Power filled Positive Thinking—Chapter 11b-God Shines His Light of Knowledge

In Christ—we are enlightened with God’s wisdom so that we might know joy in Him throughout this pilgrimage journey on this earth. Look at Proverbs 2: (TLB) “⁶ For the Lord grants wisdom! His every word is a treasure of knowledge and understanding. ^7-8 He grants good sense to the godly—his saints. He is their shield, protecting them and guarding their pathway. ⁹ He shows how to distinguish right from wrong, how to find the right decision every time. ¹⁰ For wisdom and truth will enter the very center of your being, filling your life with joy.”

original photo courtesy of Jim Peregoy

Indeed a large part of our journey here is designed by God to prepare us to see His wondrous Glory as even more glorious that we could otherwise see. He is teaching us how to revel and bathe in the overflowing fountain of God the Father’s love of His Son, Jesus Christ. Step by step He is guiding us to be able to experience the ecstatic Joy which is within the God-head.

It begins when our hearts are first illuminated to see, to desire, and to savor above all other treasure the Glory of God as portrayed in the face of Jesus Christ. For someone born blind from birth who suddenly is given sight by a skillful surgeons hands—that first ray of light awakens their desire to view and see more—a whole new world of possibilities opens. In that same manner God reaches down to shine that first ray of light into the dark, deadness of our blind hearts. There is where we first desire Him and recognize the magnificent beauty and treasure of Jesus Christ. With that first ray of light for each of us who accept Christ, a whole new world of possibilities opens. Look at 2 Corinthians 4: ^“6 For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.”

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Well finally after a trip to the ER for IV fluids due to my severe dehydration, I am finally recovering.  But let me tell you of how wondrous my Heavenly Father has been.  As I began to recover from the severe pain and weakness, it dawned on me how wonderfully blessed I have been.  Those who have been following know that I was diagnosed with a very aggressive breast cancer in 1998.  I should have never survived more than 5 years by all statistics.  That was followed by the ulcerative colitis which again miraculously I did not succumb to it either despite it’s fury.  Then in late 2002 the doctors found a mass on the head of my pancreas which was ultimately diagnosed as autoimmune chronic pancreatitis.  For those who do not know much about the disease; most people are totally debilitated by the severe pain, diarrhea, insulin dependent diabetes and malnutrition.  I have been for the most part spared from this despite the fact that mine is rather advanced indicated by my chronically low lipase/amylase levels.  The truth is were it not for Grace, what I experienced these past three days would be every day of my life.  Amazing?  Yes.  It has been God’s magnificent plan to provide.  The fact that my pancreatitis is auto-immune does mean that I have greater than 40% chance of pancreatic cancer in my lifetime.  Pretty high odds for which I must schedule my follow up and get it checked out.  If I had not gotten sick, I had tended to forget the truths of my disease.  I am blessed beyond measure because I have already been given 17 miraculous years of life to watch my children marry, see my grandchildren and to meet some of the most incredible friends I had yet to know in this life.  Wow.  Just had to let you know and by tomorrow we will continue the next part of Chapter 11 to the book I want to give you all. 

© 2015 Effie Darlene Barba

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I must apologize that I have not been able to continue the next step of the series yesterday or today; but, I hope I will be able to continue by Monday. After all the years of illness in the past, I had been given a long reprieve of remarkable health. Perhaps, I had grown a little proud by my having always faced pain and continuing on. Then this year, one day I had to go to bed due to a sudden abdominal pain; but it eased with massaging and manipulating the bowels, then came shingles which wasn’t so bad. Suddenly then Thursday afternoon I developed severe abdominal pain, nausea and profuse diarrhea. Suddenly, I realized how fragile even my faith really is at times. This pain doesn’t seem to want to leave, along with the weakness and I have been brought to my knees. More than the pain and weakness I recognize that when we are in the midst of suffering it is so hard to be grateful as I should be. I tend to become so self-absorbed and want to pout. Why Lord? Why now? Yet, even this is part of His Sovereign plan for today. So let me share with you this word from

Joni Eareackson Tada

I have so much left to learn of God’s Grace, Love and Sovereignty.  I need to remember that even though when I am sick I feel so all alone—I am not alone.  He is right there beside me.

©2015 Effie Darlene Barba

Disclosure of Material Connection: I have not received any compensation for writing this post.  I have no material connection to the brands, products, or services that I have mentioned.  I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: "Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.

Power-filled Positive Thinking—Chapter 11A-Enlightened by God’s Wisdom

Suddenly I awoke at 4 am with the excruciating abdominal pain—well I say awoke as the night had been so filled with restlessness I am uncertain I had even slept. Scurrying toward the bathroom to begin this morning’s ordeal of severe pain, bloody diarrhea and no sleep. Ulcerative Colitis had become my constant, unwanted and uninvited companion since the summer of 1999 and now it was July, 2000 with no hope of remission. Despite high dose steroids, constant medications, cortisone enemas, suppositories and every possible dietary restriction I could place—nothing would slow it down and every morning at 4 am it ran a 4 hour cycle of severe pain and trips to the bathroom.  These morning ordeals had begun with a fury shorty after I had finished the chemotherapy for breast cancer and had been a daily occurrence ever since. The steroids had severely affected my body as well. My leg muscles were too weak to carry my body up a stairs and I would have to pull myself up the stairs clinging tight to the rails. Sleep was not even possible due to the very high doses of steroids I had to take.  The only exception was the one night in 3 that I allowed myself to take a sleeping pill. On those nights I slept about 5 hours.  I did not want to become dependent or addicted to the sleeping pills, so one night out of three I would take one. Additionally, I had grown a beard on the rounded moon shaped face. My eyes sunken deep within the roundness until I couldn’t even know myself in the mirror. The large buffalo hump had grown just below my neck, distorting my body further.

At 4 am with all the pain and agony,  I did not want to awaken the children who were now young men getting ready to leave for college in the fall, so I had placed a large recliner in my walk-in closet. There I would sit and talk with God while reading my Bible.  There I learned of God’s love, joy and peace in the midst of tragedy.

I had finished my Master’s in Nursing and now was working as a Nurse Practitioner; but, the debts were overwhelming and there was this monstrous disease destroying my body.

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Power-filled Positive Thinking—Chapter 10c  Seven Reasons to Rejoice as God’s Heir

In Christ, we are heirs of the kingdom of God, heirs of God and joint heirs with Jesus Christ. Does that mean I inherit the world with all its possessions since God owns the whole world? It does. But hold up for a second before you run out the door to claim that car or house you’ve been wanting hear me out through the rest of this. If you think those material items here and now are the most splendorous part of our inheritance; then, you truly are a pauper. Material possessions bring merely counterfeit pleasures that have no lasting joy and will never satisfy your heart.

Our inheritance as God’s Chosen, Redeemed, Blessed and Beloved Child in Christ is bigger and grander than anything you could ever imagine or hope for. So what is the inheritance of Christ?

Let us look at John 17 where Christ prays to God the Father shortly before He was to go to the cross to purchase our inheritance. There we will find 7 items of this inheritance which Christ shares with us.

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