How do you see God? Do you see Him as a loving Father in whom you can trust? Or do you see Him as far and distant, frightening, always about judgement? He paid the ultimate price so that you might share in His righteousness with all your sins paid for at the cross. He desires to meet you right where you are. He loves you more than you could ever imagine.
Deuteronomy 23:
the Lord thy God turned the curse into a blessing unto thee, because the Lord thy God loved thee.
I John 4:
16 And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him.
17 Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world.
18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
19 We love him, because he first loved us.
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