Open the Eyes of My Heart to see His Glorious Face

Ephesians 1:  17 [For I always pray to] the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, that He may grant you a spirit of wisdom and revelation [of insight into mysteries and secrets] in the [deep and intimate] knowledge of Him,

18 By having the eyes of your heart flooded with light, so that you can know and understand the hope to which He has called you, and how rich is His glorious inheritance in the saints (His set-apart ones),

19 And [so that you can know and understand] what is the immeasurable and unlimited and surpassing greatness of His power in and for us who believe, as demonstrated in the working of His mighty strength,

20 Which He exerted in Christ when He raised Him from the dead and seated Him at His [own] right hand in the heavenly [places],

21 Far above all rule and authority and power and dominion and every name that is named [above every title that can be conferred], not only in this age and in this world, but also in the age and the world which are to come.

22 And He has put all things under His feet and has appointed Him the universal and supreme Head of the church [a headship exercised throughout the church],

23 Which is His body, the fullness of Him Who fills all in all [for in that body lives the full measure of Him Who makes everything complete, and Who fills everything everywhere with Himself].

This was a prayer that Paul prayed for the Ephesian people.  This is the prayer that I would pray for you.  Though this is a prayer for those who know Christ as their Savior.  I would like to pray it for all who read this.  I would pray that the eyes of your heart be opened to see the light of His Glory that you would understand, desire, and seek Him.  I, too so desire that He so flood the eyes of my heart with His light that I may be blinded to all that surrounds me and would try to draw me away.  If I truly understand the richness of His Glorious Inheritance and the hope to which He has called me; then all the "other stuff, trials, and tribulations that make up this life" become mere triviality.  If I understand the immeasurable and unlimited and surpassing greatness of His power in and for me; what would I ever worry about?  If I truly have been swept off my feet; having so fallen in love with my Savior, would there be any task too great?  Go back and read these words of Paul once more, very slowly let them become a prayer for yourself and for someone else.  Do you want to see His Face, His Grace, and His Magnificent Beauty with the eyes of your heart?  Do you want to sit a moment at His feet and be so filled with His presence?  Let me tell you that your entire day with be changed by that moment spent with Him.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vRtCGCGxsDw&playnext=1&list=PLC551B09066BD6B58&feature=results_video

 

Trust and Take Refuge in the Lord

Psalm 118: 4 Let those now who reverently and worshipfully fear the Lord say that His mercy and loving-kindness endure forever.

5 Out of my distress I called upon the Lord; the Lord answered me and set me free and in a large place.

6 The Lord is on my side; I will not fear. What can man do to me?

7 The Lord is on my side and takes my part, He is among those who help me; therefore shall I see my desire established upon those who hate me.

8 It is better to trust and take refuge in the Lord than to put confidence in man.

9 It is better to trust and take refuge in the Lord than to put confidence in princes.

Grace, Mercy and Loving-kindness surrounds me because I know, love, and trust my omnipotent, omniscient Heavenly Father.  He knows what is best for me.  He is my provider, my protector, my joy, my love, and my guide through life.  No sorrow comes into my life, no trial presses against me, no human causes harm, no financial disaster arrives but that it first was sifted through the mighty and loving hands of my Father.  If I awake tomorrow and like Job, everything is gone; save my relationship with Him, I will still praise Him.  My joy does not nor ever will depend upon this stuff that surrounds me; it is found in God Alone.  He knows when other things get in the way of my joy because I have allowed them to have too much importance.  Sometimes He has pried them out of tightly closed fist and I am so grateful He did.  No government is in place; but He has allowed.  He will accomplish all that He has planned in my life, in the world, and in the universe that He has created with His Breath.  For that reason, I have nothing to fear in life or death.  Though He may allow evil to continue for a while, He is never surprised by it.  He hates sin with a ferocious wrath.    He would be Just and Righteousness to say "Enough" and in one powerful breath destroy all of mankind; so, if He tarries one more day–it is Mercy and Grace that has allowed each sinner one more day, one more chance to call upon His name and accept His gift of Salvation (free to you and at a tremendous cost to God).  So my question is, "If you have never accepted Christ as Your Savior, why are you waiting?" and you Christians "Who are you going to tell about Christ today?"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RtPAIWevsNA

Be Still and Sit a Moment in His Presence

Psalm 46: 10 Be still, and know that I am God

Jude 1: 24 Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy,

25 To the only wise God our Saviour, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen.

There are times in this world that we might feel the world pressing in around us and we wonder if God even hears our cries.  There are those days when we look at our own lives with such guilt and disdain that we shudder to even think of coming into His presence; after all, why would He want to hear from someone like me.  I can say that over the years since I have accepted Christ, I have so often stood in both places; sometimes, believing that "Yes, I was saved because of the blood of Christ; but maybe I am not good enough to really be loved and all this pain, suffering and sorrow that enters my life is God’s punishment for my sin."    But, that is only one more means of Satan trying to steal your joy and by thus doing, steal your testimony.  So many false doctrines have sifted into the churches placing legalism in the forefront.   Those types of thoughts prevent you from just sitting a while with God, being very still and just knowing Him.  We run to hide (much like Adam) believing that we avoid His presence; yet, He is there.  When Christ died on the Cross, He cried out "It is finished."  Hebrews 10: "10 By the which will we are sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all."   If it depended on me, if I could be able to work hard enough to present my works as worthy to stand in His presence; then why would Christ have suffered with such agony and humiliation taking on the full wrath of God, being beaten and dying on the cross as my substitute.  This I know, every valley I have ever walked in this lifetime has been there to draw me ever closer to the abounding joy that I have in God’s presence.  My hope stands firm in Christ, that he is able to present me faultless before God; not on my own merits, but on His blood that was shed for me.  Furthermore, He will finish His work in me; transforming me into His mirrored image; little by little, glory by glory.

2 Corinthians 3: "18 But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord."  My part in all this?  Just to sit with Him a while each day and bask in the glory, beauty, love and joy that He is.  How could I not do that; after-all, he swept me off my feet and I have fallen completely and unashamedly in love with Jesus Christ, my King.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ifE4J2NeFs

 

A Dark December Night and a Song

Psalm 34: 17 The righteous cry, and the Lord heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles.

18 The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.

19 Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the Lord delivereth him out of them all.

It was a very dark night on December 15, 1987 as a young man drove down those dark country roads in Missouri on his way to talk to his father, just to visit.  There had been a terrible storm the previous night and the road crews had been cleaning up the debris all day.  As he drove down that dark road the lights from his truck cutting into the darkness.  He came over the small hill and lights peered into the small valley.  Just as his truck lights moved upward to the next hill, there imminently in front of him loomed a very large tree across the road.  There had been no warning signs placed, no "road closed" posted; though the neighbors had reported it throughout the day. He pressed hard the brake as well as the emergency brake with his 6’3" body arching back, head pressed against the rear window. The tires screeched and it appeared that the truck might just stop short of the trunk when a large tree branch shattered through the window ripping through the metal frame, scrapping across his chest and piercing through his neck as the branch lifted his body pinning it on the tool box in truck bed; and the young man had died.  I received the call from mom, telling me my dear brother had died. My mind whirled as I remembered that only 2 weeks prior he had sat at my dinette in my home in Texas.  I remembered his soft curly blonde hair framing his face and the sparkling blue eyes framed with the longest, fullest eyelashes I had ever seen; while I teased him that what a waste he got both and I neither.  It had been God’s gift to send him to my house that week to help repair the mess a contractor had left behind.  Our lives had gone such different directions; it was one of the first times I had told him how much I truly admired him.  Master’s in finances, he had chosen to teach agriculture and shop in the poorest school in the area because it was the only hope of a future most of his students would ever have; and he wanted them  prepared to face the world.  The news of his death cut like a knife through my heart.  So I quickly ran to tell my husband that we needed to all go.  I did not realize then and would learn later that he was frightened of funerals and funeral homes.  All I remember is that he said that he nor my sons would be going, I would have to go alone.  I did not want to leave my sons and I did not want to go alone; but I knew I must go, I could not leave my father and mother alone in this.  There was complete silence on the way to the airport and then as I was getting out of the car, my husband said, "Maybe when you get back, we need to talk about possibly a separation or divorce."  He never meant that as the conversation never came up again; perhaps, it was the only way he knew to deal with grief was to attempt to separate from it.  Still, I felt so alone and broken at that moment.  Sitting on the plane, I leaned against the window and tried to close my eyes.  I thought back on my life and wondered, "Why Charlie and not me?"  He was so noble and just; while I was the one who stumbled her way through, uncertain of the choices I had made in life and wondering why God still loved me.  Death certainly makes one think about life.  As I sat on that plane, suddenly I began to hear a song playing in my head.  It was not a song I had ever heard; but it was comforting.  That was the first time God gave me a song which I later wrote down; and, it was the only poem which also came with music in my head.  It would be many years before I would start hearing and writing poetry in my head which comes at odd moments and for seasons of time; yet, the words carried me through that week and back home where everything had gone very well and I was welcomed home by my husband and children with loving arms.  Let me assure you that no matter what the sorrow is that you face today, God can put a song in your heart to comfort, to uplift and to help you through.  Below is that song which I later had sent to Hilltop Records who placed this tune to it and recorded it; but the music I hear in my head that goes with this song, I think is far better than this arrangement–still I hope you find comfort in it.  We are never to strive in this Christian walk alone; God is there and He will finish the work He began in you.  I remembered the night Charlie as a teenager had accepted Christ as His Savior and I know that one day I will see him again as we both stand in the presence of our Glorious Savior, our Comforter, our greatest love, and our Best Friend–Jesus Christ.   

When I First Came to Know Him

When I first came to know him

So many years ago

I vowed that I would serve him

With heart and mind and soul

Then I found that in my strength

I would but only fail

Then He came and He told me

As we walked down life’s trail

1st chorus

I’ll be your strength when you are weary

And your hope when skies are gray

I’ll be your faith when yours is failing

And your light on each dark day

I’ll be the love your lonely heart

When it’s breaking in despair

I’ll be all in all your everything

If you look to me in prayer

I strove on in my strength

And strayed so very far

Until my life was broken

And sin had left it’s scar

Then I cried, Oh, my Father

How deeply I had failed

Then He came and He held me

And His love prevailed

2nd Chorus

Now He’s my strength when I am weary

And my hope when skies are gray

He is my faith when mine is failing

And my light on each dark day

He is the love to my lonely heart

When it’s breaking in despair

He is all in all my everything

When I look to him in prayer

Now if you have strayed from

Or never knew His love

Then turn your eyes toward Jesus

And seek Him from above

He will take all your brokenness

And fill it with Himself

He will take all your sin away

And fill each empty shelf.

3rd Chorus

He’ll be your strength when you are weary

And your hope when skies are gray

He’ll be your faith when yours is failing

And your light on each dark day

He’ll be the love to your lonely  heart

When it’s breaking in despair

He’ll be all in all your everything

If you look to Him in prayer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LbHd6eZrgk

In His Presence

1 Chronicles 16: 23 Sing unto the Lord, all the earth; shew forth from day to day his salvation.

24 Declare his glory among the heathen; his marvellous works among all nations.

25 For great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised: he also is to be feared above all gods.

26 For all the gods of the people are idols: but the Lord made the heavens.

27 Glory and honour are in his presence; strength and gladness are in his place.

28 Give unto the Lord, ye kindreds of the people, give unto the Lord glory and strength.

29 Give unto the Lord the glory due unto his name: bring an offering, and come before him: worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness.

Show forth His salvation every day and sing praise unto His Glory.  There are many gods and idols formed by mankind; not only religious ones; but also how many make idols of possessions, money, position in life, appearances, society, family, friends, and anything that we place before Him.  What offering could be enough?  So, I must give Him my life.  Turn off the TVs, set the alarm a little earlier and sit in His presence.  There is where you will find strength and gladness as you are filled with His Glory and Honor.  Then in a spirit of humble love and devotion; worship Him with the beauty of a holy life, offering all that you do up to Him.  As much as is in you serve the Lord.  1 Corinthians 15:  56 The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is the law.

57 But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

58 Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord.  How will you have the strength to battle against sin, if you never take the time to quietly sit in His presence? 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a9vwyRTQZh4