in his love. 

 These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.  John 15:7-11 KJV   

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

Therefore if you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you today. Go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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The Almighty Justice of God Can Never Be Negated by His Grace Why?

Sometimes we get so caught up in telling the world about the absolute Grace and Love of God, we forget to tell them of His Almighty Justice.  His Holiness, Righteousness are equally as real a part of His Being as His love, grace and Mercy.  There cannot be one without the other.  That is what He demonstrates to us.  Furthermore, we must never forget His Grace and Mercy are magnified; because of His justice.  One cannot exist without the other being equally magnified.  This thought came even more evident to mind while I was reading Exodus this week. 

God had miraculously led the Children of Israel from Egypt.  Now at Mount Sinai they stood.  And God spoke to Moses to prepare the people to meet with Him. 

All Brought to Hear the Voice of Almighty Justice 

And Moses went up to God, and the Lord called to him from the mountain, saying, “Thus you shall say to the house of Jacob, and tell the children of Israel:  ‘You have seen what I did to the Egyptians, and how I bore you on eagles’ wings and brought you to Myself.  Now therefore, if you will indeed obey My voice and keep My covenant, then you shall be a special treasure to Me above all people; for all the earth is Mine. And you shall be to Me a kingdom of priests and a holy nation.’ These are the words which you shall speak to the children of Israel.” 

 So Moses came and called for the elders of the people, and laid before them all these words which the Lord commanded him. Then all the people answered together and said, “All that the Lord has spoken we will do.” So Moses brought back the words of the people to the Lord. 9 And the Lord said to Moses, “Behold, I come to you in the thick cloud, that the people may hear when I speak with you, and believe you forever.” Exodus 19 3-9 (NKJV) 

Therefore, all the people prepared with great anticipation to hear from God. 

And So, the People Heard God’s Voice  

God, Almighty Justice descended on Mount Sinai 

Then it came to pass on the third day, in the morning, that there were thunderings and lightnings, and a thick cloud on the mountain; and the sound of the trumpet was very loud, so that all the people who were in the camp trembled.  And Moses brought the people out of the camp to meet with God, and they stood at the foot of the mountain.  

Now Mount Sinai was completely in smoke, because the Lord descended upon it in fire. Its smoke ascended like the smoke of a furnace, and the whole mountain quaked greatly.  And when the blast of the trumpet sounded long and became louder and louder, Moses spoke, and God answered him by voice. Then the Lord came down upon Mount Sinai, on the top of the mountain. And the Lord called Moses to the top of the mountain, and Moses went up.  

AND GOD SPOKE ALL THESE WORDS, SAYING: 

“I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. “You shall have no other gods before Me. “You shall not make for yourself a carved image—any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me,  but showing mercy to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My commandments. 

 Exodus 19:16-20: 20:1-6 NKJV 

Imagine this:  they all could hear His Voice.   All the people saw the majestic display of Power descending upon the mountain top.  His fiery Glory on Display for all to see.  To this day the top of Mount Sinai remains blackened and burnt despite not being a volcanic mountain.   

A Covenant of the People with the God of Almighty Justice 

God spoke.  The people heard as the law was recorded in Exodus 20-23.  After this 

all the people answered with one voice and said, “All the words which the Lord has spoken we will do!”  And Moses wrote down all the words of the Lord. Then he got up early in the morning and built an altar at the foot of the mountain with twelve memorial stones for the twelve tribes of Israel. And he sent young men of the sons of Israel, and they offered burnt offerings and sacrificed bulls as peace offerings to the Lord.  

 Moses took half of the blood and put it in basins, and the other half of the blood he sprinkled on the altar. Then he took the Book of the Covenant and read it as the people listened; and they said, “All that the Lord has spoken we will do, and we will be obedient!” So, Moses took the blood and sprinkled it on the people, and said, “Behold the blood of the covenant, which the Lord has made with you in accordance with all these words.”  Exodus 24:  3-8 (NASB) 

They heard the thunderous voice of Almighty Justice and bowed before it.  As a nation, all accepted God’s covenant to be their God.  With their own words they agreed to worship no other God and to not make any idols to worship.  Yet, 

The Leaders Saw the Magnificent Beauty of God’s Love and Grace 

Then Moses went up with Aaron, Nadab and Abihu, and seventy of the elders of Israel, and they saw the God of Israel; and under His feet there appeared to be a pavement of sapphire,as clear as the sky itself. Yet He did not reach out with His hand against the nobles of the sons of Israel; and they saw God, and they ate and drank.  Exodus 24:9-11 (NASB) 

This scene is best described and explained by Charles John Ellicott in his extensive Biblical Commentary known as Ellicott’s Commentary.   

Then went up.—According to the ordinary ideas of the time, the ratification of the covenant was now complete, and nothing more was needed. It pleased God, however, to terminate the whole transaction by a closing scene of extraordinary grandeur, beauty, and spiritual significance. A sacrifice implied a sacrificial meal (Exodus 18:12). Moses understood that God, by summoning Aaron, Nadab, Abihu, and seventy of the elders into the mount (Exodus 24:1), had intended the sacrificial meal to be held there; and accordingly, as soon as he had sprinkled the people, ascended Sinai with the persons summoned, and had the feast prepared. A sacrificial meal was always regarded as a religious act—an act done “before God” (Exodus 18:12), involving communion with Him. God willed now to signalise this sacrificial feast above all others by making His presence not only felt but seen. As Moses, Aaron with his two sons, and the elders were engaged in the feast (Exodus 24:11), a vision of marvellous splendour broke upon them. “They saw the God of Israel” (Exodus 24:10). God showed Himself to them—not, as before, amid thunders and lightnings, and a thick cloud, and fire, and smoke, and earthquake (Exodus 19:16; Exodus 19:18), but in His loveliness (Song of Solomon 5:16) and His beauty, standing on pellucid sapphire, blue as the blue of heaven. They “saw God,” and were neither hurt nor even terrified; they could, while seeing Him, still eat and drink—they felt themselves like guests at His board, as if He were banqueting with them. So was impressed upon them the mild and sweet relation into which they were brought towards God by covenant—a covenant made, and not yet infringed. The gentle, lovely, attractive side of God’s character was shewn to them, instead of the awful and alarming one; and they were taught to look forward to a final state of bliss, in which God’s covenanted servants would dwell in His presence continually.  

 They saw the God of Israel.—Probably, in human form, as Isaiah saw Him (Isaiah 6:1-5), and Ezekiel (Ezekiel 1:26), and even Nebuchadnezzar (Daniel 3:25). It is not of this appearance that Moses says: “Ye saw no similitude” (Deuteronomy 4:12). The appearance which they saw had “feet.” 

Charles John Ellicott1 

1 https://biblehub.com/commentaries/ellicott/exodus/24.htm,  Accessed 5/25/2025 

What a Wondrous Thought 

Imagine this.  All that is described is the wondrous beauty of the floor beneath His feet.  Yet, there was peace, tranquility, love and grace that filled that space.  There it was they dined with God.  Yet, after this was all complete, Moses along with Joshua ascended further up the mountain. God would give all His instructions to build a tabernacle.  Every minute detail representing the true tabernacle which would be Christ.  All symbolic of He who would bring the new covenant. 

How was it after seeing all this Aaron would allow the children of Israel to convince Him to build the golden calf for them to worship?  Furthermore, why did the 70 elders and the sons of Aaron not stop this foolish rebellion against God’s covenant of grace?  These had seen both the fiery almighty justice of God.  Furthermore, they had witnessed the miracles in Egypt and the desert.  Even more, they had felt the rapturous beauty of God’s loving grace and mercy.  How could they? 

And How Can WE?

We, who now have known of the wondrous grace purchased by Jesus on the cross?  Knowing the Almighty Justice of God. The full weight of His wrath against sin was poured out on His own son. Do not forget the price paid to maintain His Almighty Justice. How can we think it not be a major part of who He is. He did that so we might be called His sons and daughters.  His almighty justice can not be compromised without it diminishing His Love and Grace. All His attributes are equally a part of His Glory. We, who know Him as Lord and Savior, have tasted the wondrous sweetness of His grace, love, and mercy.  Having watched the miracles of His sweet grace toward us, as He has wooed us ever so gently to be more like Jesus.   

Romans 5 Reminds us: 

Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we also have obtained our introduction by faith into this grace in which we stand; and we celebrate in hope of the glory of God.  And not only this, but we also celebrate in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance;  and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope;  and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us. 

  For while we were still helpless, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. For one will hardly die for a righteous person; though perhaps for the good person someone would even dare to die.  But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from the wrath of God through Him.  Romans 5:1-9 NASB 

Because of that: 

There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.  Romans 8:1-2 (NKJV) 

Furthermore, I rest assured that not even I can separate me from His love. 

Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.  Romans 8: 37-39 NKJV 

For that reason I: 

know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren.  Moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.  Romans 8: 28-30 NKJV 

So, Why Doesn’t the Grace of God Negate His Almighty Justice? 

His love, grace, and mercy cannot be known without His Justice as well.  How would I know of His Grace were I never aware of His justice?  If He then allowed me to chase after every evil thing, could that be love?  He knows that I would continue to destroy my life in so many ways if left to my own volition.  Therefore, His justice in my life draws me back to His side, teaching me faithfulness.   

His justice in the world is needed desperately as we pray for His return.  Yet it is His love and grace that waits.   He tarries only while going after that one last lost sheep to be saved during this current church age.  Once the bride of Christ is completed, He will return.  Then, the tribulation age will begin.  There will be many saved during that time.  They are the martyrs.   

For further information go to my post from January 2023. 

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

Therefore if you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you today. Go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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New American Standard Bible (NASB)New American Standard Bible®, Copyright © 1960, 1971, 1977, 1995, 2020 by The Lockman Foundation. All rights reserved.

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Do You Really Desire to Abide in the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus? 

Last week we looked at the Lord is our Rock.  In Him we can trust.  Our salvation is not based on our performance.  He is the foundation of our salvation.  The All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus bids us to abide in Him.  There we can find rest, comfort, freedom from fear and strength.  His surging power within us fills us to the overflowing with love, strength and wisdom when we abide in Him.   

Friday was a very busy day.  I went to multiple places with meetings.  Some very refreshing, some raising a lot of questions, tough questions and no true answer.  I needed God’s wisdom to guide my recommendations to each of my sons.  As one I had much to relate, and the other had called with a problem that appeared nearly impossible to solve.  Then a note from someone reporting a major problem due to the inconsideration of a person.  As the day ended, body and mind tired, I whispered this prayer.   

“God, you are the God of the Impossible.  Omnipotent, omniscient, all wise God only you can provide the light, the strength, and the wisdom to guide my every thought and decision.” 

 Amazing I awoke then Saturday morning with every question answered.  Oh, certainly there are steps to take.  But what looked impossible Friday night, suddenly had a way opened to march forward.  That is abiding in faith in the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus.  He fills you with joy, strength, and hope.  Even in what appears impossible, He is the God of Possible.   

 For all the promises of God in Him (Jesus Christ) are yea, and in Him Amen, unto the glory of God by us. 2 Corinthians 20 

Wisdom is one of those things that He has promised to all who ask.  

But How Do We Abide in the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus 

Perhaps that is the biggest question.  Yet, the Bible never fails to give the answers. Therefore, the key is just as Jesus said, “If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.” 

His words cannot abide in me unless I am continuously reaching out to read them and study them.  I need them to be written on my heart.  But I do believe Psalms 119 4-16 gives us further insight as well.  Note 7 steps necessary to abiding in His word 

4Thou hast commanded us to keep thy precepts diligently. 5O that my ways were directed to keep thy statutes! 6Then shall I not be ashamed, when I have respect unto all thy commandments. 7 I will praise thee with uprightness of heart, when I shall have learned thy righteous judgments. 8I will keep thy statutes: O forsake me not utterly.  

9Wherewithal shall a young man cleanse his way? by taking heed thereto according to thy word.  10With my whole heart have I sought thee: O let me not wander from thy commandments. 11Thy word have I hid in mine heart, that I might not sin against Thee. 12Blessed art thou, O Lord: teach me thy statutes. 13 With my lips have I declared all the judgments of thy mouth. 14I have rejoiced in the way of thy testimonies, as much as in all riches. 15I will meditate in thy precepts and have respect unto thy ways. 16 I will delight myself in thy statutes: I will not forget thy word. 

7 Steps necessary to Abide in His Word found in Psalm 119:4-16  

#1 Desire  

to keep God’s precepts (verse 5 and verse 10).  This burning desire to know and to keep His commandments comes from a heart who knows the sweetness of His amazing Grace.  This is a heart who has accepted Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior.  If you truly remember the day He saved you from your sin, then how can you not have that desire.   

You may have allowed the flames to diminish over time due to neglect. But if you ever asked Him into your heart by faith in Jesus Christ finished work on the cross, the flames cannot be distinguished.  Fan those ashes back into burning flames.  Bow before Him and ask repentance for your neglect of His Word and His Love toward you. Plead as did David in Psalm 51, restore to me the joy of my salvation.  If you do not know Him as Lord and Savior, it begins there.  He paid the price for all your sins, if only you would accept His gift of salvation.  He is the only way, the truth and the life.  Accept Him today.   

#2 Read  The Scripture

It Tells Us of the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus 

Therefore, read His word every day.  Do not neglect this.  How can you start a day without Him first?  Even on the busiest of days take time to read a verse or a psalm.  Let that moment sink in.  3 to 5 minutes can transform everything else in your day and life.  Would you think it ok if no one in your family took the time to say, “Good Morning”? How then could you start the day ignoring the very one who created you and gave His life to save yours? Read verse 7 and 14.  How can you praise Him without even taking time to hear from Him each morning? What kind of rejoicing is ignoring Him every morning?   

#3 Memorize Scripture  

As much as you can memorize scripture.  That is harder for me since chemotherapy 30 years ago and my now aging brain.  Still, the Holy Spirit brings scriptures back into my mind as needed and I have my phone ready to look up the scriptures each time one comes to mind.  

What I have found is, the essence remains and from one or two words or ideas I can find the scripture quickly.  So do not get discouraged in this.  It is very important to know scripture.  I must read scripture more diligently and clasp to it.  When I need to remember a concept or words, I write them down.  Then I try to reuse them in my speech throughout the day to others.  I recall them frequently as I go about my day.  And I whisper them back to God in prayer at night.  You can see this in verses 11, 12, and 13.   

#4 Speak

of the Wonder of Knowing the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus 

The more you speak of Him, the stronger your own heart grows.  It serves as not only testimony of Him to a desperate world in need, but also reminds your own heart of all He has done for you.  See verses 14 through 16.  Each time you witness, you find the Holy Spirits power growing within your own heart.  How can you not?  He gives you the words and places people in front of you.   

Yesterday, I stopped at a pharmacy to get something to help my sister-in-law.  The conversation led to my mentioning having breast cancer and all the hormonal effects of a very early menopause.  The pharmacist started crying.  That opened the door for me to tell her of the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus who is the author of possibility where all looks impossible.  She had just completed chemotherapy for breast cancer.  You never know how your own transparency can open doors to lead people to a saving knowledge of Him.   

#5 Pray Meditationally

Take time to sit alone with the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus and just “abide” in His presence.  “Be still, and know that I am Lord” (Psalm 46:10)   Ask Him to guide your heart and thoughts.   be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. (Romans 12:2).  How do we do that?  By taking heed unto His word, see verse 9 of Psalm 119.  Also note that leads to verse 16 of Psalm 119.  “ I will delight myself in your statutes: I will not forget Your words.” 

#6 Write Down –Journal

what the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus has done for You 

As you keep a journal, mark scriptures in your Bible. Thereby, you establish a road path.  There you can look back. Thus, you see His faithfulness in the past.  That reminds you of all He has done.  There are even those notations in my Bible when I asked foolishly. However, He wisely said, “No, I have something better for you.”  Looking back, I see He was right.  Had He given me what I foolishly asked for, I would have been destroyed.  The closer we Abide in Him, the nearer our requests become His will for us.  What a wondrous God He is!   

Verse 15 was David’s reflection of this truth.  “I will meditate in thy precepts and have respect unto thy ways.”   I meditate more on His words. Therefore, naturally my heart aligns more closely with His Heart for me.  That is why God can say, “Delight thyself also in the Lord: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.” (Psalm 37:4-5)   When I am truly delighting in the All-Powerful Compassionate Jesus, my desires align with His.  He knows what is best for me.  His desire is my joy be complete in Him.  Therefore, He will give me that which brings me ever closer to Him.   

Delight  in Him is the Product

Joy overflowing with delight is the product of Abiding in Him.  So, why not trust in the All-Powerful, Compassionate Jesus.  As we abide in Him, He does the rest.  Ask for His wisdom to guide your thoughts and your mind.  He is all you really need.    The more we delight in Him, the more we glorify Him. The more we glorify Him, the more His Glory reflects in our life. Amazing how this works.

DO YOU KNOW CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR AND LORD? He is our only Hope in Life and Death! Our Joy is found in Him.

Therefore if you don’t know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord: I urge you today. Go to my page titled How to Be Saved by clicking on this link. There is nothing more important than this; because He is the way, the truth and the life. Therefore, I urge you to seek Him today.

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